Imma Bitch

G
I am sorry if me&wanling have hurt you in any way . I really am . But I still dont regret saying what I've did . The point of me writing this is just to explain to you why we said that.
It is not make you feel guilty or to make you sad or to make you cry ; it's to give you a warning call.
It's to tell you if you still continue to do what you're doing & do not hold back then a BIG HooHaa is coming your way .
I am very sure that you do not like being lead on especially in areas where affairs of the heart is concern & I am very sure that you know the pain of being hurt by someone you like .
But have you stop to think for a moment that what you're doing to him is what someone have done to you before? Dont you think it's pretty ironic? Yes , It was his birthday . You didnt want to spoil his mood but why not do it differently like asking someone else along so that he would not get the wrong idea about you!
I really dont want to make things worse already , I have enough troubles of my own . If you think it's your own matter & that we should not interfere , fine . We wont .

J
I think you are a bitch & yes I still think you are . I have never forgiven you .Please dont be so naive to think that I dont know what you are doing out there . I am not as stupid as you think I am . I know you are blaming me for everything and I know you are pissed with me 'cause I took what you want & that you are under me now . & I know you think I "command" you too much but like wtf? Am I suppose to ask you what am I suppose to do ? Is that what you did when you were in my position? HELL NO RIGHT? So why are you saying such idoitic stuff?

M
Can you stop being this HUGE EGO guy ?! I feel like slapping you 1000000000 time right now ! WHEN CAN YOU EVER WAKE UP! You're like saying " Yes , I will change Yes I will "
But where the hell are you right now ? Your ego is as BIG as ever! if not even worse! I dare say that you have NO respect for me at all . You're always saying how two faced people are but think about yourself man , WHAT ARE YOU! ALWAYS TALKING BAD ABOUT PEOPLE LIKE IT'S NOBODY'S SHIT .
& I dont care if you blame me for not going on saturday . It's not that I dont want to , I was FORCED to go to some stupid thing that I dont want to! & I almost cried knowing that I am blamed for something which I was forced to!

It really is a wonder on what things have became , I used to be sooooooo close to these 12 people . But they are like strangers now . I would never choose to confide in you guys anymore . I would not even choose to go out w you guys anymore 'cause through this three years , you guys have proven me that we are nothing but a bunch of people who only knows how to use our mouths .

& That sucks .

All I want to do is cope myself in a room & let my heart out.