He tells me that I'm beautiful, What about you?

It's the holidays , hiphiphorray! Guess there's just too much time & it makes me think , think of my life. On how much I've achieved or rather NOT achieved , on what a loser I've been , on how I was a failure.

I feel like I dont belong , like I dont belong anywhere . Be it in my old class, new class, stjohn or whatever , I just dont feel like I belong. Social Outkast I guess , maybe Im just that weirdo that dont really belong. &it hurts all the more when one knows. No one appreciates being an outcast, ihateyou. There's so much to say , so much that I want to blurt out , but I cant. It's all piling up inside me , I finally came to realise that I have nothing. No one to go to when Im happy , no one to go to when i need a shoulder. Im alone. All by myself. Fasinating isnt it ?
This isnt just about a guy ,No, stop thinking that you all know me when actually no one does. No one cares. No one bothers.



My sun may never rise the way it did with you,
And he may never kiss me the way that you'd do
But at least he makes me feel like a part of his life
At least he doesn't make me cry
I know I can call him mine