HI HONGCHEW EVEN THOUGH YOU WONT SEE THIS BUT STILL THANKS FOR CHEERING ME UP AND MAKING ME LAUGH SO HARD HAHAHAHAHA! THANKS MANY BILLIONWILLIONZXSXZXSS!

AHH IM SO HAPPY NOW OMG MANY THANKS TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO TALKED TO ME ONLINE TOO IM PLEASENTLY SURPRISED! EVEN MY OLD (LOST) FRIENDS TALKED TO ME! OMG TODAY IS HAPPY DAY!

IM MOTIVATED ALREADY! LOVES! ;D

I want to watch wall e
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I bought my new lappy today yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I would be lying if I say i'm not disappointed.
It's a daddy's look alike yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was looking forward to it!
It's ugly but at least it's better then stupid mackbook yay!!!!
but oh well at least I have more time to study yes?
I can actually make it pretty yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes
It owns mac man!!!!!!!!!

































AHHHH WHY DID EVERYONE HAD TO GO OUT ON TUESDAY! >:(
I'm delusional.




): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):
Look at it the other way and it's a smiley face!!!!!!;D
I MUST BE POSITIVE I SHALL ZHI ZU (:
ITS NOT LIKE ITS THAT UGLY AT LEAST I LOOK OFFICY AND PEOPLE WILL TAKE ME SERIOUSLY HOR.
I LOVE YOU DADDY FOR BUYING MY NEW LAPPY FOR ME(:

P.S I MEAN IT <3

I'm running a fever of 38.1 should just go all the way to 40++ and my brain can just melt then I won't need to think so much and get upset over all this stupid stuff


I'm so sorry for bringing so much trouble to everyone I didn't mean to and it's stupid cause I know I'm being selfish I've thought of the other option really, even almost went ahead with it. But I've been dreaming of this since forever and it sucks to have to be this way I don't want nor do I need your pity so stop feeling sorry for me.

I don't know what came over me I can't stop venting my unhappiness on the people around me, first you who was actually trying to be nice and now you.
I'm waiting for you to call back in case you are looking but I think you are so fed up with me already and i can't call you back cause I don't know your hse number

I'm a lump of mess

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE :D

I LOVE THIS GIRL, SHE IS A GREAT PERSON TO TALK TO SOMEONE WHOM I CAN REALTE TO AIYA< IN SHORT SHE IS AWESOME :D


I dont know why I just feel like putting this up hahahah SIMPANG TODAY WITH YOU WAS GREAT

Anyway I have a new name now! For quite some time actually and it's damm long but I love it! ;D HL RONALDO CRAWFORD JONAS ;DDDDD SO NICE RIGHT COMBINATION OF ALL MY BFs NAME HAHA But I'm quite fickle minded so it'll change very soon!

Today's the end of the second week for prelims! So fast omg, two more weeks and it's over! THEN ITS THE REAL DEAL ALREADY , SO SCARY WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT but oh well, I SHALL BE LIKE MY HERO AND WORK HARD ;D But I must keep the identity of my hero a secret ah later her darling break up with her hahahah!

& I'm going to the IT fair this weekend! So excited, finally I can buy a lappy! :D I DONT NEED TO FIND WITH ANYONE FOR THE COM ANYMORE!

CRUSH BY DAVID ARCHULETA :D
I hung up the phone tonight,
something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it realor just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

NICE NICE NICE BUT HERO STILL OWNS :D


ANYWAY GOOD LUCK TO ALL TAKING PHYSICS TMR! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETHHO & BELATED TO ZUOYI & EUNICE IF YOU GIRLS EVER SEE THIS :D

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Let me be your hero,

Would you dance,
If I asked you to dance?
Would you run,
And never look back?
Would you cry,
If you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble,
If I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die,
For the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear,
That you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just wanted to hold you.
I just wanted to hold you.
Oh yeah.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care...
You're here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain oh yeah
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you, forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
FAVOURITE SONG LOVE IT PLUS FACTOR: THE SINGER IS SO HAWT :D


YAY TWO PAPERS DOWN AND FIFTEEN MORE TO GO!
It feels as if it's the last day of exams already CANT WAIT FOR END OF O OOOOOOO'S!

&I didn't pon school yesterday when my class attendance was a freaking TWENTY TWO! Teachers are so gossipy! They were gossiping about our class in the staff lounge! Eighteen people ponned school lol quite funny when you think about it but the day was pretty slack just slept and studied a bit and more sleeping. SEE WAN LING IM SO NICE TO PEI YOU WHEN I COULD HAVE JUST STAYED HOME AND SLEPT ALL DAY HAHA.

SPEAKING OF WANLING I'm sorry i said the gun thing okayyyyyyyy ): I DIDNT MEAN IT AND I PROMISE TO USE MY BRAINS TO THINK NEXT TIME BEFORE I ASK ANYTHING. AND I DONT CARE YOU ARE STILL DELUDING YOURSELF HA HA AND I KNOW YOU ARE EXCITED TO SEE MODEL TMR WALAU EH IM STILL SECRETLY JEALOUS OF YOU HA HA. NVM I KNOW MY ANTM DREAM WILL COME TRUE ONE DAY LOL LOL LOL!

& I'm so moodswingly these days I keep lashing out my fustrations at people! ): SORRY IF IM BITCHIER THEN BEFORE OKAY> BBC PRESS IN ACTION HAHA

OKAY MY HEADACHE IS SO HORRIBLE I NEED THE BED PLUS THE FACT THAT I WAS SO UPSET I DIDNT GET TO EAT MY PIZZA HUT I NEED A REST.

:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGAN SIM! :D
You are so old and I actually kept my word! - I didn't B___! :D So proud of myself! Hahaha!
Anyway, hope you had fun today we'll go out for a post celebration some other day okay! ;) AND I HOPE YOU LIKE YOUR LITTLE PONY PINATA YOU BETTER PIECE IT BACK AFTER YOU WHACK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lubbex you for being so gu niang but such a lousy influencer or I won't be so chor lor now haha
Lubbex you for so many things you know deep deep in your heart alr!
Now I lubbex you so much I am actually going o succumb to you and wanling's peer pressure and study! MWAHAHAHAHHA YOU MUST BE SO PROUD OF ME YAY :D
Lubbex you! :D

To Gina too!
I know you've wating freaking long for this and all I can say is I'm really really sorry): I hope you'll like the frame and card! REALLY LOVE YOU GIRL FRIEND HAHA :D


After witnessing so many stuff, all I can say is, I' REALLY THANKFUL FOR MY SQUAD 408! We might have our unhappiness and stuff but in the end we are stood by each other without being selfish self centered creatures. LOVE YOU ALL! "Catching up" with them on friday was great with all the SPASTICNESS of everyone. Oh yes! DO YOU KNOW GOH KANG NING IS PROM KING NOMINEE! HA HA HA HA MUST THANK ME AH BIG HEAD I HELP YOU ADVERTISE! :D OMG I WANT TO SEE HIM IN TOP TWLEVE MAN! SO EXCITING :D :D :D




& I'm so glad we had that talk today! Even though it's been a short while but mmmm, I'm happy happy happy! (: So happy we had that sort out and for now, you're stuck with me! ;D

HUA HEE TIO HO

National day with 4D was AWESOME :DD It was the best thing we have done as a class so far and it's damm fun! I think everyone who took part enjoyed it man! & We all look so pretty with our pink and blue ribbons right SIEWMIN? ;D Hahaha even Dr Boon praised us and thanks to all the teachers who like cheered us on and even danced with us!
HUA HEE TIO HO! :DDDD

Anyway so much has happen in this short one week!

I feel happy when I talk to you! I feel very happy when you trip and fall! HAHA I think it's very funny when you flirt back to the angmoh who flirted with me ha ha ha
But I'm scared and I don't know why 'cause it's kind of silly I'm afraid what you say would really come true and ruin everything ):


Anyway went to Ikea with wanling on tuesday, our ONE DOLLAR HOTDOG!!! :D And wanling is so freaking retarded la she was grabbing me refusing to let me go like some mad woman but fat pig nevermind I forgive you, I KNOW YOU SECRETLY REALLY DO LOVE ME :D

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SITTING BESIDE BELLE IS VERY FUN CAUSE WE SPEAK IN OUR SPECIAL LANGUAGE THAT NO ONE ELSE UNDERSTANDS :D

I LIKE TO IRRITATE WANLING IN CLASS

I THINK MEGAN IS SMELLY WHEN SHE RUNS

I THINK I THINK I THINK IM THINKING>... . . . ... . . . . . . . . . . . .

OH YES IT'S ORAL TMR! SIAN LATER I SO NERVOUS I SPEAK LIKE GINA HOW? HAHHAHHAA OKAY JUST KIDDING LA SIAN SIAN I DONT KNOW WHERE IS MY ENTRY PROOF ):

OH YES AND IM SO SLACK THESE DAYS I GO OUT ALMOST EVERYDAY I DON'T STUDY ANYMORE;D BUT SURPRISINGLY I DON'T REALLY CARE LA DIE I BU ZI SI HUO HOW HOW HOW SOMEONE SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEE. BUT CONFIRM NO USE SO DON'T BOTHER LOL LOL LOL WANLING SCOLDS ME EVERYDAY LIKE OLD AH MA LIKE THAT JUST CAUSE I DONT STUDY

OKAY I NEED TO STOP BLOGGING CAUSE I CAN'T MULTI TASK AND SOMEONE IS YAKKING AWAY ABOUT HISTORY CHANNEL ON THE PHONE! byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee lubbex! (:

This picture is like taken at 06 farewell?
HAHA I think it's damm funny I still remember what Melvin said about FATPIG getting beaten up in the lift!!!!!!!!

I'm starting to read my peer pressure book! & I bought PPB number2 already! :D

Wanted to post out this long paragraph of emo stuff but WHO CARES I'm not going to let it bother me, I'm going to try and change it and MAKE IT BETTER, oh yeah. YUP IM NOT GOING TO SIT BACK AND WAIT ANYMORE :D
So, I wrote a letter ( INSPIRATION FROM GINA ) but I'm still wondering if I should post it out. . . .. . .. .. . .. . .. . . . .. . . .. . .. . . . . should I?

My friends from Korea just asked me out next week! Should I go should I go should I?? It's like so awkward, never see each other for months already furthermore it's QI YUE! I hate qi yue I'm so scared of it I hide in my house all day long >;(

Anyway did chem spa today and I pretty much screwed it up, I was so tired that i had to go to the toilet to wash my face !!!!!!! YEOHUILING STOP SLEEPING! I think Belle is quite irritated with me already cause I sleep in almost every single lesson and every single test! I get so irritated by the heat I become grouchy then I sleep >;( Must be the influence of the PIG.

My life is so mundane I have nothing to talk aboutttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
BYE BYE EGGCITING PEOPLE HAHA

Grumpy mood these days

I don't know why but I can't seem to not raise my voice

I feel so tired like my energy is being sucked away by some invisible force. This morning was one of my worst moments. Everything that I've bottled up inside was boom! unleashed today! I hate listening to all the angry voices in the morning ):

I just need more sleep zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


Nvm, teriyaki chicken tmr! :D Can't wait yay!


Anyway 2.4 yesterday was horrible and I stopped again, AGAIN ): I have lousy yi zhi li ): ): I MUST HAVE GOOD DETERMINATION YES I SHALL RUN THREE TIMES A WEEK AND SWIM ONCE A MONTH. It seems very little but at least it's a start? :D MUST MOTIVATE ME TO EXERCISE OKAY AND NOT TO OVEREAT! I've decided to get rid of all my stupid silly never seem to work diets cause I end up eating more and gaining weight instead!!!! I MUST BE HEALTHY AND HAVE A BALANCED DIET AND REGULAR EXERCISE YES I FEEL SO EXCITED JUST THINKING ABOUT IT AND I MUST START SAVING MONEY! Sounds kind of pathetic I'm sixteen yet I have yet to save any form of money hahahaha. I don't know where all my money goes to!

Hmm prelims is in 20+ days but I still don't feel the adrenaline rush like I should ): Is that good or bad? I think I'm doomed I'm getting so lazy! Must stop getting distracted!! BUT I JUST BOUGHT TWILIGHT! I'm very lag I know hahaha it's the peer pressure book ah! -INSIDE JOKE :D- I shall not talk on the phone so often! I shall stop watching tv! I shall stop sleeping after I watch tv! i shall stop going out so often! Yay to my "new" life! :D

Anyway, I know some people don't feel the same way I do. But I'm starting to like the class more and more. We have more gatherings now!! Even if it is with like a bunch of random people and gets really awkward sometimes but it is still nice! (: At least we are starting to "break out of our own comfort zone" and like stop residing in our own shells hahaha doesn't sound correct but nevermind, have the meaning there can already.

Okay since the stupid pig is sleeping I shall do MATH MATH MATH MATH! it's funny how math used to be one of my strongest subject but it's my weakest now!

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY
MY _____ IS FEELING CONFUSED YET WEIRDLY WARM AND FUZZY AT TIMES

More happy stuff!
Debra's birthday celebration today! :D
&
I won free goodies!
&
I ate chewy junior!
&
&
&





I saw someone on the mrt! ;)

I DONT KNOW

Back to blogger.

I'll prolly go back to lj or xanga soon.


Life has been hectic. I HATE EXAMS AND MY LOUSY RESULTS .I've been neglecting my studies so much yet I still don't feel the need to study! Not planning to study for next week tests. I'm so sick of facing the books everyday and all the constant nagging la de da ladeda. Sometimes I really wish I could just shut people up ):

haihhhhhhhhzxzxzxzxzxzx


It's so sad when you see people wheeze by and go. Thinking about my life is depressing like really depressing. Makes me feel like a failure at times.
I'm sorry that you girls had to feel like a sidekick and I was really affected when I heard that. I don't know what is it that made you think that way but I've never regarded you as one. Maybe it's my actions or words I really don't know. It's so hard to talk to people at times i rather not talk at all and just listen , so much easier ain't it?

I see us drifting apart. Maybe it's my fault la for saying those words resulting in stupid tension between us to the extent that seeing you makes me rigid talking to you feels awkward like I have to be super duper conscious about every single thing I do. I don't even talk to the people I used to talk to anymore.

I feel so mean to you and you and you ); I don't want to but . . . . no excuses I guess



MY LIFE IS TAKING A TURN for the worst or better? I DONT KNOW! D:






I MUST BE OPTIMISTIC!
I like talking to my bestfriend more these days! (: He makes me happy! At least there is the one happy thing in my life!

Okay, more happy stuff!

JANE'S BIRTHDAY!
Decided to go in the end like finally after thinking for so long!( IM SUPER INDECISIVE JUST ASK REUBEN OR FANGYING HAHA ) Bought this damm cute watermelon cake! SO CUTE LA THE BURGER ONE RESERVED FOR SOMEONE ELSE ALR AH! Then went to eighteen chefs and then Jane came and we snag happy birthday and eat and talk! (: Then went over to the playground to . . . . . talk? hahaha just sat around in a circle and play games and take pictures and busy taking care of babies too!

omg guess what I kind of forget what I've been up to for the past few days! Hahahah that's all I can remember actually ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I'm such a loser ahhhh

oh wait!

there was MAGICBOX! It was very very nice actually! But I was so tired that I fell asleep at the climax!!!!! and my contacts were so irritating I just removed them during the show. So I was like this girl squinting her eyes desperately trying to figure out what's happening! & MAVIS IS JEALOUS OF ME HEH HEH CAUSE SOMEONE REMEMBERS ME HEH HEH EVEN MORE! :D Cabbed down to whitesands with mavis and met with BF( I MUST BE INSANE ) and went home.

NCOMP too! It was weird going in sjtee and shorts and slippers and making noise like nobody business. Must get use to becoming a senior! it's quite fun actually :D
Hmm so results were okay actually.
Dinner was as usual just that this year i got FRIED RICE! >:( I remember for the past three years when I would chiong for the horfun! Played Captain Toilet Roll when I really embarrassed myself but nevermind it's all in the past put it behind me man! At the end of the day I was so itchy ah I nearly died from all the itchiness! AHH AND I WAS TOUCHED THAT BF CAME DOWN TO WALK ME HOME :D EVEN THOU I SUSPECTED YOU WERE ON THE WAY I WAS STILL SURPRISED AND TOUCHED LA HOR :D

Okay I can't really remember anything else alr!
BYEBYE TIL THEN ;D

its amazing how you can actually convince yourself to be happy merely by talking happily moving happily behaving happily sleeping happily eating happily smiling happily but...... never feeling happy

I've keep it up for two months! Go go go! (:

Happy happy happy happy be happy that's what I tell myself everyday and it keeps me going!(:

It's just five more days come one man wake up wake up wake up!

cry for me Argentina

how much do you know?or care

The best vday present this year <3

It's February alr!
6 more days to the imaginary two years, hahaha!

The only reason I'm actually typing this is cause no one and i repeat NO ONE is supposed to be reading this right now! In fact everyone ought to be at rrollingstones and not here not here! So if you happen to be the stupid one whom clumsily found your way here be a nice person and keep this to yourself okay! (:

Okay, Hi I miss you idiot and I'm an idiot for missing you!):
Pui pui, Chinese new year cannot say inauspicious words ah.

I miss you, end of story.

Ah, what a relieve to be able to type that out! Even if it makes no difference, hahah!

Start as friends? Nah, not possible. You said so. (:

Somehow I don't know what to say again. again
It felt so weird ,
here
there
him
her
you
they

bet you didn't know
& still won't know

Merry christmas!

Time out ,
I need some alone time

C a n t w a i t f o r k o r e a !

Listen to me this once,

Hello so now I'm back to blogger? I don't really know actually it all depends on my mood I guess, sometimes I feel like going to lj and sometimes back to blogger. And to J I know you're reading this! So stop it!!!!!!! & johanna too! I don't know why I'm typing this down cause I know you guys probably won't care and continue reading. Lol.
I don't know what I'm feeling these days. it's driving me crazy and making me confuse ): Just a sudden bolt of sadness I suppose? I just really miss the old times I guess, I'm forever thinking about the past about my hibye friends. When those hibye friends really mean the world to me and now they seem so distant. It has even come to such an extant whereby I actually hate them for who they have become and for leaving me just like that. Aiya, why am I always rambling on about such stuff. I'm sure it irritates you, trust me I'm not only talking about weihua. Oh oh! The courage to finally type out his name! Hahaha. It has been what, N I N E months! Wow, that's damm fast isnt it? To you maybe but nevertheless, it's going to be a full 365 days soon! I mean I don't care about what you think now after what you've said. You really ought to look at yourself, and yeah word of advise? Don't make a promise you know you can never fufill. Yet, I ought to thank you for those short lived but nevertheless happy memories haha. I don't really care if she sees this or any of hercummy friends or even you or even those mindless gossips out there I mean it's my blog if you're so unhappy with what I'm writing, hey you have two choice, one you can go on straight to my face and tell me about it or two you can just never come my blog again.
Ahhhh, it feels great to rant everything I've been bottling up inside for so long even though I know I'll probably regret every single word that I've typed and just type out another sobsorry post again. It's a never ending cycle you see? Haha, but for now, that's it.

Byebye and goodnight! (: