♥♥♥

I dreamt of my guy!
:DDD


He's tall , tan , has really gorgeous brown eyes!
&
He's really sweet (:


Didnt see his face though!
Ahahahhahz .

Handed in the subject combinaion form today , with my 1st choice being bio,chem,core geog , elect lit . I asked around & there are like so many people who want to get into this combi! :( Judging at the rate I am going , doubt I can get into my 1st choice! My third choice is terrible though , COREHISTORY! Like why did I even think of putting that down! It's too late I guess .

studying science now and it sucksucksucks , I HATE PHYSICS! I dont understand a single shit! DAMMMM & the science paper is 80% physics! -kill me . I am sooo going to flunk my science paper , help anyone ?

I AM YOUR CONDOM , GET HARD

Met reuben at WS yesterday and headed to expo to studieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Ate lunch @ Bk with very hungry birds all around us . Than it was up to coffeebean to studieee . Studied for 1hour finished one pathetic chapter of geog due to reuben not being able to concentrate :/ Zhixin and gina came late ! studied for 5 hours and we finished 4 chapters of geog! How pro is that ! Headed to changi airport where the three of them ate and i studied! -BEAMS

Went home and went to this hotel for dinner -thaibuffet- YUMYUMYUMYUM. The place is super posh & the service is darn good! The things that are like super ex ; one bottle of EVIAN(special) water cost $5 ! Ordered pepsi which was the cheapest thing on the menu - $6
Ateateate , at this rate , im growing super fat!

Bought my belts today! :D Went to Juwel's house for ELit rehearsal which was a bit :x
After everything ended , went to the playground with clare melody gwen. we were playing and there was this group of teenyweeny PRIMARY school kids . They caused clare to fall , and the guy even hit her boobs! O_O We were like super pissed , and they didnt apologise ,vulgarities were used instead. They continue to scold us all the way , super irritating okay! Cannot stand it and we retaliated . they than wanted to fight! like woahhhhhhhhhhhh they got their DAGEDAJIE to come find us . LIKE WHATEVER ? and HELLO ? these are all primary school kids lah! Not even 11 and they are shooting vulgarities like it's nobody business . What is going to happen to them in the future when they are all grown up and working . Kid's there days are tsktsktsk Hah!

I am still stuck at what combination to choose! SAVE ME SOMEBODY! I don't want to be a sec three. I'll miss sec two life :( I remember the day when everyone is class bears no grudeges towards one another , everyone was a bighappyfamily! unlikenow . Ahhh , we shall all leave 2f06 with happy memories yeah! Bear no more grudges ♥

I AM YOUR CONDOM . GET HARD

I am like feeling so gay now , happyhappyhappyhappy! Many have come up to me and say , you are so weird . I can be giving this totally black face at one moment and being super crazy the other. For example, today! During Elit I was fuming throughout (don't ask me why ) . Went to the match after school and I was gaying around with reuben making a hell lot of noise . Ahhhhh! See how being with different people can affect your mood ?

I feel so guilty! I said that I would come online once a week but I am online almost everysingle day! =x DAMMMMMMMMMMM , well at least it's all for schoolwork . Got to work on my ARTTEST later!

Speaking of test ................ shall leave the emo part out If you still want to read it for dont know what reason , got to my LJ account .

By the way , you know there is this big black thing in the middle of our canteen ? The countdown for exams is totally wrong ! TOTALLY . They are cheating us making us think it's muchmuch earlier that the date stated .

Okay , my tummy hurts and I am going to spend my next hour lying on my bed moaning .
Ciaos!

It's amazing how the smallest things can do wonders

Okay ,

NC5 [:


Look at this! It's so pretty! ♥♥♥♥♥



D&T test was a total horror for me , every test seems to be a horror to me recently. All except for english literature ? Three cheers for E.Lit! Than there was the E.Lit quiz we took today which I think I did quite okay ?


I can seriously thhin down in Anglican High . The food is the canteen is okayokay and I have to climb five flights of stair everysingle day . Not to mention StJohn! Plus the fact that I am always climbing up and down the changcheng dapao-ing food for people . I have such lazy friends .


Anyway , we got our guidecookies today & my ended up looking like this :


I went sticking my stickers on people's back and everywhere :D SO RETARDED . Well , with about 80% of my stickers left , I went to decorate my cookie box! Turned out so obscence with great ideas from wuwanying .


Oh , and take a look at HIM!

BABY NAT! ♥
He is soooooo cute! Hello , I love you Nathanael Yeo DongYang .
I dont mind your drool and all , really :D


Okay , this post is like really dumb and stuff . Bye PEEEEPS!
& Before I go ,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVIN RETARD :D
-May you grow reallyreallyreallyreally old soon!

Watched the show I AM SAM not too long ago , it's really nice , something different from what people like us usually see.
In the film, Sam Dawson (Sean Penn) is a mentally challenged single father raising his daughter Lucy (Dakota Fanning). Sam is a sweet, good-natured man who earns a living by sweeping up at a local coffee store. His mental capacity is that of aseven-year-old, and as his daughter turns seven, she begins to intellectually outgrow her father. Soon, their lives come under the scrutiny of a social worker, who, “for the good of the child,” wants Lucy placed into foster care.

Faced with a nearly impossible-to-win case, Sam decides to fight the legal system by finding a good attorney. Sam has learned from television that all the best attorneys have four names, so with the help of his equally mentally disabled friends, they use a phone book to find a long-named, high-powered lawyer (Michelle Pfeiffer) who ends up taking Sam’s case at no charge on a dare. Together, they struggle to convince the system that Sam deserves to get his daughter back.

Im having KOTO tommorow again! I studied abit but feel asleep soon after :/ Hah! I just can't seem to finish reading the whole sheet of paper . But than again , maybe there's something wrong with me , I never seem to be able to study no matter how hard I try! & people just mistake it for plain laziness , sometimes I just don't bother to explain anymore. Just like today's science test , I reallyreally did study! But I just can't seem to do the test which would result in a BIGNICE F9 . :(

CaiLaoShi gives really funny punishments . For instance, today! People in our class apparently left an empty can outside the window or something and there was food wrappers around the class. Guess what we had to do ? ..................... We all had to bend our backs and pretend we are sweeping the floor! How dumb can that get ? Lols . Next , we had to bend all the way and pretend we are picking up litter from the floor 'till she counts to 100 . I was laughing my ass off . When we were all so nicely seated on the chair , she found another food wrapper and we each had to do TENFROGJUMPS! Seeing everyone doing the frog jumps was hilarious , and i ended up laughing on the floor hugging the leg of my table .

Mr poh is without doubt getting more and more boring each day . I just hate it when he says how much 2F have changed from angels to devils and how terrible we have becomed blahblah . I mean you just get sick of hearing the same thing again and again and all over again don't you ? It's like I can read his mind just by seeing his face expression , how cool is that hur! :D

Something very random:(read it if you want)

51 things most girls dont know about guys
1. Guys hate sluts.
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize- how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
11. Guys get jealous easily.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything.
24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys.
Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHA !
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never
around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He'justtoo stubborn to admit it
51. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.


It's kinda dumb but I think 26 is funny! :DD


Today was the last day of cca and we had first aid lessons , did squad&divisional drills . Even though this is the last cca , there are still many more trainings to come! I realised that my firstaid is wayyyyyoff! Have to brush up on it really soon , trainings are starting real fast! :x


Okay , Im off to read my KOTO & firstaid! -killme

LOVES! ♥

MORNING[:

MUGMUGMUGMUGMUG , i'm gonna go crazy

Haven't been online for almost a week now and surprisingly , I don't miss my com much at all! Shall keep on this way till the EOYs .

Have been mugging my ass of this few days , maybe I'm a little too late but I'm sure I can do it[: So this week have a rush , been really busy with soooo many things! For example , all the test which Im sure I pretty much screwed it and proposals . There's only 20 more days to the much dreaded exams , piaaa people!

Had a talk on aneroxia and bulimia this week in the tower hall where we were all packed like sardines . Not much in my life actually , It's B-O-R-I-N-G as usual .

Okay , I'm getting really diatracted with people talking to me on msn and it is taking up so much of my precious time! Shall go offline once I'm done with this post .

Stayed back with my squadmates today , everyone was doing their proposal while I was piaing my chinese tuition homework . My deardeardear JUNCHENG was AT HOMEEEEEE! Polished my boots and now it's totally not shiny which means I have to re-polish it again adding to my very long list of "to be done" . Sighs . I hate thursdays .

Anyway , tuition was retardly funny today . Sebas failed his spelling or something like that and my teacher wasnted to call his mum . But she made a deal with him , if he would show his GF picture to her the call would be canceled . He decided not to show at the last minute and ran out of the house with her right on his heels ........ she gave up . Hahahah .

'Been really close with SJ people and not much with other people in my life . (Not refering to that guy ) Sometimes I feel so , left out . Or that's maybe cause I am anti social or something . But YOU make me feel like you don't respect me at all , you dismiss everything I say , gossip about me right in front of me . Like HELLO ? I never go after you for all the - no reason with red marks slaps - that you give me. Even my parents don't slap me , what right do you have to ?

Shall like stop being pissed at this kind of people , totally not worth it .

&&
To people who know about lalalalala . I've like totally got over it! HIPHIPHOORAY ! I still do get emo when i think about him but yea , IM GREAT :DD It feels great actually , sort of relived too .

Sorry to people who think that I am ignoring you because I didn't reply you , been really busy so yea .

Im all piped and ready to mug now! Ciaos people [[:

Paul is out! :(

PaulTwohill is out! :(
I cried when he cried lah! :((

♥SCANDAL♥


:DDD


Shall not talk about the unpleasent stuff!
Stupid Guy >:(
oh , whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


btw ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENBUTT!
[07092006]

Not Good

So not good right now .
I failed maths again again again ,
I really don't know what's wrong with me lately , I'm so screwed man .
Tried asking for help , but all I get is zzzzzzzzzzzzz :/
Feel so ............ DUMB :(


I think small people are all so cute!
Baby Nat came over today! He was soooo cute & he drooled on me! [:
On the bus , I saw this really cute small guy .
He had like big eyes & the nicest eyes ever!
&&
He kept starring at me! :DDDDD


When I complain ,they complain that I am not trying hard enough .
Typical Hello, you are plain lazy & stupid line .
Im tired , so very tired .

I wanna grow old with you

NewStart ♥

Took away all my old post and stuff , new start [:
You can still go read all my old post here though , even though I find them ,
Well , disgusting ? Hah


Heritage Trail Cum HP Opening
We had the hearitage trail at this city gallery place ?
One great comfort was that it is air-conditioned! :D
After all the walking and stuff , we had lunch which was the Traditional Chicken Rice!
Or Chicky Rice as Clarice called it .
Next was gameeeeeeeees! It was also Hp Opening which of course none of use knew .
At the end of everything , we were all sitting in our groups .
Wenbin IC then told us the very shocking piece of news :
We were all sitting in our HP groups!
Next we had to bid with the points we earned for our name&colour&weapon!


Alfinan ! We are YELLOW ♥ holding twin blades! :D
HuiLing JunCheng Shelley Renice PeiYun
Yayy! We shall all work hard and shine together! [[:


We were also told that we had to go find all of our facilitators!



Went to this rockclimbing place after the whole thing ended
& we all decided to go rockclimbing on friday! Can't wait[:


The crocodile hunter Steve Irwin is dead :/
It's like so sad cause I used to see his show and even idolised him once .
You can read about his death here?


[edited/]
I'm feeling so lala now & I don't even know what is lala . It's just so good ? Lols . I was in such a good mood that I actually went to study! It's considerably good for someone like me mainly because I have not studied for a longlonglonglonglong time . Realised that I have been so slack lately & have not been doing a single thing about it :/ Actually , I am super lazy . Anyone have any ideas on how to change that ?! I need HELPPPPPPPPPPPP ! Being lazy is such a dumbohsumb feeling. Oh well .......................