Love from the first

2012-01-31T14:51:00.002+08:00

Have been feeling both upset but happy recently.

Sad that my two bestest girls are leaving :( It's going to be so sucky here in singapore when they are both in auzzie :( But then again, I have A :) Idk whether what we are doing is the right thing but I'm glad we did it. :)

I'm so glad for gina in my life, it has been how long since we talked (?!) but meeting her was still the same as always, its quite amazing really. Like how i know no matter how long, our friendship still remains the same. But we really need to meet up more often haha.

&my sj people, i feel so bad missing out on 85 dinners :( &my mj boys!!!!!! Im sorry (not that any of you will see this but) for being mia!!!! will most likely be mia for the next two weeks again but i miss you guys soooo much!!!!

Not forgetting gobstoppers. I miss all of you guys, I miss our meetings how we are so comfortable with each other yet so inefficient hahahaaha.

Thinking back, my life aint that bad eh?

&of course my fav family and the world's best sissy. hahahahhaha

OKAY BACK TO MS ZZ

2012-01-30T13:47:00.000+08:00

So bored in class...

:(

Need to start class parting soon!!! HUILING STOP BEING SO LAZY ZOMG.

2012-01-29T23:07:00.001+08:00

Hellooooooooo.

Have this sudden urge to blog. Am just going to spam pictures thou!!!

hello to my pouty boy :))

2009-09-11T09:58:00.002+08:00

300th post
& I've

MOVED :D

icecream4breakfast.tumblr.com

2009-09-08T22:03:00.001+08:00

You change for two reasons: either you learn enough that you want to

or you’ve been hurt enough that you have to.

Give & Take.

How much more can I take?

MAKE ME SMILE

2009-09-03T00:43:00.003+08:00

PW IS IRRITATING THE SHITZXZ OUT OF ME.

NIHENTAORENYAN. NIMINGMINGSHUOWODEKEYILE,JINTIANYOUSHUOBUKEYIYAOWOGAIZHEMEDUOHAISHUOMINGTIANYAOJIAO. TAMADE!!!! NIYIWEIWOHENYOUKONGAH. MEICIDOUNABUDINGZUYI. KANANINI LA. NIDESHUOFAHEQITARENBUYIYANG,QITADELAOSHIDOUSHUOZHEGENISHUONAGE. NIYIWEINIZHEYANGHENTEBIAHENKUAH. PIIIIIIII LA. WLLWOZHENDEHENBUAYSONGLAWOBUDONGYAOZHENMEZUOWOYAOQUSHUIJIAOLE. HAIHENTAOYANNI.

TAMADEZ.

IM SO IRRITATED I CAN'T STOP EATING!!! NEED TO STOP ALL THIS MIDNIGHT SNACKING!!!

):

PICTUREPOST!

2009-09-02T20:24:00.000+08:00

Sundays with bitchy ♥

WT BIRTHDAY!

SLEEPOVER! :D

TEACHERSDAY!

I don't want to , but

2009-08-31T01:20:00.001+08:00

2009-08-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

6611.) The best thing you can ever do for me when I'm down is say "Tell me what's wrong". It's hard for me to do, but keep asking. Because I really want to tell you, I just need you to ask.

2009-08-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

Really bad week?

Guess so. Hope it's the worst. I can't imagine anything more :/

I can't stop saying how much I hate JC life like seriously.

Thank god for 3Q1 (ARE WE REALLY CALLING OURSELVES THAT?? HAHAH!) and floorball trainings. Damm tiring but takes my mind off things. The rest are just :/.

I am honestly damm disapointed in you i guess. So much that I dk what to say.

I never thought things would ever turn out this way, I always thought that we would be tight forever.

On the other hand. . . . . ........... Oh mian, i really think I need to stop or I'll just be digging my own grave. I'm really confused as to what I feel what I want . ....... . ....

On a much brighter note,

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN MEGANSIM! <3! :D MUACKSSSSSSSSSS

2009-08-14T21:54:00.000+08:00

I seriously dk what to say now. Like seriously, what do you expect me to say?

Freak outttttttttttt.

Hate this.

I have self control yay! But not in eating nooooooooooooooooooo ):

2009-08-10T23:53:00.002+08:00

I want to have fun again!!!!!

Even though I'm slacking my ass off for the past few weeks, it's not really fun. In fact it's boring ttm! zzzzzzz.

Anyway today was awesome even though I argued with everyone in my family. LOL. Went furniture hunting from morning till night and I bought my bed yay! Should have got the bling bling one, but oh wellll. Mine is still pretty right? RIGHT :D

And shit me I'm so fat now, everytime I look at my wobbly thighs I tell myself I need to stop pigging out and then I forget all about it after five minutes -.-

PT TMRRRRRRRRR = LOSING WEIGHT. But should I go? I sprained my back during the match and the sinseh ask me to rest and refrain from exercise ):
But. .............but.....................

AIYA, leave that to tmr. better quickly finish my EOM . SCREW PWWWWWWWW

2009-08-08T14:22:00.002+08:00

Promos soon. very soon.

I'm still not studying.
):

I look at my phone, read your msg and close my phone.
I dk why but I felt relieved when I did that, maybe that means I don't need to feel guilty anymore.
Sometimes I even wonder if I even need to feel guilty
:/

I'm just being retarded for no apparent reason.

I'm such a crybaby these days.
I cry at everything,
HUILING YOU ARE SUCH A SUCKER!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, yesterday was nice. Watched Hangover with yeni mavis emilyn(EMILYHAHA) eliz rachel. Then went mavis house which was food paradise!!!! ALL OF THEM SHOULD FEEL GUILTY FOR SUCCEEDING IN THEIR ATTEMPTS TO TEMPT ME TO EAT!
):
Sorry to her dog thou, it had to be on a leash cause of me
):):
hahahah! I seriously need to get over my fear of dogs,especially since I WANT ONE NEXT TIME.Had loads of fun playing guitar hero even though i seriously suck ttm and mariokart with emilyn too!! In all it was a nice day with the fb girls! (:

Bumble beeeee

2009-07-30T01:00:00.003+08:00

Prettiest and 2nd prettiest

Busybusybusybusy!!!!!!!!!!!

Training like three times a week which is freaking tiring and all I do when I get home after training is to sleep :/ I'm dammmmmmm behind in tutorials now ):

But somehow I enjoy training more! :D It's getting more fun fun fun fun fun I still whineeee but I don't actually dread it anymore! EXCEPT FOR FRIENDLYS. It doesn't really feel so friendly HAHAHA. Pt yesterday was quite fun. Ran two rounds stretch and another eight rounds. Then had endurance and everyone was just laughing laughing and more laughing HAHAHA. All that whining was (Y)!

Can't wait for sentosa on the 7th!!!! :D

&Fireworks with 408 (IF IT'S STILL ON) on the 9th!!!

AND GUESS WHAT?!!!!!
IM MOVING BACKKKKKKKK YAY
but I hate the colour of my room ):

My only motivation now is sakae on friday! SOFTSHELLCRABB AHHH YENIIIIII OMG.

kaykay, I'm going to zzz alr, need to reach shcool at 645 tmr to mug. IM SUCH A NERD :D

Muackszzzzzx

2009-07-19T22:46:00.003+08:00

Everyone's interlinked.

How funnily annoying. 

2009-07-19T02:45:00.002+08:00

I NEED TO GET OVER ITTHEM.

2009-07-16T22:09:00.002+08:00

I feel so dead now :/ It's like a 360 mood change. Must be all the food that I ate today!!!!! Donut, mac icecream, kfc, old change kee, swensens ice cream cake!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really hate my lack of self control ):

I really hope sunday will be damm damm damm awesome! Miss u all!

kay, going for my much needed sleep now.

Isn't it amazing how seperate our lives are now?

2009-07-12T11:43:00.003+08:00

Met you yesterday was excited yet scared somehow and at the end of the day

Ohwell

Meeting you later excited but scared cause I'm afraid I can't do what I promise

2009-07-11T00:12:00.002+08:00

It's scary when you can feel friends drifting further away from you and nothing you do seems to help

2009-07-09T23:02:00.004+08:00

Hi exams are over but here I am studying again

):

I don't know what to do but I really wish there is something I can do to make you feel better.

2009-07-07T22:28:00.002+08:00

♥

TIRED TTM.

I have such huge eyebags now they are spoiling my pretty face :O HAHAHAHA

2009-07-06T23:16:00.002+08:00

Hi all I'm so lazy to blog.
Today was damm tiring but fun (Y)

But there is school tmr ):
Oh mian I really hate school ttm!!!

I'm so tired I'm going to sleeeeeeep bb!!!!!!!

& CHEERUP TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN TROUBLED RECENTLY BE IT OVER FAMILY/FRIENDSHIP .... WE SHOULD ALL BE HAPPY PEOPLE! MUACKS!

2009-07-03T10:51:00.006+08:00

MYES ARE OVER WHOOPEEEDOOO!

Hang on for those who still have theirs! (:

The feeling of getting it over with was AWESOME like seriously. Never felt so relieved, can't imagine what it will be like for promos O_O
Just when I thought I could start playing I realise we have SPA next week ): SIAN TTM!! Nvm, I'm left with one weekend of hardcore playing!!!!!!! MUST MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT!!

After chem yesterday, chionged and I really CHIONGED home and bathe and went to meet edmund. ALL IN LESS THEN AN HOUR :D FASTEST EVER! Then weiting hopped on the train and we waited for justin and melvin at Cine. Waaaah bought super cute drinnks from the korean store, mine actually looks like me. PANDA MAH BIG EYE BAGS ACCUMULATED FROM MYES SCREW MYES!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA and stupid weiting got "drunk" after that, but its only FRUITJUICE lol. She damm funny sia. Ate at Billybombers then talked cocked and went home LOL.

Nvm, after training today is transformers!!! Then maybe out with bitchy/sister tmr and grace's 21st on sunday and cable ski on monday! THATS THE MOST EXCITING ONE HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE IT :D

OH AND WEITING WE MUST CARRY OUT AND SUCCEED IN OUR PLAN! :D

2009-06-29T21:35:00.000+08:00

MYES ARE SO DEPRESSING THE THOUGHT OF 4 Us IS .............................

NEVER FELT SO UNPREPARED FOR EXAMS BEFORE!!!

I NEED TO WORK HARDER OMG ):

AND I NEED TO BE MORE GIRLY HAHA.

IM TRYING...................

2009-06-28T22:36:00.001+08:00

I LIKE TONIGHT'S DINNER.

I DK WHY BUT I LIKE IT WHEN MY FRIENDS KNOW EACH OTHER AND THEY GET ALONG WELL

IT'S A NICE FEELING {:

2009-06-27T21:06:00.005+08:00

4304.) i don't know how to feel

2009-06-27T17:45:00.002+08:00

AH I JUST CANT SEEM TO START!!!!!!!!!!!

AND I JUST REALISED, I HAVEN'T SEEN 408 ONCE AT ALL THIS WHOLE HOLIDAY ):

IS IT JUST THIS HOLIDAY OR ARE WE GOING TO BE LIKE THAT FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES.

OLD IS ALWAYS BETTER

OMG YOU ARE SO DENSE.

CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO THIS AFTER I HEARD IT ON J ITOUCH.

AND THIS THANKS TO BITCHY

DONT YOU THINK YOU ARE SLOWLY DISAPPEARING FROM MY LIFE?
IS THAT GOOD OR BAD?

& I DK IF IT'S ABOUT ME BUT SOMEHOW I FEEL IT IS.
I'M SORRY I KNOW IM NOT REALLY A VERY GOOD FRIEND BUT IM TRYING TO BE CAUSE YOU ARE LIKE MY BESTEST FRIEND ALR.
):

2009-06-27T16:37:00.010+08:00

AFTER FABIAN'S STYLING

IT'S ACTUALLY QUITE NICE

AFTER MY HANDS TOUCHED IT
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TADA!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

ESMONDTANCHOONKIAT

"HAIR CRAMP HAIR CRAMP!" NERD LEH HE HAHAHA VAINPOT KEPT UNTYING MY TWO CUTE TAILS LOL

EDMUNDYEO

SUPER HIGH FOREHEAD HAHA

& ME ):

THE TWO SUCKERS WHO ENJOYED THE MOST DESTROYING MY HAIR

OKAY IM BACK TO ECONS {:

2009-06-26T20:06:00.002+08:00

Hi im running a fever whoohooooo.
No school plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

Okay mild fever but still fever whatt hahaha

and omg i hate my braces i have 4 ulcers now or is it 5? )::::::::::::::
AND ITS ON THE TONGUE BLOODY HELL. MAYBE ITS A SIGN FOR ME TO STOP EATING CAUSE IM STILL EATING DESPITE MY METALMOUTH ZZ

2009-06-25T08:52:00.002+08:00

The past few days have been fun :D

But then again when it fun means I didnt get any mugging done at all :O.

Went suppose "MUGGING" with FMC on monday tuesday and yesterday.

Monday was my braces day! :D
Studied for a while in the morning then cabbed to park mall. I HAVE PINK BRACES NOW. But it's surprinsingly not pain again but it's ugly and I look weird in it plus I speak braces language now according to fabian ):.

Went back to find them after that and after a few rounds of laughing and crapping went bowling with fabian edmund esmond! SIAN MIAN DONT HAVE PICTURES OF THE SCORE. FABIAN WAS DAMM IMBA THE FIRST TIME (Y) LOL!!!!!!! Played one more round then zao home alr.

Supposed to come on tuesday but ended up at justin house instead, WORST DECISION EVER!!! His house was damm nice so much that all I feel like doing is sleeping :/. Everyone played pool except for me who was busy reading breaking dawn hahaha or maybe I just dont want to laokui hahaha! Then went for simpang for lunch and back to his house for house of the dead. Studied after that which was very productive when everyone is not distracted!! Hahaha. Weiting was about to go on a mental breakdown I swear hahha.

Wednesday, went school for chem consultation for about 5 minutes lol. I just kept quiet the whole time sia hahha. Then went justin house again. Wiied for quite some time then I actually sat down to mug. It could have been so productive if not for waxing hair session! AHHHHHHHHHH. DAMMMMM FUNNY!!!!!!! COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING SIA. Waiting for pictures, fabian hurry!!!! HAHAH.

NOW I NEED TO DO HARDCORE MUGGING :D PRAY FOR ME PLZ HAHA.

TOODLES :D

2009-06-22T22:01:00.000+08:00

Hi pretty :D

2009-06-21T18:40:00.003+08:00

Hi I'm so bored.

I should probably start mugging after this, YUP I SHALL :D Have been slacking for two days :O and I'm left with what? A week????!!!!! AHHHHHH how can time pass by so fast!!!! Prays hard that school holidays will be extended by a week, I really really need that extra one week!!

Anyway, studied with GINA at just acia (AGAIN) yesterday and booneh came over later. Watch Night at the museum with booneh and it was damm cute! :D I like dumdum! Hahaha. Arcaded and frolicked then went home, had curfew ): Aww man I hate curfews!!!!

Tried to mug at night and it failed, miserably, ended up dozing off about 3 times before I finally decided to sleep and stupid edmund woke me up!!!! >>>>{

Went for SINGMA thing today which was boring cause I don't really care about what's going on ha ha ha. Then went KFC with KN and XQ and BITCH for a gossip session :D Wahhh, I seriously love gossip sessions man we should have more of that!!!! :D

T1ed with bitch and now I'm home and about to mug yay! :D

Canceled everything LOL

This is bloody irritating I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I REALLY HATE THIS.

I need to get away from it all before it really starts to affect me like mad cow!!!!!!!

This is so unhealthy

Gah.

Anyway anyone wants to follow me for dental tmr?! {:{:{:{: I'll love you forever.

LOL.

REGRETS

2009-06-16T20:34:00.003+08:00

Thailand'09

Hi I miss us ):

Besties dinner on 12 june! :D

Haven't seen megan and gina for a long long long time! Had a nice time talking at coffeebean {:

Guess what?!

I'm missing 4 teeth now!!! Okay la I went for extraction and now i have four holes in my mouth O_O It was surprisingly not bad actually And the nurse said I was BRAVE :D HAHAHA.That really helped alot actually considering the fact that I'm really really really afraid of needles.

Then went to meet bitch for Ghost of the Girlfriend's past. That stupid bitch couldn't stop laughing!!! Nvm I managed to freak her out with my teeth anyway! HAHAH. Speaking of my teeth, they are damm big holy cow. I didnt know they were so long and I kept thinking of the holes in my gum after that LOL.

Went cartel after that and I only got a drink cause I COULDNT EAT ): SAD ME.

Anyway I'm moving tmr! Or friday! Not really sure when. But I'm quite excited for sleepover! :D

Hi BOONEH Mizzzz youuuu! Hahaha Haven't really talk to you for a long time!!!

And I realise I'm horrible at keeping in touch with people. The only one so far is only bitch. The rest are all :/.

What's wrong with me ):
Why am I so lazy and afraid.

If I have a chance to start all over how different would things be? But I would never get that chance would I?

Talking last night made me realise that it's going to be hard or impossible for things to go back to the way they were. I dk why but it affected me so much I couldnt stop crying. Fell asleep after that.

):

Shit, I'm so hungry. But I'm scared to eat

2009-06-12T00:51:00.002+08:00

ITS NOT MY FAULT IF MY BABY LEAVES MANUTD!
I WILL STILL SUPPORT HIM ANYWAY :D.

GO AWAY IF YOU WANT TO INSULT HIM BOO YOU.

I FEEL STRESSED FOR SO MANY UNNECESARY REASONS, PUSHING ALL THOSE AWAY.

YOU REALLY CANT TELL HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU??!

KAYKAY

IM EXCITED FOR BESTIES TMR. VERY LONG NEVER SEE GINA AND MEGAN ALR! :D

& THERE IS PW TMR. DOING SURVEYS. IF YOU ARE FREE COME DOWN TO TAMPINES!!! :D

HMM. I REALLY MISS YOU LIKE JUST TALKING TO YOU BUT OHWELL WHAT CAN I DO RIGHT? I HATE HAVING TO BOTTLE THINGS UP ): .

SUCH A WEIRD DISJOINTED POST HAHA.

AND IM MOVING ^^

2009-06-09T23:46:00.002+08:00

I NEED TO STOP BOTTLING UP EVERYTHING

TALK HUILING TALK !!!

SLAPS MYSELF.

2009-06-09T23:43:00.001+08:00

HI ME AND MY BLOG, MY BLOG AND ME.

ITS JUST YOU AND ME. WITH ONE INTRUDER. LAZY INTRUDER SO IT DOESNT MATTER

HAHAHAHA

2009-06-06T00:58:00.003+08:00

We all feel the same way. Isn't that good? At least we're on the same wavelength. But look at where we are now? On opposite ends, barely getting each other. Is that what we really want? For things to end up that way?

It's on the first half of the year and yet things have turn out this way. Its no use blaming people cause we're all at fault. We have been stupidly avoiding each other thinking things will tide over just like they usually do but this is different. This is the one exception. Time is running out, it's either act or lose it. So why don't we just take one step, no matter how minor and salvage a friendship that means so much to us all?

Is it really that hard to take the first step? What's holding you back? Work? School? You know that's all crap.

Just think about it, it's your friendship that you're playing with here.

JUST DO IT.

& I realy love the both of you.

2009-06-05T18:39:00.007+08:00

CANCEL IT ALL AWAY ERASE ALL NEGATIVITY. HAHA

/

BYE SINGAPORE!!!!!!

Am so excited to be going away and taking a break from all the lifesucking forces that originates from school!

Borrowed this book from the library and hopefully I get to finish it on the bus trip! It has been forever since I last read!!!!!

Yay yay yay I'm so exicted I can't stop grinning :D

and before I leave,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YENI TIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's so cool that we have so much fate (MORE THAN YOUR YYR KAY HAHA) being in the same AG CG CCA ! Back in ahs I never thought we would be talking like how we are now and vice versa la hor so it's kind of amazing that we can get to be such good friends!! :D
Lubbex lubbex from the pretty girl!
Muacks!
HAHAHAHA.

I know this is damm early but I wont be in school on monday! ): Hope you'll like my present when I see you on wednesday! :D

Okie that's alllllll. See yall when I'm back loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

DONT MISS ME :D HAHA

2009-06-04T01:08:00.001+08:00

Guilty

2009-06-02T21:17:00.002+08:00

):

Why must things get so complicated ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You make me so uneasy its hard for me to even look at you.

Gah. cast all these negative thoughts aside.

Had FMC dinner in the end with weiting, xinyi, edmund, fabian, jackson, justin, shawn, kenneth. They stupidly decided to go to pastamania for some reason.
LOL nvm I forgive them HAHAH

Can't wait for next FMC outing! :D YENI AND ESMOND BETTER COME LOL.

Shit my mind just went blank.
It's a sign for me to get off the com and start studying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-31T21:19:00.002+08:00

I like this pichaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :D

GP exam tmr): Wish me all the best I don't want to drop ECCA.

Looking forward to foodtrail tmr and movie and dinner!!!! :D
(FB OR FMC?)

Had a nice time exploring tampines with bitchy hahaha I STIIL WANT THE NEON PINK SHOES SO PRETTY :D and saturday too plus VJ concert where I got to entertain myself as usual.

Sian la holidays don't feel like holidays anymore ):

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Asthma asthma asthma asthma asthma
Don't bother figuring it out (;

Wanling is going to call me sick again hahha but then again she just miss me la

2009-05-28T23:47:00.002+08:00

I'M SO TIRED BUT HAPPY. :D

HOPE BITCHY WILL BE HAPPY SOON TOO MUACKS. <3!
AND WT HOPE YOU FIGURE IT OUR SOON TOO(;

BACK TO GPP ECONS BIO BOO.

ANYWAY, HAPPY 17 LEEHAO! (:

SELFISH ME.

2009-05-24T22:12:00.003+08:00

I now know it's okay to feel like this. But,
I still don't like having to feel like this.

Swimming with bitchy and sieg ( WHO STAYED ON SHORE ) was :D Bitchy is so lousy!! She walks half the laps hahah! Managed to swim ten laps which sounds very lousy but quite good la hor for someone who has not went into the pool for months!

Studied again today ( OMG I REALLY HAVE NO LIFE ) which was a flop!

HAVE MORE TO SAY ACTUALLY BUT ALL OF A SUDDEN NO MOOD ); BOOME.
IM GNG TO VIWA HAHA.

I'M STARTING TO LOVE FLOORBALL ;D

2009-05-22T23:51:00.002+08:00

FLOORBALL TODAY IS DAMM TIRING BUT DAMM (Y) ! :D

Played testimonial match against the J2s and guess the score
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20 - 4!
HAHAHAHA NOT BAD LA AT LEAST WE SCORED FOUR! :D THE MATCH WAS DAMM FUNNY. HAD BBQ AND BUFFET AFTER THAT OF WHICH I ATE ONLY TWO TOFU 1 SAUSSAGE AND 1 CRABSTICK CAUSE ALL THE FOOD WERE GONE ); NVM NVM DIET PLAN LOL.

Started the day really badly. I know this has nothing to do with me but it's really damm sian to realise that ________ likes ___________. Even though it's maybe only but still, zzz. What's more the person is my good friend. Adds on to the zzz ness. ): Was feeling pretty bad about myself after that. I don't even know why is it affecting me so, this is so dumb!

FML man.

AHH NO SADNESS HERE. FABIAN BETTER APPRECIATE ME WAKING UP EARLY FOR BREAKFAST TMR HA HA

miss talking to you ):

2009-05-18T21:43:00.004+08:00

Thanks for lending me your shoulder today XY (: It's nice to be able to just lean on someone like that and talk to you about such stuff even though I've known you for only a few months!

&Yeni and WT and EY and FB!

It's only on days like this when I miss my old friends the most but realise that I DO have friends who I can count on as well! They are probably the happiest part about MJ. even ET can't match up. Hahahahaha. Unless of course Ronaldo lands in Mj tmr morning! :D

Anyway I've been going to the airport for 3 days straight to STUDY omg what a loser right );

Friday, went with FMC ( sort of? ) and didn't get any studying done at all LOL.
Saturday, with edmund and esmond. NO STUDYING either!!!! Went 85 for dinner! MISS 85 nights with 408! <3

THIS SHOWS THAT FMC CAN'T STUDY FOR NUTS. HAHA

Sunday, with bitchy! (: Managed to get a bit of studying done like finally whooo!

Had math and chem test today which were killers, for me at least cause I didn't study ): Felt so happy after all the test until . . . . . . CHEM SPA. OMG I REALLY HATE SPA LIKE ALL SORTS OF SPA BOTH CHEM AND BIO. COULDNT STOP SCOLDING THE F WORD !!!!!!!

But nvm, I'm a happy girl today cause I didnt eat/drink anything except for a packet of milo and lemo barley! YAY to saving money and dieting!!!!!!!!!!

PLUSPLUSMY DADDY BOUGHT ME MY GG SEASON ONE AND TWO ;D

2009-05-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

408! <3 wanling said:
oi why you nvr online
anw hahaha i wanted to apologize for being so moody today
:(
and i look forward to seeing you next sunday or any other days hahaha

(: AWW AND I LOOK FORWARD TO SUNDAYS TOO EBEN THOUGH THEY MEAN THE WEEKENDS ARE ENDING HAHAHA.

Anyway don't be sad anymore! You'll always have me whoooo! <3

MUACKS MUACKS HAHAHA think of ECECEC!

2009-05-13T19:48:00.004+08:00

Give me a clue please?

I have totally no idea

/

What is happening???

/

There is econ's test tmr and bio on friday! I'm doomed!!! Like seriously.

I've not done a single tutorial/assignment nor have i listen in lectures or tutorials

WHATS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Michelle lee's "talk" today had me going . . . . . . . for a few minutes and all that drive disappeared after that ): I don't know why but it's so hard to get me going this whole year. I feel so unmotivated and lazy. ):

Well, at least match today was awesome. It was dammmm tense you could feel it man. Cannot imagine us out there next year.

9 more minutes and I'm going to econs all the way!!!!!!!! YES I MUST I MUST I MUST!

2009-05-12T21:48:00.004+08:00

My day or rather night was really great and you made it even better (:

Hi bitchy I miss you hahaha
/

WHAT AM I DOING HERE I SHOULD HAVE BEEN STUDYING SINCE 8! IT'S 9.49!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
STUPID DILLION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

VE

2009-05-11T23:35:00.001+08:00

WHOOOOOOO I'M A HAPPY GIRL!

:D:D:D

AND MY DADDY IS BACK FROM CHINA!

Secretly. . . . .

2009-05-10T00:30:00.006+08:00

Are you happier?
I have no idea.

Am I?
No answer to that either.

/

I'm really stuggling to stay afloat in MJ. It just sucks when all my close friends are elsewhere and there is no one here I can always count on to.

/

Wanling: Lets go the ANAL(Endner) there HAHAHAHAHA

Bk was out today with his botak head! Had dinner with him and bitch and went last minute shopping for mother's day!

Sorry man Abraham, next time next time like two weeks later when you come out of hell camp! :D

&Cheer up Gina! Miss you! (:

Hmm I don't know what else to say.

I have a sad life.

Why am I still waiting for a call thats never coming. Fick me. I'm so useless.

2009-05-07T00:37:00.001+08:00

HA HA HA

If only.

2009-05-05T21:24:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I wish there would be a script to my life.
Then I would be able to know my next step.

I wouldn't be having all these headaches and feeling clueless as to what I should do.

I've always wanted a happy ending to this, I'm praying hard it will be.

I miss you.

&Good luck.

: Pardon me if I sound damm sian recently or for the next few days

FICKS AND FACKS

2009-05-04T20:52:00.003+08:00

I'm lazy to post all 111 pictures so I'm going to just leave this nine here haha.
Not happy FICK off.

HAHAHA You won't get it la inside joke between fick and fack.

Thanks FackBitch for IceCreamTherapy today! (:
Really very GanXie for everything recently, HUGS.
I will be strong and I won't let this affect me so , fick it la HAHAHA.
Dont let your fack kohengchee piss you off also they are all fackkots.

Lubbex u very much ♥

Sad,hurt,angry.

Insulted? Yes

Out of all ways you had to do it through sms. I thought you knew better, thought you were more than that. Anyway it's over now. Maybe it's for the better.

I'll miss my movie buddy, $2 off my tickets, ranting listener, punching bag, manutd hater . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . and my support

But I know I have to learn to start being independent and I will, starting from right now. I will be decisive and not easily swayed anymore.

The past was awesome so many great memories and our friendship is so precious to me I really hope we'll still be good friends after this blows over.

Love you. still.

LOOKING OUT FOR AN EYECANDY AND WAITING FOR RONALDO TO REALISE I'M THE GIRL OF HIS DREAMS HA HA HA :D
I'm so excited for 8 May! Boonkai is booking out YAY! and this friday too, hopefully Abraham gets to pass his pullups and I get to see his botak hair!
Long weekend coming soon again! :D

I'll come out stronger

F U

2009-05-03T23:51:00.005+08:00

I really need you right now

Maybe my problems seem minor compared to others maybe it's nothing to you but it means alot to me to affect me this way, even if you don't agree can't you just pretend you do? Or even just listen without giving stupid comments.

Fuck off.

You've changed.
I don't know you anymore. You're like a stranger to me now. And I did try to make the effort at the start but I got so tired of listening to your sian replies and you not trying and blaming me. Have you listened to yourself recently?

Fuck change

I dont know why but I feel like we're just drifting apart, maybe it's cause we're both in different schools maybe we talk so often we run out of things to say maybe you have other more important things in your life maybe ughhhhhhhhhh to hell with all the maybes they are all true I need to stop deluding myself. Each time my phone rings and I see your number I actually feel happier but every time I hang up I just feel myself sinking deeper I even cry

Is it my fault? Again?

I'm so tired.
I try not to be grumpy but sometimes I just can't help it all thats I've been suppressing inside of me is just coming out and who cares. People still go on with their daily lives. Nobody bothers to ask or to care

I'm so full of hatred and anger and moodswings I might as well be a fifty year old woman going on menopause.

Two weeks ago.... "I'm so happy!"

What happened to that?

Thank god for her ♥

Girl who is most likely to get swine flu HAHA

2009-05-02T02:14:00.004+08:00

HAPPY SEVENTEEN CHOOWANLING!

Hope you had a fabulouuuuuuus pink bimbotic birthday! & your present and card and box omg they are all pink I wanted to die hahaha. Even this post is pink!

In a blink of an eye and it's your bitchday again! Cut bangs night trip to sentosa besties 408 4D prelims olevels work@cartel thailand trip results tjmj and now!

I'm really glad that our friendship is able to survive despite us being in different schools, you're still the person I turn to and I want you to know I'll always be here for you kay! Don't be sad anymore we can go on more ice cream eating sprees! It's super damaging to the weighing machine but who cares we too skinny already it doesn't matter ^^ I can show you my mugshot again hahaha shit it's really damm ugly.

Thanks for being there man and there is no need to be afraid to be frank with me, I'm macho man I can take it like a MAN whoooo.

Lubbex u forever

Love, bitchy hitch

2009-04-27T21:47:00.001+08:00

2009-04-23T22:42:00.002+08:00

HI BOONEH YOU ARE GOING ARMY TMR ALL THE BEST KAY! SRY I CANT BE THERE TO SEND YOU OFF STUPID SCHOOL): RMB TO CALL ME WHEN YOU COME OUT AGAIN CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU BOTAK WITH YOUR NERDY SPECS! HAVE FUN :D

I BET YOU VERY HAPPY CAUSE THIS WHOLE POST IS ABOUT YOU HA HA HA

Little things

2009-04-19T23:11:00.004+08:00

I need braces!!! Where is my dentist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shiatz I look very bad.....

Got this from Sheena

"On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene of ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water, we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.

Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me frombehind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.

Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn t help doing so.

I moved Dew's hand aside and said, You go to select some furniture,O.K.? I ve got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.

However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew’s body. This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, whatwill you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes. Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.

When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I ve got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly.

She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I m serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.

Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.

She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one months time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.

She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.

I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn t looked at this intimate woman carefully for along time. I found she was not young any more. There were some finewrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.
I didn t tell Dew about this.

I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.

She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All mydresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart.Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.

Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it s time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.

I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t notice that our life was lack of such intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won t divorce. I'm serious.

She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office. When I passed the flower shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, " I'll carry you out every morning until we are old."

Value the little details in a relationship.

Awwwwwwwwwwwwww (:

Anyway I feel so much better now and I hope YOU do too. Even though we don't really talk often but somehow i can still tell you more. YOU can always talk to me if you feel like it! I'M HERE whooooooooooooooo. {:

Studied with bitchy today at usual place saw so many people!!!!!! BK came after a very very very long time then met up with Gina and had dinner at some place ? LOL dont know the name but the food not bad eh!!!! Just that the bubble tea freaking ex cheat money only. Ate at frolick after that and went flea market!!!!! SPENT THRITY DOLLARS! it's not alot la but..... WHAT HAPPENED TO SAVING MONEY????!

Anyway Gina is starting school tmr! So excited for you hope you have fun! :D

& I saw YONGQIANG TODAY! :D

2009-04-19T00:50:00.001+08:00

you just dont know nor do you care

2009-04-17T23:12:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA WILL NEVER HAPPEN

I'm trying to find things to entertain myself with like..............

Looking at my insanely long piggybank and realising its actually empty
Reading blogs and not being able to see my name anymore

I wish you would magically appear at my doorstep

I had so much to say but I just dont know what to say now
I really hate all of this right now

2009-04-16T22:08:00.004+08:00

MY BABY IS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KJGnZud-TCo

Whooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Are you really not going to call me?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is a dont feel like replying sms day. Ignored everyone's msg :/

BITCHY DONT BE PESSIMISTIC BE A HAPPY BITCH!

Anyway Im quite excited to go back to AH tmr! It's the big H again. But this time it's not my H it's their turn. Time is seriously passing by damm fast. Whoosh and it has been a year since We handovered. Soon Gina will start school and Bk will go army and bitchy birthday and genting and midyears and promos and the start of 2010 and then it's a levels.

How will things be like then?

Who wants to study on saturday with MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE????! Quick study date me out!!! hahaha.

2009-04-15T23:01:00.001+08:00

SHOULD I SHOULD I? I'M REALLY AFRAID OF THE NEEDLE AND HAVING TO WATCH MY BLOOD BEING DRAINED OUT OF ME BUT IT'S FOR A GOOD CAUSE RIGHT?

HOW HOW HOW

2009-04-14T22:35:00.003+08:00

Handsome suit is good :D
Me like!

I know I'm going to regret not going offline now to do my work cause this week is hectic ); Blames it all on chem test and PW (I REALLY HATE PW)

But I'm still online hoooha

When was the last time we spend quality time together? It feels forever since we last really talked. I hate jc it's taking up all my time!

I miss miss you, alot );

2009-04-13T20:45:00.003+08:00

I don't know what to say here whoooooooooooooo.

Just that I hate seeing kokkiong everywhere
I see him with guitar boy
I see him with KJ
I see him in school
I SEE HIM EVERWHERE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
stop JOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm making no sense haha

Went out with Kj to watch 2fast2furious4!!! Why does everyone give me THE face when I say I watched 2f2f4!!!! anyway it was a good time first time at tamp1!!!!!!!! It looks good for a while. Went Gina's church on sunday morning then studied with bitch for . . . . . . . half an hour? HAHA headed to tamp1 and realise it was oooooookay only. Went for Nat's birthday party. Went school today was worst day of my life haha. Went Tamp1 AGAIN with edmund & YM. But decided to eat at pizza hut instead and played taide all the way!!!!!!!!! WHOO ME GOT LUCK. OWN THE GUYS

this is so boring I'm going to go study I'm such a bore.........................................

cAnnT wAiiiT tUu c sIeG oN wEdx!

Gina, hope your engineering camp will be better! luv you!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wanling, don't so angryyyy anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! luv you tooo
Megan, I missssss youuuuuuuuuuuu!
408, im seeing you on fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
Ijbf i missssssss yyou toooooooooooooooo

muacks every one body

2009-04-08T12:46:00.005+08:00

[/edited] Omg I'm so touched. My mum was like "HUILING!!!!!!!!!!" & when I went out to see who was it, I see JunCheng and Minle at my doorstep with NTUC plastic bags which with apples and a sweet note! Awwwwww, I'm really very touched I dk what to say but thanks so much!!!!!!!!!! It was so unexpected!!!! {: & did I mention IJBF came by too? That really made my day, just spending abit of time together! <3! What a lovely day, I'm so happy now the fact that I have to study for bio(AGAIN) and redo PW(AGAIN) doesn't affect me at all!

Just a simple word is enough to brighten my day (:

It's really annoying how some things are just beyond my control.
I'm really trying very hard to do the best I can

On a lighter note, I really hope I get into cheerleading! I need something to look forward to every morning! &Movie marathon on thursday! Cherie is going TP omg so tempting!!!

P.S Quickly end school! <3

ZoneCom 09

2009-04-06T18:53:00.002+08:00

Started the day by waking up at 4am to go for qingming with my eyes halfclosed. I was literally dragging myself to the car. Had breakfast and went home for a two hour nap before going HQ.

I
NEED
SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hq seriously needs to attend time management lessons.

Went off to Starbucks to study with Bitch and Jo and Jo left for Church and laughed at bitch for dropping whipped cream all over shortly after I got my retribution for laughing at her when i spilt my javachip into my shirt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was freaking cold and that stupid bitch couldn't stop laughing and took forever to take a piece of tissue!!!!!!! I ended up with shit stains on my white shirt for the rest of the day ):

Continued studying and slacking and eating and talking and went back for results and dinner!

"Tortured" Chelsea boy! NO ONE IS TO WEAR CHELSEA WITH AHSJABMUFC PRESIDENTS AND V.PRESIDENTS AROUND!

Had dinner with yummy yoghurt! and crazy times around the fountain

"I'm going to see you tmr!!!"

You can't help but to think of the good old days back in AHS at times like this.

Sorry if I sound so dead, I feel dead ):

2009-04-02T22:28:00.003+08:00

I know I'm going to regret not trying for house comm but then again it's better this way right? I'll need all the time I have to study and catch up, I really suck at all this shit now. I'll have more time to spend with my family and friends!

I'm going to try and make my life as happy as possible! No more sad grumpy grouchiness. I'm going to find my motivation for school! I'm going to meet datelines and stop procrasinating!

I finished studying for econs one hour ahead of plan! :D

FOCUS
FOCUS
FOCUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!

anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL THE FOOLS BORN ON APRIL FOOLS

AND VINSON ONG WHO IS THE STUPIDEST FOOL EVER

&TO IJBF AS WELL! LOVE YOU! HOPE YOU LIKE MY OCC MAN EVEN THOUGH I KNOW IT SUCKS HAHAA AND MY MINTYOREO AS WELL! <3!

occ

2009-04-01T18:11:00.000+08:00

shit me why am i crying over occ

):

JIU ZHAI GOU

2009-03-30T23:48:00.002+08:00

i hate pw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I spent three hours sitting infront of my computer coming up with a topic, and I think I'm going to change my topic again anyway, it's not me? LOL.

All i look forward to these days are the WEEKENDS cause it's the only time I can slack!!!!! I know I'm not suppose to slack but who cares man I deserve it HA HA.

There is econs test this friday and I catch no ballz, maybe thats cause I've been sleeping in every single econs lecture! I NEED BOONKAI!!!!! Lol.

Math today was horrible I'm happy if I can get 5/25. Gosh I really suck.

PE and PW tmr! ):

April's Fool's this wednesday! SO egg cited!!!!!! :D

The lost generation

2009-03-25T20:30:00.001+08:00

it's sad when I can't relate to you ):

2009-03-24T20:24:00.001+08:00

At times like this,I'm really dont know what to do.

I'm sorry

2009-03-23T00:40:00.002+08:00

School starts tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
It's 12:42 now, not very late but my brain is shutting down alr, should I continue to chiong? or just give in. . . . .

Anyway, had floorball training at Singapore Poly today! Freaking far!!!!! But training was quite fun?

MY SISTER GOT A FREAKING PRADA PHONE AND SHE SHOWED OFF TO ME THE MOMENT I REACHED HOME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@@@@@#######$$$$$%%%%%^^^^&&&&&*******!!!!!!!!!!

Why am I wasting time here?????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!
Slap myself

RANTING

2009-03-21T23:24:00.004+08:00

Ball or Me.

HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING!!!!!!!! ):
Homework is still not completed! AND there is floorball training tmr at SINGAPORE POLY omg freaking far how am I to finish my hwk!!!!!!

and I just snip off my hair I have short fringe now damm ugly ); and my hair is so thin I might as well just shave my head.

I have six blisters on my feet

My contacts are dry

My room is messy

I have two uclers combining to form mr biggy

I still have six blisters on my feet

I lost to a ball.

Make my day!

2009-03-19T22:58:00.005+08:00

I ...WANT ...THIS
AND
I WILL GET IT BEFORE SIEG DOES!!!!!!!!!!!

ME IS DOOMED IM LEFT WITH MORE THAN HALF OF MR HOMEWORK UNDONE AND IM GOING OUT TMR, TMR TMR(ASSUMING HINT HINT YOU BETTER CATCH THE HINT HAHA), TMR TMR TMR. DIE DIE DIE.
Cheebongszxzxzx you are not free ):

CELEBRATING GINA AND MINLE BIRTHDAY!

I'M UNDER KEITH'S ARMPIT OHGOSH

Saturday, Spent the day with some idiot
Sunday, studied and got nothing done and continue the day with the same idiot
Monday, went training and spent the night with two bitches!
Tuesday, MUGGER DAY
Tuesday night, TWO TERRORS CAME TO MY HOUSE TO STAYOVER TO STUDY!
Studied till 3 4 plus and I slept while watching Little mermaid HAHA
A certain old man fell asleep the earliest and woke up the latest!!!
Wednesday, Plans canceled and stay home to be a grouchy bitch
Thursday, went training and floorball lunch and another training and out with sieg plus germ which was quite funny

In the food court.....
Germ: blahblahblah why
Sieg: Dont know why
Germ: WHY!
Sieg: DONT KNOW!
.....
..
.
Sieg: GASP I THINK I KNOW HIM (Points at some poor boy)
Sieg: Are you ..... cannot remeber his name ah
Boy: Yah, Who the heck are you
Germ + Hl: BURST OUT LAUGHING HAHA

HA HA HA HA HA HA SO FUNNY

btw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GINA!

I LOVE YOU!

2009-03-18T15:50:00.003+08:00

today is piss huiling off day

Internet is being such a bitch it's so slow I can't do anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant do all my elearning shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm feeling so hot I feel like drowning myself in antartica

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I feel like crying
I'm so stressed all of a sudden when I think of my homework and my tests and my cca and my future and my . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I feel like a failure man I'm such a mess

shitcheeeeeeebonggggggzxzxzxzxzxzx

I feel like pulling all of my hair out

I don't know if I still can

someone save me please

2009-03-15T00:49:00.002+08:00

i like lazy days with you (:

2009-03-11T21:37:00.002+08:00

HI I POSTED
HA HA HA

this counts okay.

and hi GINA if you are reading this, I MISS YOU!

Need to know

2009-03-10T19:57:00.002+08:00

Amily! LOOKS JUST LIKE CLARE!!!!!!

Yeni! Have been with her since DAY 1 of school, sian of her alr HA HA HA

120209! BOONEH BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOONKAI! Omg you are nineteen years old alr! & I can't believe we still meet up every sunday even though you left ahs two years ago!!! HAHAHA THANKS FOR ALL ThE RETARDED MOMENTS WE SHARE. IM REALLY GLAD TO HAVE YOU FOR A FRIEND! CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU BALD ^^

Last sunday

small medium big
big medium small

OUR SUPER BIG WATERMELON!

Some long long ago PB trip!

small eyessssssssssss toooo

BIG EYES! LOOK AT BOONEH FACE HAHA

I like squad dinners at 85! ;D Cannot stop eating! Ate two stingrays sotongs hokkien mee bachor mee with my stupid bichy witch damm shiok!

And i found so many old pictures of us!

i have no recollection of this AT ALL AND I LOOK SO FAT!!

KANGNING WO SLIPPERS

I BET ITS KANGNING

CONFIRM KANG NING LA

US NOT LISTENING TO XIQUAN

LAZY ALR HAHAHA POST MORE NEXT TIMEEEEEEEEEE> BACK TO HOMEWORK ):
oh and did i mention I got ungraded for two of my test HA HA

Sometimes _ comes by for a visit and I cant help but to feel sad and wonder why is it always like that.

2009-03-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

I really feel like crying now ):

TODAY IS LUCKY SEVEN

2009-03-02T20:05:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I LOST TOUCH WITH THE WORLD. . . .

2009-02-25T00:58:00.003+08:00

IT'S 12.59 AND I JUST COMPLETED MY ESSAY WHICH I'VE BEEN DOING FOR 4 HOURS! YAY! HAHAHA AND IT'S PUNISHMENT FOR NOT DOING MY GP HOMEWORK ): SPEAKING OF GP HOMEWORK, I RMB SMTH ABOUT GP HOMEWORK TMR AND I FEEL LIKE DOING BUT STUPID ME DIDNT COPY THE QUESTION DOWN HAHAHA INSTEAD I WROTE DO QUESTION NINE ON TEACHER'S SLIDE..................................................................

I THINK MY BRAIN IS STARTING TO SHUT DOWN.

AND I GOT BLACKLISTED ALR FOR NOT WEARING SOCKS TO SCHOOL! AND MEDITATING IN LECTURE AND NOT DOING HOMEWORK HA HA HA IT'S LIKE THE 3RD WEEK OF SCHOOL ONLY? PLUS MY PHONE WENT "PONYO PONYO SHE'S A . . . . . " IN THE MIDDLE OF MY LECTURE!!!!!!! THANK GOODNESS MY LECTURER DIDN'T NOTICE HAHAHA.

HMM HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING LATELY DUE TO ALL THAT MUGGING (YEAH RIGHT) HAHAHA I'M LIKE THE SLACKEST IN MJ OHMANNNNN. I CAN ONLY RMB THE ROAD RACE ON SATURDAY WHICH TRITON DIDN'T WIN BUT IT'S OKAY WE GOT 3RD WHOOOO!!! THE MASCOT RUN WAS FUN HAHAHA ONE BIG GROUP OF GREENIES WALKING RUNNING TGT. AFTER THAT HAD KFC AT EHUB AND I WENT TO QUEENSWAY TO BUY SHOES!!! BUT I DIDNT MANAGE TO BUY THOUGH, ENDED UP BUYING ANOTHER PAIR OF SPECTACLES WHICH IS PINK OMG I MUST BE IN THE WRONG STATE OF MIND SO IS V MAN HAHHAA. I HAVE LIKE 3 PAIRS OF SPECTACLES ALR AND I HATE THEM ALL LOL! BUT NVM LA THE UNCLE VERY NICE ENDED UP STAYING THERE TO TALK TO THE UNCLES AND DAMM MY DEGREE INCREASED AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND SOMEONE HAD SUPER PERFECT EYESIGHT!!!!!!!!!

PICTURES!!!! CAUSE I CAN'T RMB WHAT OTHER STUFF HAPPENED AHAHAHA.

09s116!

ME XINYI YENI WEITING (:

hopefully there is still BESTIES dinner tonight! ;D

P.S {:

2009-02-17T21:46:00.004+08:00

FLOORBALL ;D

I'M SO FREAKING TIRED!
I MISS SLACK PE BACK IN AHS
I MISS THE TIMES WHEN I DIDNT NEED TO BOTHER ABOUT HWK

Anyway, school is good ;D i actually look forward to going to school sometimes! First for meeeee! Except for tuesdays which are horribly insanely long and all I want to do is to go to sickbay and sleep hahaha.

The amount of work in MJ is MAD MAD MAD it's like the staircases in MJ , never ending! The tutorials keep on coming for meeeeeeeeeee!):

Nvm, hopefully with my sunday study plan with witch I CAN OWN ALL OF MY HWK ;D and I feel a sudden blast of energy damm motivated to study now! (Must be all that chocolates from valentine's day!)

AND IM SO SLEEPY BUT I CANT SLEEP CAUSE IM WAITING FOR YQ HURRRRRRRRRRRRRRY YOU WONT SEE THIS ANYWAY BUT STILL HURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

2009-02-15T01:24:00.003+08:00

POOR ME ):

JOHANNA HAVING FUN

HI ALL IM LAZY TO BLOG

IN SHORT MJ IS GREAT BUT AH IS STILL THE BEST AND AHSJAB IS THE BESTEST BEST :D

ANYWAY HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!

AND ESP TO MY LOVE ONES

THANKS FOR ALL THE WISHES AND PRESENTS

I LOVE MY BLUE ROSE THE MOST {:

2009-02-03T21:05:00.002+08:00

Mj is not that bad after all.

Tmr we're going to know our cg and og and subject comb wish me good luck!!! I hope I get into my appeal choice and I get an AWESOME CGOGHOUSE and make lots of new friends! ;D I'm getting excited about the making friends part!

and tmr is MASS DANCE too! PLEASE let the steps be easy, I'm lousy at coordinating my hands and feet and I can't help but to laugh whenever I look at myself dancing :/

Mj school song is so hip it's like our national day songs!

Anyway today was as boring as yesterday but smart us decided to pon the rest of the demo lectures and ended up going home damm early! ^^ That is after the buying and trying of uniforms with debra and bella. I LOOK LIKE A CHAO AH LIAN PLUS TOILET CLEANER ): Nvm face pretty can alr, HAHAHA to MITCH AND WITCH. And CSE is very interesting so much that I put it as my second choice! plus the teacher had such a nice smell! But now I'm regretting cause everyone is saying bio is so hard and I've never really been good at bio OH MAN, but oh well NO REGRETS!

Can't make up my mind on what cca to join! Tennis? Floorball? Sailing?

P.S i miss itches!

i cannot take psychology

2009-02-02T23:14:00.003+08:00

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

thank god I have my eclipse to accompany me tmr, hope orientation will be a thousand times better!

The only happy thing about mj is that I get to wake up at 650 and still able to reach school at 725! ^^

I see so many familar faces but the feeling is still weird, I think I might actually be missing ah

aww man. where is my witch and black

2009-02-01T23:36:00.001+08:00

SCHOOL STARTS TMR!

Maybe that's the best of me

2009-01-29T00:25:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry I screwed up , now I'm stuck not knowing what to do

You know it's true when I say I'm jealous, you just don't know how much.
I hate that she calls you her best friend
I hate it when you choose them over me

Why must things come to such an end?
Just a few months back all these worries seems so far, what happened?

All I want is for us to be like what we used to be, happy.
Is that too much to ask for?

i miss you, i really do
But I can't help thinking, maybe you are better off without me
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Happy cny

Bad

2009-01-23T22:54:00.004+08:00

I've been feeling so horrible this week and every night I look forward to your call to cheer me up, to let me whine, but all I hear is your tired voice and cries of sleep. I know it's not your fault and I ought to understand but I can't help but to whine still. Maybe I'm really tired as well?
it's just a really bad week
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2009-01-22T21:34:00.003+08:00

WANTED TO POST BUT I LOSE THE MOOD TO, with all due credit to my burnt back and you

2009-01-20T23:10:00.002+08:00

Do you even notice?
PLEASE LET IT BE SUNNY TMR! ;D

2009-01-18T23:14:00.002+08:00

I know I made the right decision this time round and I'm happy (: I know I can always count on you to be there for me! ^^

On the other hand,

I feel so distant from everyone now ): and I'm trying to close up this big gap between us and it's not easy at all, I feel so tired initiating conversations/outings. So not looking forward to the next few months. . . . . . .

Will you all still talk to me? Or even remember me? ):

cheeebongsssssssssssssssssssssssssss

TELL ME WHAT I WANT TO HEAR

2009-01-17T23:13:00.004+08:00

I WANT TO GO WWW
I WANT TO GO SENTOSA
I WANT TO GO CHINATOWN
I WANT TO GO LITTLE INDIA
I WANT TO GO BUNGEE JUMPING
I WANT TO GO SWIMMING
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING
I WANT TO GO NIGHT CYCLING
I WANT TO GO LOOK AT STARS
I WANT TO GET MY CHEONGSAM
I WANT TO GET MY CNY CLOTHES
I WANT TO WATCH MOVIES
I WANT TO EAT NICE FOOD
):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):

2009-01-15T11:47:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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disappointed but I'm okay
Sorry to W G M F for having to put up with me and thanks for all your hugs (:
Thanks for all who wished and called sorry if I didnt get back to you wasn't in the mood and I kind of forget who i didn't reply alr hahaha
Shit you hj
Now, JC or Poly?

Was so deadset on going to JC but after class chalet, Poly looks so damm tempting! NO SCHOOL TILL APRIL! the thought of school in three weeks is ):

Nvm shall wait for daddy to come back first

2009-01-12T10:21:00.001+08:00

Three hours and thirty seven minutes more.

2009-01-09T21:44:00.001+08:00

At times like this I just feel like letting go

But I just can't do it.

2009-01-07T22:34:00.001+08:00

I'm so selfish
I need to shoot myself in the head

2009-01-06T11:44:00.003+08:00

Heineken High Cartel Gang!

Now Im jobless

2009!

2009-01-01T23:18:00.003+08:00

Hi it's a new year but I don't feel any different lol I'm such a wet blanket ): BUT IM HAPPY CAUSE I HAVE NO SCHOOL TMR YAY!

But

I'll still be in school anyway ):

AND I JUST GOT PANGSEHED FOR DOTA , AGAIN!!!!!!!!! STABSSSSSSSS DOTAAAAAAAA! I know I know, what happen to the I'm going to master dota shit it's goneeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Dota is boring or maybe that is only cause I don't get the game but whatever DOTA IS BORING haha.

I can't believe D says that dota is better then girls omg makes me want to learn to play dota but my second new found interest in dota would probably wear off in a few days again zzzz.

Ohya IM BACK FROM BANGKOK SAFE AND SOUND I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THERE WAS ANOTHER RIOT LOL!

and from this trip I realised that I'm not the only one who snores . . . . . . someone else does too! But I'm not going to mention her name and use it for future blackmail purposes! ^^ Bkk trip was different with pig and black around but not bad la quite fun! I still cannot accept the fact that they think sirui is cute -.=

anyway I'm bored of blogging alr hahaha nighty night night everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S RESULTS ARE COMING OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT ): NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ME DONT WANT ):

thailand here i comeeeeeeeeeee! DAY 0

2008-12-27T05:42:00.001+08:00

HUILING: IM FLYING OFF TO THAILAND BYEBYE HAVE FUN IN SINGAPOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

GINA: HOLEY MOLEY HUILING SNORED LAST NIGHT AND WE SLEPT ONLY LESS THAN 4 HRS! OMG OMG OMG :D

ZONKZXXZXZX!

FATNESS

2008-12-24T16:04:00.003+08:00

damm,
I just finished a whole box of ben and jerry ice cream,
all by myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!