Let's just say I'm feeling so much better {:

& I'm sorry Megan, I wouldn't be going to Chiangrai anymore.
I know I have been so fickle, changing my decision every single minute being a terrible irritant but I've finally decided. & no, I won't be going to Chiangrai.

I can't be selfish anymore.
All along I have been saying about how much Stjohn is holding me back. But I have never thought about how much I am holding them back. I have been such a self centered brat , I have never once considered the feeling of others. All along I have thought that I was the only one making sacrifices but holy mama I now realise how wrong I was. As such, there will be no more selfish me anymore! YAY! If you ever catch me being such a brat again, feel free to give me one tight slap across my face with in mind of the aftermath of course! ^^

Well, let's just hope that Mr Yeow actually saw my message and not ignore it! He have been really nice giving me so many days to think it over even though it was pretty clear he didn't want me to back out, but whatever! Haha


Okay, update again later!
I'm off to bake my cake! WHEEEEE :D