Okay, I know this is real late but still , this is going to be a very wordy post yes.
I am really grateful to this bunch of people here for the time in OBS. Frankly speaking I was rather disappointed when I found out the groupings. But now I would have it no other way, really. I was rather surprised, never thought that I would be able to think this way but hey, life is full of surprises man! (: It was nice being in a group full of people you barely know/don't know. Being able to make new friends, discover new sides of people etc.
In short, OBS was G R E A T ! :D
Huiling Yiern Yulin Kahhwee Cheryl Ashley Valerie Annia Yiyang Juncheng Eugene Alvin Zhengyi Sijing Junzhi Kheemeng ! LIVINGSTONE OHYEH! (:
I guess OBS really changed me in sort of a way.
It really opened my eyes to so many things, It made me discover the ugly, very ugly side of myself. & I guess I've learnt so many valuable lessons from this short but eventful five days. I am really glad I went for OBS after all!
And because of such, I am really sorry for what happen today.
I am sorry for my unreasonable outburst today. I know it was very childish and immature of me to do such a thing, dampening everyone's mood. (I think so not?)
But i really don't know what to say man. It seems as if I am singing a different tune with everyone else lately. Maybe it's because we are fighting for different causes, but it's hard when no one tries seeing your way and they just shoot you down just like that.
It's more that just a matter of being mean and watching people suffer terribly. I guess both of us have different way of approach. But it's still not up to me to decide. I don't know what to say, it's just one of those i am speechless moments. Well, its still for their benefit. We may have different ways of doing but at least we have the same aim dont we? I'm really sorry and I hope that things will be back to normal tomorrow .
You know how is it when people hate being alone? Like how we humans dislike being left out by our friends. But at times being alone might not be that bad after all. At times when I feel so frustrated, so pissed at the whole goddammworld. All I need is just a walk by my own and I'll feel much better. I reckon it's the aloneless that makes me reflect and just think. Oh gosh, dont you just love thinking about stuff?!
Anyway, enough of the emo mind.
There was BATTUSTONE breakfast this morning! Combination of Battuta & Livingstone. It was cool yo having so many people with no relations gathered for breakfast early in the morning(:. & it was nice seeing people from OBS, its like meeting a long lost friend? Haha, so kua zhang, but yah. & I guess(HOPE) that OBS will still be a part of us a few years down the road & we could all meet up still! :D
Okay, enough already! It's 8.55! I have digress for long enough!
HIATUS YES!:D
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