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LOOK AT GERMAIN PUSHING WANLING AWAY FROM JUNCHENG! HAHA


IM SO ZEBRA-YYY HAHAHA

There is so much more but I'm lazy to upload plus resize and I have yet to receive all the pictures!!!!

I wanted to put up farewell as well but I'm so tired I'm only putting up three hahah!

Farewell




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They are still the best thing that happened to me (:
and I'm glad you figured that out in the end (;

PB






Damm I fell, look at the mud on my leg!!!









Pancakes at my house! (MADE BY THE WITCHY BITCH HAHA )

JO BORTHDAY!




THIS SEEMS TO BE OUR FAVOURITE FACE RECENTLY LOL!

LUNCH @ CARTEL







OH AND ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR POP Z! SORRY I CANT BE THERE! (:

I'm done and I'm looking forward to work later! Yesterday night was very fun with vivien sim and tonight would be with andrea! Where are you witchhhhhhhhh? ):

And I had a great time at the chalet! I really missed those people man! Pictures next time! HAHA

Everything is taking forever, Im pissed!
Good night

D:

I'm waking up at the start of the end of the world,
but its feeling just like every other morning before,
Now I wonder what my life is going to mean if it's gone

Rainy day

LOVE

I thought Pb was very fun today even with the rain and everything! I'm going to go back there again! ;D AND NIGHT CYCLING WITH BK OKAY PLUS SUN RISE! THAT WOULD BE MY FIRST TIME WATCHING THE SUNRISE! ^^
I'm sorry if some of you didn't enjoy it okay): But it's all in the mind as long as you keep feeding your mind with happy thoughts the whole journey would be so much easier!

But apparently my body hates the rain cause I feel my temperature going up AGAIN, yes it was slightly better this morning and now it's up again and I have work tmr! ): PRAYS I WILL BE ABLE TO WORK I need $$$!

And I'm most likely going to work during Christmas eve to earn extra $$$ and the upcoming public holiday! Maybe I'll even ask them to let me work the whole day shift!

I . . . have nothing else to talk about. My life is getting boring again zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I stop to catch my breath
And I stop to catch your eye
No need to second-guess
That you've been on my mind
Well I, I dream days away, but that's OK

It's like I want to hear a silent sound
And then hold it in my hand
But a rose won't blossom from a ground
Of desert sand, but I like to pretend that

One day I'll turn around, I'll see your hand reach out
I'm only fooling myself, oh
But maybe when you smile
It means you'd stay awhile
Just maybe you'd save me now

Well, now it's etched in stone
That I can't survive alone
You have the missing piece
That I need so desperately
Yes, I slip away to a day that'll never come

It's like a splash of water to my face
When I suddenly realize
That you could never find a place
For me in your eyes, and I don't know why I keep thinking
New or old? I very much rather the old thanks.

FIRST DAY OUT ;D

Caught Beverly Hills Chihuahua today while eating subway! ^^ The show was not bad la but quite dumb haha! QUICK WITCH I WANT TO WATCH WILDCHILD!

Walked around and there are so many things i want to buy! BUT IM SUPER SHORT OF MONEY AND IDK WHY! Like my money all disappear in thin air! ): Just like how someone thought he lost ten dollars LOL. Ate eighteen chef for dinner and there was a fly in my drink ewwwww! But they replaced it anyway and THEY EVEN CHANGE OUR ICE CREAM TO THE EIGHTEEN FUNKY STRAWBERRY ( If I didnt remember wrongly ) AHH SO COOL RIGHT WE SHOULD BRING FAKE FLIES AND PUT IN OUR CUPS MAN HAHAHA. Naw im not that mean la except maybe when I'm broke! ^^

I'm so lucky today omg I found the buffet place! It smells so good I'm going to take the bus there even though the ride is like one hour long haha!

It has been a while since I had any fun! ): Everyday I'm working working working and the pay is rather low i realise, but nvm at least it's still fun and we get to make friends from other countries and look at cute boys! ;D HAHA.

I'm looking forward to tmr PB trip!!!!!!! DAMM EXCITED HAVENT SEEN GINA AND BOONKAI FOR A LONG TIME! IF ONLY KK COULD MAKE IT ): BUT NVM WE WILL STILL HAVE FUN! Not to forget there is going out with pam and icg and johanna birthday! We have already thought of a place to go!!!! ^^

Okay it's going to be 9.30 soon need to meet up with seniors on msn (?) I still call them seniors, it's hard to imagine myself as a senior lol!

BORING DAY HOME

I feel so bored maybe I should have rushed back to go instead of thinking I would not be stuck at home!

And I'm rather lazy to update about farewell/prom

There is work tmr!! :D And there is a happy face cause I'm starting to like my work more and more! :D The people are all very nice and easy to get along with!!! Not to forget I have my lovely witch there! I might even make breakfast for her tmr! HAHA SEE IF I CAN GET UP FIRST.


Havent see all the others for a long long long time. It feels like a very long time at least. Can't wait for PB on wednesday! and hopefully hopefully MIND CAFE ON TUESDAY! It's ladies night!!!! AND AND AND NIGHT CYCLING WITH IDK WHO. STILL FINDING SOMEONE I WANT TO CYCLE EVERYWHERE!!! HAHA

darn you I'm still bored

Some things never change
You're still so cold
Yet some things do
Best friends no more):

I NEED A CAMERA ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVEN A 5MP PHONE WOULD BE GOOD!
I PROMISE I WOULD TAKE EXTRA SPECIAL CARE!

SCREW MY STUPID CAMERA! CAN'T UPLOAD ANYTHING! >:(

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?
WHY AM I GETTING UPSET OVER SUCH TRIVAL STUFF?
IM SUPPOSED TO BE LOOKING FORWARD TO PROM TO THAILAND TO CHRISTMAS TO NEXT TO EVERYTHING AND NOW ALL IM LOOKING FORWARD TO IS . . . . . . . . . . . . . SLEEPING AT HOME, ALONE

Hanging by a thread

There are times when your animal insticts takes over your mind and you start to blurt out things without thinking or even send things without thinking so please ignore that message I don't know what came over me must be the zebra inside haha but ya ignore that stupid message and pretend you never read it okay! (:

I've thought about it alot and that one word today made me realise plenty that yeah it's true somehow. Just that I've been telling myself otherwise cause I didn't want to lose my pillar of support. I wanted to do everything I can to hold on to what's pulling me up I was afraid that you would be gone like the rest and I would fall back down again and thats selfish of me. I'm sorry and if given the chance again I would do everything I can to change things to the way they are but it's not possible somehow. Sheesh im doing it again but anyway I'm still thankful that we can still be friends ^^ Keep that picture haha!

SWEET SIXTEEN

I can't believe the day passed just like that
MY SWEET SIXTEEN IS OVER!
It might not have been the best birthday ever but it was great still (:

Thanks to everyone who remembered and wished! ;D Even the two girls whoo sang me a birthday song on the phone! ;) There were a few surprises and it's nice to know you guys still care! Haha

Special thanks to KOK BOONKAI WANLING GINA MEGAN for my nice nice sweet sixteen!
More details when I get pictures! So many to upload hahaha!

Not forgetting my FAMILY! ;D
Sorry to mummy for my outburst today! ): I felt so bad .
Was having a lousy mood the whole day actually but it got so much better towards the end cause I HAD MY ICECREAM HAHA
ICECREAM IS HUILING'S REMEDY TO ANYTHING EXCEPT FOR LOSING WEIGHT! ;D

Okieeeee night night people!
I must conserve my energy to chiong dota so that I CAN WIN SOMEONE AND GET MY $10000 BAG!
YOU BETTER STOP LAUGHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, HAPPY 16 TO ME! :D

CAFE CARTEL

First day at work was . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Tiring confusing embarrassing painful!

Some stupid bitch told me to wear pumps and i ended up with two new blisters to the collection on my leg! I nearly fall cause I wore pumps! Can you imagine if I did actually fall? OMG I can just die la and it was in the kitchen somemore!!!

Now my hands smells of chilli ketchup sause plus leftover food ewwwwwwwwwww!

But the people there were all very nice and friendly except for few who looked cold and scary the rest were all fascinated with me or my name actually. Their response when they know my name were all the same!

BUT HOW CAN THEY SEPERATE ME AND WITCH! OUR SHIFTS ARE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT! SAY BYEBYE TO SHOPPING AFTER WORK ):

♥FOUR MORE DAYS

I shouldn't have read that, cause it sent my mind in a whirl I started thinking and I had to resort to going out to distract myself.

But it was great distraction by the way had a fun time walking, looking at dresses and suits for other people instead of yourself!

Now I'm starting to have doubts about my dress):

I don't know why but whenever I think about eyecandy I feel happy! Maybe that's what eyecandies are for eh? It's never going to happen but somehow there is this (: feeling that automatically brightens up your day! Sheesh, I'm being so silly again!









You know if I never went down that night, would you still be with me? Would you have realised my birthday was on wednesday and still organise that match on that day? Would you have stick with me just to make me happy and end when 19 is over?

I have so many questions, so many "what ifs" so many "I wish". But it's a fact that it's over so get over it, nothing's ever going to change. It's the same as the last.

Recently I start getting closer to more people but somehow that fear is still in there, cause I know it would all happen again, that's just me! I'm used to it, GET OVER IT AND KEEP MOVING FORWARD AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!



Boo Huiling you are such a loser!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Okay I'm a happy girl! (:
-bet Gina'a going to call me a sucker hahah!

♥FIVE MORE DAYS

See the witch at the top?

Today is a happy happy happy day! :D

Went to orchard with my mum and walked and walked and walked and I FINALLY GOT MY PROM DRESS! OKAY PROM DRESSES HAHAHAH I couldn't make up my mind so I got both instead shit I'm such a spoilt bratzxzxzxz ( WANLING ) and my mind is still thinking about that shinyzebra print dress in guess! I wanted it so badly but I couldn't get three! ): but it's so prettttttttty! ): Nvm it'll be hanging in my closet soon ;) I'm going to work hard to buy it!

AND GUESS WHAT? I TRIMMED MY EYEBROWS TODAY!!!! My eyebrows must be in a really bad condition cause the person took 36 minutes to get it done I was practically dozing off la hahaha! Surprisingly, it didn't hurt at all except for a few at the left eye but the rest was like.......... nothing! It still ended up looking not very nice cause i have thin short eyebrows ): my neighbour eyebrows look so pretty! ): It's so itchy I can't stop scratching!

I'm still happy anyway! I can start shopping for all my accessories already! ;D I even know what I want to do with my hair! FINALLY - NEED TO STOP THINKING ABOTU ZEBRA DRESS- HAHA

Can't wait to see wanling gina megan they had their eyebrows trimmed too!

Oh yes there is something called the eye lash serum something like that you just need to appy and after a few weeks your eyelash would be longer and thicker! Omg so cool right and there is also eyelash extension! I didn't know la! I can't wait to go thailand and put all my extensionSSS. Haha

Hmm, I shall spend some quality time with myself tmr! I'm going to finish watching gossip girls and ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni and BREAKING DAWNNNNNNNNN!

Sometimes I miss having someone around.

Have been thinking about it alot.

and after four years,

I finally realise that I don't need to rely on anyone and that I can be independent and rely on myself instead! I don't need anyone to make me secure cause usually I end up feeling even more insecure instead haha. I can feel secure and confident on my own! I can exist on my own just fine! I can be happy being alone! (:

I am a lousy friend, I don't really know what to maintain my friendships as such I don't have many friends, in fact there are only three whom I trust and can relate to. But I'm satisfied cause I know they would be there forever and that is better than being surrounded by hundreds of "friends" instead.

A person turned to me and asked

"How many friends have you?"

Well, 10 or 20 friends have I,
I named off just a few...

He rose quite slow with effort

And sadly shook his head

"A lucky guy you are

To have so many friends," he said

But think of what you're saying

There is so much you do not know

A friend is just not someone

To whom you say "Hello"

A friends a tender shoulder

On which to softly cry

A well to pour your troubles down

And raise your spirits high

A friend is a hand to pull you up

From darkness and despair...

When all your other "so called" friends

Have helped to put you there

A true friend is an ally

Who can't be moved or bought

A voice to keep your name alive

When others have forgot

But most of all a friend is a heart

A strong and sturdy wall

For from the hearts of friends

There comes the greatest love of all..

So think of what I've spoken

For every word is true

And answer once again my friend

How many friends have you?

OMG LOOK AT THIS PICTURE HAHA

Well at least I hope you still are ,

♥SIX MORE DAYS

Omg look at my uneven eyes!!!!!!!

GINA'S SEXY LIPPPPPPPS! ;D

Yay I love this picture everyone looks happy and mad lol!

END OF O'LEVELSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

YAY IM HAPPY BUT ACTUALLY I DON'T FEEL ANY DIFFERENT MAYBE THAT IS CAUSE I AM TOO SLACK ALR HAHA BUT NVM O LEVELS ARE OVER AND IM HAPPY! ;D

NOW IT'S ALL WORK WORK WORK AND FAREWELL AND PROM AND BANGKOK WHOPPIEDOO!

ANYWAY AFTER O'S WENT HOME AND WATCH GOSSIP GIRLS OMG FINALLY!!!!! LOVEEEEE IT! AND THEN MET GINA AT CARTEL FOR LUNCH! AND WENT TO MY HOUSE FOR WII PLUS MOVIE MARATHON BUT WE MANAGE TO COMPLETE ONLY ONE MOVIE - 4BIA AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!! I WATCH 4BIA LIKE 3 TIMES ALR! MAYBE I SHOULD WATCH IT A 4TH TIME HAHAH!

GINA WAS HAVING A FUN TIME TRASHING MY COUSIN AT BOXING UNTIL MEGAN TRASHED HER! OMG MEGAN SIM LEH MEGMEG PAMERS! ♥

Do "u know what"

HAHAHAHHA STILL CANNOT STOP LAUGHING!

HAD A GREAT TIME LA ;D ESP WHEN WANLING EXPOSED HER PINNED UP FRINGE AND YES WE ACTUALLY SAW IT HAHHAHA

OKAY IM GOING TO GO OFFLINE NOW ALR AND ENJOY THE REST OF MY LAST DAY OF O LEVELS!

Don't worry, I told you I'll be fine and I will (:

♥

HAPPYMEAL :D

Hi I'm so pretty *twist

I'm so excited I'm going to work at cartel on the 17!!! :D Come in and eat and give us huge tips okay! :D Me and WLWITCH are going to be so rich we're going on a MAJOR shopping spreeeeeeee!

Anyway met up with the squad yesterday for a supposed study session we ended up roaming around airport t3, bought a cake and celebrated JC birthday! HAPPY SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY JUNCHENG!!!! ;D And Germ and Sieg got their sexy really pretty birthday presents!!! I DONT CARE YOUR MUST WEAR IT HAHAHAHA

After that we all headed to my house and watched 4BIA. Wlwitch and germ reaction was the ultimate even my mum said they were crazy girls ahahah! and I learned how to play goldfish!!

Someonetellmewhattodoandyougivemeasignanythingevenifitsbadijustneedtoknow

itsaffectingmemoretheneveriratheryoutellmestraightthentodothiswholeminibreakthing

iamtryingicallyouitextyouitrytomeetupwithyoubutyourejecteditallormaybeimreadingthe

wrongsignalsandmaybeyoureallyarehappierwithoutmearoundidontknowjuystasignplease.

KEITH IS THE FREAKIEST MAN HE KNOWS WHATS IN OUR CARDS JUST BY CONCENTRATING OMG FREAK MUCH HAHA

omg this picture is so long ago? Hahaha

Went out with the bitch for job interviews!!!!!! It was freaking tiring but we managed to get our jobs yay!!!!! But still crossing my fingers for fullerton! :D It was a cheap city trip today!

Papers have all been whatever really praying hard that everything will turn out alright in the end!

AND BANGKOK TRIP IS CONFRIMED!!! OMG SO EXCITED!









Okay I ran out of things to say I have a boring life!
Oh yes visit http://www.clotheshangers.blogspot.com/! Angela's and Huiyi's blogshop! ;D

I think of you when I need someone to talk to then I remember and I put down my phone and I'm alone again. I don't know how much longer I can keep this up. I can't lose everything.
I'm very tired ); I miss you I hate this I'm scared ):

Is it really for the best?
Or we will jusy end up like the rest?

); I'm sorry
























me needs ice cream.
what am i doing here tmr is bio!!!! Study huiling study!!!!!

imu); I hate feeling like this.

I must admit I was disappointed.
I was looking forward to it for, I was so excited.

But then you know what? I got over it already, it's not your fault and you don't have to feel bad at all, really. I was just being a brat kicking up such a big fuss for nothing.

But still I can't help but to wonder where will we be at this time next year..




P.S You make me happy in ways you never knew (;

It has been so long but somehow when I think back about you I feel so insecure, I have this weird feeling inside of me, it's no longer longing nor is it hate it's just this weird rummy snoozling feeling, I have no idea what.

But when I look at you, everything seems so trival now
and I'm happy (:

I'm going to study 9 to 9

I can do it, yes I can

I'm happy with where I am right now ;D

I'm contented, I love my bestfriend my girlfriends, I'm talking more and getting closer to people I never really get to know.

but still,

I miss certain people like you and you and another you, too many you(s) already! ): I'm going to ask you out for study date and don't reject okay!



I'm afraid of the upcoming o levels, My prelim results might not be the best but I'm pretty pleased with what I have, and because of that I'm getting complacent thinking that somehow o levels would be easy too just like. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . PSLE. I know it sounds really dumb but i can't help but to feel that way! HOW HOW HOW? ):

What if, my o level results turn out to be really bad?






All the stupid what ifs !

twenty plus more days to o levels and still no adrenaline rush


Hmm, recently there was
BESTIES after prelims
4D outing to sentosa! :D
Sieg birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHESIEWMIN SAGGYBOOBS HAHAHA!

Spent yesterday with 408 yesterday after so loooooooooooong! Wanted to celebrate Sieg and Wanying's birthday at settlers cafe but after the loooooong and retarded bus ride, we realised that IT HAS CLOSE DOWN!!!!!!!*^$*!&@!&$@

SO QIAN BIAN RIGHT!!!!

Nvm, then we had steamboat at parkway and scoopzzzz icecream!:D YAY I LOVE ICECREAMMMMM MAKES ME HAPPY!!! I desperately need some ice cream right now!!!!

Went to Germ's house and "surprised" the two girls with cake and STUPID CAKE FIGHT! SCREW YOU KEITH FOR HAVING LOUSY AIM !!!! we caught di yi gui jie or something like that. Can't really remember the tittle already. Even though it was not super scary but I still scream , a lot. That's the fun of horror movies right? All the stupid screaming Haha. AND WATCHING SCARY MOVIES WITH WL IS HORRIBLE CAUSE SHE DON'T GIVE ME A SENSE OF SECURITY AT ALL SHE MAKES ME SCREAM AT EVERYTHING AND HER LYING ON HER LAP MAKES ME SWEAT EWW.

unofficial pillow fight later in the night was horrible); I lost terribly): ): ):

Still had fun anyway! I felt so at ease, it's as if they were family! Missed that warm fuzzy feeling that I had months ago(:


Anyway last post already before I try to get my gear going for o levels!!!!!! I REALLY NEED ICECREAM


Okiezxzx I'm going to study (?) Not.






We are suppose to get closer aint it?
Are we?

Mid Autumn Festival

Today was spent watching 90210 which was good ;D

Then went over to my cousin house at CLEMENTI for dinner and alot of funny stuff happened hahaha.

Hmm, Today is Mid Autumn festival. Kind of a boring festival. Didn't eat mooncakes, not that I like eating it but yeh, didn't manage to carry a lanturn this year nor did i make any tiney weeny fires nor play with fire crackers, I didn't even look at the moon! ):

I still remember the past few years when we like my family friends would meet up every year and play while the adults were doing their usual stuff. It was so much fun! I like agonising over which lanturn I want and screaming at all the stupid frogs croaking in the grass running around with them and making fires and just having fun (:

Miss those days ): Haven't met up for quite some time!


Anyway, talking to some old SUCKER friend today cheered me up! HAHAH HOPE YOU SEE THIS SUCKER!!!!!!!! AND I'll CONTINUE TALKING IN CIRCLES OR TRIANGLES OR SQUARES ANOTHER DAY! HAHAHA




Happy lantern/mooncake/mid autumn festival!!!!!! LOVE <3!(:

Stay close, don't go

I'm so disgusted with myself

I was so ______ that I went to eat a dinner meant for two when I was feeling full!

Okay, watched phobia this afternoon which was scary . . . not? Maybe that's cause my eyes were covered like ninety percent of the time HAHA yes I'm very dan xiao. Please please please don't let my have any nightmares tonight please thanks will love you plenty haha! Their eyes always get to me, freaky.

PRAYS THAT I MEET JOEJONAS IN MY DREAMS, AGAIN. YES I DREAMT OF HIM LAST NIGHT AND WE HELD HANDS cAUSE HE WAS MY BOYFRIEND HAHA I WANT TO CONTINUE THAT DREAM OMG ;D

Okay, I'm turning in early Goodnight! :D

Last post before I'm officially go on a hiatus! ;D

Anyway went to airport Bk to study with some 4J people plus minle yesterday which was super unproductive and I feel guilty cause I was the unproductive one hahaha! From doing biology/math we talked about bellybuttons and stupid jokes and crap ahh so funny miss SJ people!

Then went for Gina's church event at JURONG WEST!!! The ride there was omg freaking long service was okay. But something happened and aaahhhhhhhh so unexpected. I know you're happy 'cause you think I'm starting to feel something but no I don't want you to misunderstand okay. I cried cause I don't know why but when you started praying for me I felt so touched idk either Hahaha. must be me releasing all my mixed feelings or emotions or whatever. The moment words started coming out of your mouth I had some flashbacks about us and I don't know i felt so blessed to have you as my friend and that you are trying so hard despite my reluctance and negativeness about this whole thing. Don't take me wrong okay, I still feel the same way I do but aiya this feeling is so complicated I don't think I can ever pen it down anyway hahhaha. Enough about that.

OH AND I LEARN SOMETHING NEW TODAY! ;D HOW TO ATTRACT PEOPLE!
FIRST YOU TWIRL YOU HAIR if it doesnt work, YOU FLUTTER YOUR EYELASH if it doesnt work again YOU LICK YOUR LIPS if it all don't work DO IT ALL TOGETHER AHHHHHHHHHH TRY IT TRY IT HAHAHAHAHAHA CONFIRM WILL WORK ONE AND KANGNING PLUS SIEWMIN HAS TO CUTE BANGS HEEEHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Went to some coffeeshop to eat and headed home for the worst mrt ride everrrr! BOONLAY ALL THE WAY TO PASIR RIS IT'S LIKE WALAU EHHHHHHH!

THANKGOD I HAD MY DADDY WHO WAS WILLING TO COME AND FETCH ME OR I HAD TO WALK ALL THE WAY HOME AT TWELVE PLUS EVEN THOUGH ITS NOT QI YUE ALR BUT I WOULD STILL BE SCARED OUT OF MY WITS CAUSE SOMEONE SAID HE FELT SOMETHING THE OTHER TIME SUCKERRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Okay end of my last post yay! I really really need to buck up man. I have yet to start on chemistry and human geog and both papers are on MONDAY!

I HATE MAGGIE MEE

Dancing in the moonlight

Went out today like FINALLY AFTER DONT KNOW HOW LONG! Caught Wall-e which is a MUST WATCH! I like wall-e! He is so cute! Unlike some act cute beng hahaha.

Then walk around and round saw kok keng who again, must be eating too much laksa again HAHA.

Then decided to eat at astons for dinner and some smart beng decided to stop at kembagan and walk to some busstop and we ended up walking all the way to bedok!!!!!! AHHH MY POOR LEGS! STILL ACHING!!!!!

Oh and when we finally reach the place, we ate laksa instead HAHA

Then went somewhere to look at pretty shiny stuff (:




fine, I was talking about you so what it doesn't matter now I'm okay already haha! AND must find light ah find light! Oh yes I don't think my daddy bought our story! LOL


GOODNIGHT ALL HUILING IS A HAPPY GIRL TONIGHT
-ERASE ALL NEGATIVE STUFF! HUGS MYSELF




AHMA PLEASE GET WELL SOON< LOVEYOU :)

FOR MY VERY UGLY NO ACTUALLY VERY PRETTY GIRL CHOOWANLING
IM GIVING YOU ALL OF MY HUGS! SEE IM YOURS! LOL. ANYWAY RAINBOW OR SUN COMES AFTER THE RAIN AND AFTER YOUR FLOODING IS OVER DON'T EMO ANYMORE OKAY! RMB TO SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE! I'M ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU I EVEN ACT RETARDED ON THE CAM FOR YOU ALREADY WHAT ELSE CANT I DO HAHA! I DONT CARE EVEN IF IT'S TOO CHEESY YOU STILL HAVE TO ACCEPT MY CHEESE FRIES YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN LA HOR HEHE. AND PIG'S HEARTS ARE NOT WORTHLESS THEY ARE PRICELESS LOVE YOU <3!;d


(:

Studied at the library in the morning and THANKS FELICIA FOR OFFERING TO SHARE YOUR TABLE WITH ME (: -Ignoring Germaine lee

HAHA

Was not that productive but at least I managed to finish biology yay! I need to catch up with the Sj people feel like -I've been thrown out of the lorry- hahaha Mr poh's favourite line.

Anyway then met clare and had lunch at ri ben cun. It's was so filling omg i think i've gained one kg already hahaha oh and did i mention i lost weight again? ;D must be all that stress from studying!

Spent one hour gorging down all the food and the next sitting down digesting all our sushi to shit and just catching up with each other. Talked about . . .. . . endless stuff (:

I feel happy recently like how I realise that I actually have alot of people I can talk to around me(: It's like despite not talking for so long we still can sit down have a meal and fire away like best buds ;D Ahhhhhh I like the feeling, maybe I'll start talking to my primary school buddies! I secretly do miss them hahahah!

Anyway, I don't know why but I'm not looking forward to it anymore ): Must be all that waiting that got to me ):



And I'm sorry to you okay ): I didn't really realise how you feel about 'em ):
NEXT TIME will be better, really I promise you (:



OKAY TIME TO BATHE THEN IT'S PICTIONARY WITH YQ THE SLAVE HAHAHA HE IS SO DUMB HI I HOPE YOU SEE THIS! OWN YOU IN PICTIONARY LATER HAHA

-ah sighzxz im emonemoxzxxz again >;(

where are you

you

you

u

u

.

.

.

.

.

I don't know what is it that I do, I can't seem to stop upsetting the people around me

and that sucks

i'm trying im really trying

so why do i feel that you're drifting further and further away from me?

Hello, let me know if you hear me
Hello, if you want to be near, let me know
And I'll never let you go

Hey love,
When you ask what I feel, I say love
When you ask how I know, I say trust

And if that's not enough'

It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

Don't ask why,
Let's just feel what we feel, 'cause sometimes,
It's the secret that keeps it alive

But if you need a reason why'

It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you?
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true with every little thing you do

It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way

;D

HI HONGCHEW EVEN THOUGH YOU WONT SEE THIS BUT STILL THANKS FOR CHEERING ME UP AND MAKING ME LAUGH SO HARD HAHAHAHAHA! THANKS MANY BILLIONWILLIONZXSXZXSS!

AHH IM SO HAPPY NOW OMG MANY THANKS TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO TALKED TO ME ONLINE TOO IM PLEASENTLY SURPRISED! EVEN MY OLD (LOST) FRIENDS TALKED TO ME! OMG TODAY IS HAPPY DAY!

IM MOTIVATED ALREADY! LOVES! ;D

I want to watch wall e
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I bought my new lappy today yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I would be lying if I say i'm not disappointed.
It's a daddy's look alike yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was looking forward to it!
It's ugly but at least it's better then stupid mackbook yay!!!!
but oh well at least I have more time to study yes?
I can actually make it pretty yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes
It owns mac man!!!!!!!!!

































AHHHH WHY DID EVERYONE HAD TO GO OUT ON TUESDAY! >:(
I'm delusional.




): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):
Look at it the other way and it's a smiley face!!!!!!;D
I MUST BE POSITIVE I SHALL ZHI ZU (:
ITS NOT LIKE ITS THAT UGLY AT LEAST I LOOK OFFICY AND PEOPLE WILL TAKE ME SERIOUSLY HOR.
I LOVE YOU DADDY FOR BUYING MY NEW LAPPY FOR ME(:

P.S I MEAN IT <3

I'm running a fever of 38.1 should just go all the way to 40++ and my brain can just melt then I won't need to think so much and get upset over all this stupid stuff


I'm so sorry for bringing so much trouble to everyone I didn't mean to and it's stupid cause I know I'm being selfish I've thought of the other option really, even almost went ahead with it. But I've been dreaming of this since forever and it sucks to have to be this way I don't want nor do I need your pity so stop feeling sorry for me.

I don't know what came over me I can't stop venting my unhappiness on the people around me, first you who was actually trying to be nice and now you.
I'm waiting for you to call back in case you are looking but I think you are so fed up with me already and i can't call you back cause I don't know your hse number

I'm a lump of mess

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE :D

I LOVE THIS GIRL, SHE IS A GREAT PERSON TO TALK TO SOMEONE WHOM I CAN REALTE TO AIYA< IN SHORT SHE IS AWESOME :D


I dont know why I just feel like putting this up hahahah SIMPANG TODAY WITH YOU WAS GREAT

Anyway I have a new name now! For quite some time actually and it's damm long but I love it! ;D HL RONALDO CRAWFORD JONAS ;DDDDD SO NICE RIGHT COMBINATION OF ALL MY BFs NAME HAHA But I'm quite fickle minded so it'll change very soon!

Today's the end of the second week for prelims! So fast omg, two more weeks and it's over! THEN ITS THE REAL DEAL ALREADY , SO SCARY WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT but oh well, I SHALL BE LIKE MY HERO AND WORK HARD ;D But I must keep the identity of my hero a secret ah later her darling break up with her hahahah!

& I'm going to the IT fair this weekend! So excited, finally I can buy a lappy! :D I DONT NEED TO FIND WITH ANYONE FOR THE COM ANYMORE!

CRUSH BY DAVID ARCHULETA :D
I hung up the phone tonight,
something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it realor just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

NICE NICE NICE BUT HERO STILL OWNS :D


ANYWAY GOOD LUCK TO ALL TAKING PHYSICS TMR! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETHHO & BELATED TO ZUOYI & EUNICE IF YOU GIRLS EVER SEE THIS :D

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Let me be your hero,

Would you dance,
If I asked you to dance?
Would you run,
And never look back?
Would you cry,
If you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble,
If I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die,
For the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear,
That you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just wanted to hold you.
I just wanted to hold you.
Oh yeah.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care...
You're here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain oh yeah
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you, forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
FAVOURITE SONG LOVE IT PLUS FACTOR: THE SINGER IS SO HAWT :D


YAY TWO PAPERS DOWN AND FIFTEEN MORE TO GO!
It feels as if it's the last day of exams already CANT WAIT FOR END OF O OOOOOOO'S!

&I didn't pon school yesterday when my class attendance was a freaking TWENTY TWO! Teachers are so gossipy! They were gossiping about our class in the staff lounge! Eighteen people ponned school lol quite funny when you think about it but the day was pretty slack just slept and studied a bit and more sleeping. SEE WAN LING IM SO NICE TO PEI YOU WHEN I COULD HAVE JUST STAYED HOME AND SLEPT ALL DAY HAHA.

SPEAKING OF WANLING I'm sorry i said the gun thing okayyyyyyyy ): I DIDNT MEAN IT AND I PROMISE TO USE MY BRAINS TO THINK NEXT TIME BEFORE I ASK ANYTHING. AND I DONT CARE YOU ARE STILL DELUDING YOURSELF HA HA AND I KNOW YOU ARE EXCITED TO SEE MODEL TMR WALAU EH IM STILL SECRETLY JEALOUS OF YOU HA HA. NVM I KNOW MY ANTM DREAM WILL COME TRUE ONE DAY LOL LOL LOL!

& I'm so moodswingly these days I keep lashing out my fustrations at people! ): SORRY IF IM BITCHIER THEN BEFORE OKAY> BBC PRESS IN ACTION HAHA

OKAY MY HEADACHE IS SO HORRIBLE I NEED THE BED PLUS THE FACT THAT I WAS SO UPSET I DIDNT GET TO EAT MY PIZZA HUT I NEED A REST.

:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGAN SIM! :D
You are so old and I actually kept my word! - I didn't B___! :D So proud of myself! Hahaha!
Anyway, hope you had fun today we'll go out for a post celebration some other day okay! ;) AND I HOPE YOU LIKE YOUR LITTLE PONY PINATA YOU BETTER PIECE IT BACK AFTER YOU WHACK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lubbex you for being so gu niang but such a lousy influencer or I won't be so chor lor now haha
Lubbex you for so many things you know deep deep in your heart alr!
Now I lubbex you so much I am actually going o succumb to you and wanling's peer pressure and study! MWAHAHAHAHHA YOU MUST BE SO PROUD OF ME YAY :D
Lubbex you! :D

To Gina too!
I know you've wating freaking long for this and all I can say is I'm really really sorry): I hope you'll like the frame and card! REALLY LOVE YOU GIRL FRIEND HAHA :D


After witnessing so many stuff, all I can say is, I' REALLY THANKFUL FOR MY SQUAD 408! We might have our unhappiness and stuff but in the end we are stood by each other without being selfish self centered creatures. LOVE YOU ALL! "Catching up" with them on friday was great with all the SPASTICNESS of everyone. Oh yes! DO YOU KNOW GOH KANG NING IS PROM KING NOMINEE! HA HA HA HA MUST THANK ME AH BIG HEAD I HELP YOU ADVERTISE! :D OMG I WANT TO SEE HIM IN TOP TWLEVE MAN! SO EXCITING :D :D :D




& I'm so glad we had that talk today! Even though it's been a short while but mmmm, I'm happy happy happy! (: So happy we had that sort out and for now, you're stuck with me! ;D

HUA HEE TIO HO

National day with 4D was AWESOME :DD It was the best thing we have done as a class so far and it's damm fun! I think everyone who took part enjoyed it man! & We all look so pretty with our pink and blue ribbons right SIEWMIN? ;D Hahaha even Dr Boon praised us and thanks to all the teachers who like cheered us on and even danced with us!
HUA HEE TIO HO! :DDDD

Anyway so much has happen in this short one week!

I feel happy when I talk to you! I feel very happy when you trip and fall! HAHA I think it's very funny when you flirt back to the angmoh who flirted with me ha ha ha
But I'm scared and I don't know why 'cause it's kind of silly I'm afraid what you say would really come true and ruin everything ):


Anyway went to Ikea with wanling on tuesday, our ONE DOLLAR HOTDOG!!! :D And wanling is so freaking retarded la she was grabbing me refusing to let me go like some mad woman but fat pig nevermind I forgive you, I KNOW YOU SECRETLY REALLY DO LOVE ME :D

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SITTING BESIDE BELLE IS VERY FUN CAUSE WE SPEAK IN OUR SPECIAL LANGUAGE THAT NO ONE ELSE UNDERSTANDS :D

I LIKE TO IRRITATE WANLING IN CLASS

I THINK MEGAN IS SMELLY WHEN SHE RUNS

I THINK I THINK I THINK IM THINKING>... . . . ... . . . . . . . . . . . .

OH YES IT'S ORAL TMR! SIAN LATER I SO NERVOUS I SPEAK LIKE GINA HOW? HAHHAHHAA OKAY JUST KIDDING LA SIAN SIAN I DONT KNOW WHERE IS MY ENTRY PROOF ):

OH YES AND IM SO SLACK THESE DAYS I GO OUT ALMOST EVERYDAY I DON'T STUDY ANYMORE;D BUT SURPRISINGLY I DON'T REALLY CARE LA DIE I BU ZI SI HUO HOW HOW HOW SOMEONE SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEE. BUT CONFIRM NO USE SO DON'T BOTHER LOL LOL LOL WANLING SCOLDS ME EVERYDAY LIKE OLD AH MA LIKE THAT JUST CAUSE I DONT STUDY

OKAY I NEED TO STOP BLOGGING CAUSE I CAN'T MULTI TASK AND SOMEONE IS YAKKING AWAY ABOUT HISTORY CHANNEL ON THE PHONE! byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee lubbex! (:

This picture is like taken at 06 farewell?
HAHA I think it's damm funny I still remember what Melvin said about FATPIG getting beaten up in the lift!!!!!!!!

I'm starting to read my peer pressure book! & I bought PPB number2 already! :D

Wanted to post out this long paragraph of emo stuff but WHO CARES I'm not going to let it bother me, I'm going to try and change it and MAKE IT BETTER, oh yeah. YUP IM NOT GOING TO SIT BACK AND WAIT ANYMORE :D
So, I wrote a letter ( INSPIRATION FROM GINA ) but I'm still wondering if I should post it out. . . .. . .. .. . .. . .. . . . .. . . .. . .. . . . . should I?

My friends from Korea just asked me out next week! Should I go should I go should I?? It's like so awkward, never see each other for months already furthermore it's QI YUE! I hate qi yue I'm so scared of it I hide in my house all day long >;(

Anyway did chem spa today and I pretty much screwed it up, I was so tired that i had to go to the toilet to wash my face !!!!!!! YEOHUILING STOP SLEEPING! I think Belle is quite irritated with me already cause I sleep in almost every single lesson and every single test! I get so irritated by the heat I become grouchy then I sleep >;( Must be the influence of the PIG.

My life is so mundane I have nothing to talk aboutttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
BYE BYE EGGCITING PEOPLE HAHA

Grumpy mood these days

I don't know why but I can't seem to not raise my voice

I feel so tired like my energy is being sucked away by some invisible force. This morning was one of my worst moments. Everything that I've bottled up inside was boom! unleashed today! I hate listening to all the angry voices in the morning ):

I just need more sleep zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


Nvm, teriyaki chicken tmr! :D Can't wait yay!


Anyway 2.4 yesterday was horrible and I stopped again, AGAIN ): I have lousy yi zhi li ): ): I MUST HAVE GOOD DETERMINATION YES I SHALL RUN THREE TIMES A WEEK AND SWIM ONCE A MONTH. It seems very little but at least it's a start? :D MUST MOTIVATE ME TO EXERCISE OKAY AND NOT TO OVEREAT! I've decided to get rid of all my stupid silly never seem to work diets cause I end up eating more and gaining weight instead!!!! I MUST BE HEALTHY AND HAVE A BALANCED DIET AND REGULAR EXERCISE YES I FEEL SO EXCITED JUST THINKING ABOUT IT AND I MUST START SAVING MONEY! Sounds kind of pathetic I'm sixteen yet I have yet to save any form of money hahahaha. I don't know where all my money goes to!

Hmm prelims is in 20+ days but I still don't feel the adrenaline rush like I should ): Is that good or bad? I think I'm doomed I'm getting so lazy! Must stop getting distracted!! BUT I JUST BOUGHT TWILIGHT! I'm very lag I know hahaha it's the peer pressure book ah! -INSIDE JOKE :D- I shall not talk on the phone so often! I shall stop watching tv! I shall stop sleeping after I watch tv! i shall stop going out so often! Yay to my "new" life! :D

Anyway, I know some people don't feel the same way I do. But I'm starting to like the class more and more. We have more gatherings now!! Even if it is with like a bunch of random people and gets really awkward sometimes but it is still nice! (: At least we are starting to "break out of our own comfort zone" and like stop residing in our own shells hahaha doesn't sound correct but nevermind, have the meaning there can already.

Okay since the stupid pig is sleeping I shall do MATH MATH MATH MATH! it's funny how math used to be one of my strongest subject but it's my weakest now!

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY
MY _____ IS FEELING CONFUSED YET WEIRDLY WARM AND FUZZY AT TIMES

More happy stuff!
Debra's birthday celebration today! :D
&
I won free goodies!
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I ate chewy junior!
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I saw someone on the mrt! ;)

I DONT KNOW

Back to blogger.

I'll prolly go back to lj or xanga soon.


Life has been hectic. I HATE EXAMS AND MY LOUSY RESULTS .I've been neglecting my studies so much yet I still don't feel the need to study! Not planning to study for next week tests. I'm so sick of facing the books everyday and all the constant nagging la de da ladeda. Sometimes I really wish I could just shut people up ):

haihhhhhhhhzxzxzxzxzxzx


It's so sad when you see people wheeze by and go. Thinking about my life is depressing like really depressing. Makes me feel like a failure at times.
I'm sorry that you girls had to feel like a sidekick and I was really affected when I heard that. I don't know what is it that made you think that way but I've never regarded you as one. Maybe it's my actions or words I really don't know. It's so hard to talk to people at times i rather not talk at all and just listen , so much easier ain't it?

I see us drifting apart. Maybe it's my fault la for saying those words resulting in stupid tension between us to the extent that seeing you makes me rigid talking to you feels awkward like I have to be super duper conscious about every single thing I do. I don't even talk to the people I used to talk to anymore.

I feel so mean to you and you and you ); I don't want to but . . . . no excuses I guess



MY LIFE IS TAKING A TURN for the worst or better? I DONT KNOW! D:






I MUST BE OPTIMISTIC!
I like talking to my bestfriend more these days! (: He makes me happy! At least there is the one happy thing in my life!

Okay, more happy stuff!

JANE'S BIRTHDAY!
Decided to go in the end like finally after thinking for so long!( IM SUPER INDECISIVE JUST ASK REUBEN OR FANGYING HAHA ) Bought this damm cute watermelon cake! SO CUTE LA THE BURGER ONE RESERVED FOR SOMEONE ELSE ALR AH! Then went to eighteen chefs and then Jane came and we snag happy birthday and eat and talk! (: Then went over to the playground to . . . . . talk? hahaha just sat around in a circle and play games and take pictures and busy taking care of babies too!

omg guess what I kind of forget what I've been up to for the past few days! Hahahah that's all I can remember actually ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I'm such a loser ahhhh

oh wait!

there was MAGICBOX! It was very very nice actually! But I was so tired that I fell asleep at the climax!!!!! and my contacts were so irritating I just removed them during the show. So I was like this girl squinting her eyes desperately trying to figure out what's happening! & MAVIS IS JEALOUS OF ME HEH HEH CAUSE SOMEONE REMEMBERS ME HEH HEH EVEN MORE! :D Cabbed down to whitesands with mavis and met with BF( I MUST BE INSANE ) and went home.

NCOMP too! It was weird going in sjtee and shorts and slippers and making noise like nobody business. Must get use to becoming a senior! it's quite fun actually :D
Hmm so results were okay actually.
Dinner was as usual just that this year i got FRIED RICE! >:( I remember for the past three years when I would chiong for the horfun! Played Captain Toilet Roll when I really embarrassed myself but nevermind it's all in the past put it behind me man! At the end of the day I was so itchy ah I nearly died from all the itchiness! AHH AND I WAS TOUCHED THAT BF CAME DOWN TO WALK ME HOME :D EVEN THOU I SUSPECTED YOU WERE ON THE WAY I WAS STILL SURPRISED AND TOUCHED LA HOR :D

Okay I can't really remember anything else alr!
BYEBYE TIL THEN ;D