Expose Express Yourself Day


The day started off with;


Then it went back to the usual camwhoring ^^

Failed attempt but looklook!









this stupid girl here was pestering me to take her NERD shot!

After many failed shots......
she's finally happy with this! ^^




x 4 !





MUA first ever picture with chelsia!

YQ;s lucky yo!

That's what you get for thrusting a camera phone into a girls' hand^^
Thats what we get for donating $2 to the fund for building a new stadium zzzzzzzzzzzzz. AHHH< BBUT IT WAS SO FUN IT DIDNT FEEL LIKE SCHOOL AT ALLL!. If only everyday wold be like that. (hah!) After that it was 2.4 Which was terrible for we reached late and had to start late AND I so unfortunately forgot to write late at the back of my card! ): ): ): But the after was really fun! 've never had so much fun in such a long time. I really miss those fun times we had mannnn! We should have more of such outings okay! & no mattter what WANLING says, I am still very much looking forward to the BBQ tomorrow! :D

Someone jealous no? ^^


There's like a millionzxzxzx more to go & Im feeling so lazy already, so next time!(:

yes & I will end this post with

Hello are you glad that none of your unglam pictures are up here? (: Dont worry about that thou, I'll post it up at my next post man z, i promise. Haha.
Anyway, I realise that I didn't really give you a birthday post so hereeee!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGAN! (LOL)
Thanks for being such a great friend this year, i lUbbbeRxxxx eUuuu you know(:

Okay this is the end of your post, hehheehhee. im so happy that I cant type anything ^^

Oh and HAPPY BELATED REUBENNNNNN!(:

OHANA
means family, and family means nobody gets left behind, Or forgotten.

You know how life is never fair, never smooth sailing and how life is never happy forever. As humans, living a sane human life means there will always be unhappiness and troubles in the way. But what can we do? We can't simply ignore all of the troubles and carry on living the 'perfect' life. You'll only make things worse. Instead of complaining, whining all the time, why not make the best out of this? View things from a different perspective, put yourself in people's shoes. No one likes breaking people up, everyone likes happy endings. So while you're thinking that you are the one suffering having to endure going through a split and all, why not spare a thought for others, you're not the only one having a hard time. Like its any easy deciding despite knowing what everyone else will say?

It's not as if we don't understand. We've been through this for, even though I might not be the best person to address this but still, we've been through it. I, like you all have my old team and i spent two years with my team, double the time. I love my team, I adored my team, and yes I missed my old number two! of course. But we are still a SQUAD> we are still together, we can all be together. Not being in the same teams doesn't stands for being separated for eternity.

In a family everyone is equal. No one is better than the other, no one is to be left out, no one is a reject. You are all ONE. It's the spirit and the bonds of these people that makes a family strong. If you keep thinking that you are the lousy one, you are the reject then you'll always remain that way. This is harsh yes, but you have to learn to accept it. & Accept yourself for who you are. release the potential you have in you and don't hold it back. You all can do it, I have faith in you, but most importantly , you must have faith in yourselves.

I know I've not been a very good example but I am constantly trying my best, so I hope that you all will put in your best effort as well and make the best of your remaining time. Time is precious, cherish it well.



This may be hard to believe, but feel free to talk to me if you want to voice out or anything , yup.I won't eat you up! :D

Sorry , blame it on me

Looking through my pile of messy stuff had me thinking.

It has been five odd months, what an eventful five months it was.
&It all pass in the blink of an eye, everything changed. Be it me or you . You seem, so much happier now and thats great i guess.
I still search for that answer you failed to give, however it struck me the other day that you've always been this way.
Am i still in moaning? No one knows, nor i.

I wonder was it stupid of me to actually hold onto those 'happy' moments as what we called it, when we all knew it had to end eventually. It's just too fast for me i suppose, ah whatever. After all, this IS just a secondary school relationship, nothing much.

Now I really wished that we were moving, so that i would be rid of all these senseless thoughts. Omg this sounds really stupid, IM TALKING TO MYSELFFF! What's wrong with moving? I could put up with that little inconvinence just to get out of this place. i can't wait to graduate and start MY whole new life . After all it have never been friends forever, pile of bullshit.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KMEG!
Thanks for everything, every little talk, every little stupid action of yours, every little joke of yours (HAH!) ....................


HEH HEH HEH HEH



AKON SMACK THAT PARTY yesterday!
It was great yes , when akon FINALLY came out. Spent a grand total of ONE HOUR AND THIRTY MINUTES WAITING FOR HIM MANZ> the local dj were all trying to hype everyone up. & YES HE HELD MY HANDDDD! AHHHH< & HE HAS A HOT BODDDD! AHHHH> AHA.
I swear I was freaked out when everyone started slamming their body against mine, I swear I was so frustrated when everyone started stepping on me messing up my hair till I looked like a siaochabor, I swear the whole place stinked like hell when everyone raised their hands. LOL, but overall it was still fabulous! :D
Had 'supper' after that, and please la dont think otherwise when YOU saw him.

Today; STUDY AT STARBUCKS! (As if)
Ended up talking about senseless gossipy stuff and just a lil'camwhoring.



Black in white


imma Jay emo yo.


SECT GIRL ^^



Oh yay & I lubbex Gina !It's always so nice talking to youuuu(: ARE YOU HAPPPPPY THAT I SAID THIS!




I would be lying if I said I wasnt disappointed. I was all piped up for the big move, really to start a new life with new beginnings, it was more than just clothes. I guess I was getting sick of my life here, with all the commitments to people but somehow never getting it back. I was sick of feeling insecure and unsure of myself all the time; sick of being let down time and time again. But I guess that's life, just when I was so comfortable with the idea of moving, I was told no more. Ahhhhhh, just so many things I want to say, but not here though.

It's funny how unpredictable life is .



Anyway , I have this GREAT sense of accomplishment ; I MANAGED TO TEACH WANLING HOW TO CREATE A BLOG! This sounds really stupid mianzxzxz, hello whitehorseprincess do you see this! LOL.
THE POTENTIAL-US

15th here , yes no?

Family



or life ?

And that's what you get for falling again , you can never get him outta your head

im thinking ,

shush

NDP TODAYYYYYY! IT WAS GREATTTTTTTTTA! Much better than the rehearsals!(:
A great pat to everyone in the contigent! :D :D :D



OMG I LOVE THIS GIRL MANZZZ ^^




TIES!

OPPOSITES!


Ate at Changing Appetites and walked and did the usual stuff .

The other dayyyyyyyyyyyy ;






this is like turning into my photo album laaaaaaaaaa, nevermind, more photos tomorrow! (: HA HA HA

& I HAVE A NEW HOBBY! COLLECTING SONGDEDICATIONS! QUICK DEDICATE ONE TO MUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA(:

YAYAYAYAYYAEEEE< Life's good man. I lUbBeeXzxX my life.