I DONT KNOW

Back to blogger.

I'll prolly go back to lj or xanga soon.


Life has been hectic. I HATE EXAMS AND MY LOUSY RESULTS .I've been neglecting my studies so much yet I still don't feel the need to study! Not planning to study for next week tests. I'm so sick of facing the books everyday and all the constant nagging la de da ladeda. Sometimes I really wish I could just shut people up ):

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It's so sad when you see people wheeze by and go. Thinking about my life is depressing like really depressing. Makes me feel like a failure at times.
I'm sorry that you girls had to feel like a sidekick and I was really affected when I heard that. I don't know what is it that made you think that way but I've never regarded you as one. Maybe it's my actions or words I really don't know. It's so hard to talk to people at times i rather not talk at all and just listen , so much easier ain't it?

I see us drifting apart. Maybe it's my fault la for saying those words resulting in stupid tension between us to the extent that seeing you makes me rigid talking to you feels awkward like I have to be super duper conscious about every single thing I do. I don't even talk to the people I used to talk to anymore.

I feel so mean to you and you and you ); I don't want to but . . . . no excuses I guess



MY LIFE IS TAKING A TURN for the worst or better? I DONT KNOW! D:






I MUST BE OPTIMISTIC!
I like talking to my bestfriend more these days! (: He makes me happy! At least there is the one happy thing in my life!

Okay, more happy stuff!

JANE'S BIRTHDAY!
Decided to go in the end like finally after thinking for so long!( IM SUPER INDECISIVE JUST ASK REUBEN OR FANGYING HAHA ) Bought this damm cute watermelon cake! SO CUTE LA THE BURGER ONE RESERVED FOR SOMEONE ELSE ALR AH! Then went to eighteen chefs and then Jane came and we snag happy birthday and eat and talk! (: Then went over to the playground to . . . . . talk? hahaha just sat around in a circle and play games and take pictures and busy taking care of babies too!

omg guess what I kind of forget what I've been up to for the past few days! Hahahah that's all I can remember actually ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I'm such a loser ahhhh

oh wait!

there was MAGICBOX! It was very very nice actually! But I was so tired that I fell asleep at the climax!!!!! and my contacts were so irritating I just removed them during the show. So I was like this girl squinting her eyes desperately trying to figure out what's happening! & MAVIS IS JEALOUS OF ME HEH HEH CAUSE SOMEONE REMEMBERS ME HEH HEH EVEN MORE! :D Cabbed down to whitesands with mavis and met with BF( I MUST BE INSANE ) and went home.

NCOMP too! It was weird going in sjtee and shorts and slippers and making noise like nobody business. Must get use to becoming a senior! it's quite fun actually :D
Hmm so results were okay actually.
Dinner was as usual just that this year i got FRIED RICE! >:( I remember for the past three years when I would chiong for the horfun! Played Captain Toilet Roll when I really embarrassed myself but nevermind it's all in the past put it behind me man! At the end of the day I was so itchy ah I nearly died from all the itchiness! AHH AND I WAS TOUCHED THAT BF CAME DOWN TO WALK ME HOME :D EVEN THOU I SUSPECTED YOU WERE ON THE WAY I WAS STILL SURPRISED AND TOUCHED LA HOR :D

Okay I can't really remember anything else alr!
BYEBYE TIL THEN ;D