i need time ; im short of time
toGirl: Don't worry, i wont bite your head off.

Just two more days to zcomp my dears ; it all boils down to that one day.

I feel so useless like literally ; i used to give people all sorts of advise & it's a great comfort to see them get through their problems and stuff . But now Im such a wreck! I dont listen to my own advise nor do i listen to anyone else & it sucks so bad to be in this suckysituation; i dont really know what to do. I tell myself that I will & I must get over it but somehow Im always stuck at that one place. Something's pulling me back. I just dont want to get over it! So stop forcing me somehow , i have to put on this happy front for everyone indicating that I am getting over it that I am moving on. BUT I DONT WANT TO & I CANT no matter how hard I try.

Gosh , i know this is disappointing to those people who have been there for me all along; i know that you guys have been wanting me to get over him and quickly move on with my life. But I cant do that, sorry . Just dont ask why . My head's spinning I need a break from all these. Please oh please dont add on to my problems anymore yeh ? You make me so sick .

Friends come and go ; how true is this? very true for me i suppose . I have not reach the point of my life whereby i feel that I've found a real true good friend. It's impossible i guess , even my closest friends are gossiping about me behind my back. Your eyes betrays you my girls. I guess its really great to be born with this skill whereby I am able to read a person by starring at him/her. So cool right! It has its downsights too , I mean you wont be able to be happymerry knowing the cold hard truth .
The truth never hurts . What bullshit . The truth always hurts.

Never ever take anyone for a fool , you never know how the person might have the ability to turn you upside down.

Im turning in to an emo twit again.