I like this pichaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :D

GP exam tmr): Wish me all the best I don't want to drop ECCA.

Looking forward to foodtrail tmr and movie and dinner!!!! :D
(FB OR FMC?)

Had a nice time exploring tampines with bitchy hahaha I STIIL WANT THE NEON PINK SHOES SO PRETTY :D and saturday too plus VJ concert where I got to entertain myself as usual.

Sian la holidays don't feel like holidays anymore ):

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Asthma asthma asthma asthma asthma
Don't bother figuring it out (;

Wanling is going to call me sick again hahha but then again she just miss me la

I'M SO TIRED BUT HAPPY. :D


HOPE BITCHY WILL BE HAPPY SOON TOO MUACKS. <3!
AND WT HOPE YOU FIGURE IT OUR SOON TOO(;

BACK TO GPP ECONS BIO BOO.


ANYWAY, HAPPY 17 LEEHAO! (:

SELFISH ME.

I now know it's okay to feel like this. But,
I still don't like having to feel like this.

Swimming with bitchy and sieg ( WHO STAYED ON SHORE ) was :D Bitchy is so lousy!! She walks half the laps hahah! Managed to swim ten laps which sounds very lousy but quite good la hor for someone who has not went into the pool for months!

Studied again today ( OMG I REALLY HAVE NO LIFE ) which was a flop!

HAVE MORE TO SAY ACTUALLY BUT ALL OF A SUDDEN NO MOOD ); BOOME.
IM GNG TO VIWA HAHA.


I'M STARTING TO LOVE FLOORBALL ;D

FLOORBALL TODAY IS DAMM TIRING BUT DAMM (Y) ! :D

Played testimonial match against the J2s and guess the score
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20 - 4!
HAHAHAHA NOT BAD LA AT LEAST WE SCORED FOUR! :D THE MATCH WAS DAMM FUNNY. HAD BBQ AND BUFFET AFTER THAT OF WHICH I ATE ONLY TWO TOFU 1 SAUSSAGE AND 1 CRABSTICK CAUSE ALL THE FOOD WERE GONE ); NVM NVM DIET PLAN LOL.

Started the day really badly. I know this has nothing to do with me but it's really damm sian to realise that ________ likes ___________. Even though it's maybe only but still, zzz. What's more the person is my good friend. Adds on to the zzz ness. ): Was feeling pretty bad about myself after that. I don't even know why is it affecting me so, this is so dumb!

FML man.


AHH NO SADNESS HERE. FABIAN BETTER APPRECIATE ME WAKING UP EARLY FOR BREAKFAST TMR HA HA

miss talking to you ):

Thanks for lending me your shoulder today XY (: It's nice to be able to just lean on someone like that and talk to you about such stuff even though I've known you for only a few months!

&Yeni and WT and EY and FB!

It's only on days like this when I miss my old friends the most but realise that I DO have friends who I can count on as well! They are probably the happiest part about MJ. even ET can't match up. Hahahahaha. Unless of course Ronaldo lands in Mj tmr morning! :D

Anyway I've been going to the airport for 3 days straight to STUDY omg what a loser right );

Friday, went with FMC ( sort of? ) and didn't get any studying done at all LOL.
Saturday, with edmund and esmond. NO STUDYING either!!!! Went 85 for dinner! MISS 85 nights with 408! <3

THIS SHOWS THAT FMC CAN'T STUDY FOR NUTS. HAHA

Sunday, with bitchy! (: Managed to get a bit of studying done like finally whooo!

Had math and chem test today which were killers, for me at least cause I didn't study ): Felt so happy after all the test until . . . . . . CHEM SPA. OMG I REALLY HATE SPA LIKE ALL SORTS OF SPA BOTH CHEM AND BIO. COULDNT STOP SCOLDING THE F WORD !!!!!!!

But nvm, I'm a happy girl today cause I didnt eat/drink anything except for a packet of milo and lemo barley! YAY to saving money and dieting!!!!!!!!!!

PLUSPLUSMY DADDY BOUGHT ME MY GG SEASON ONE AND TWO ;D

408! <3 wanling said:
oi why you nvr online
anw hahaha i wanted to apologize for being so moody today
:(
and i look forward to seeing you next sunday or any other days hahaha



(: AWW AND I LOOK FORWARD TO SUNDAYS TOO EBEN THOUGH THEY MEAN THE WEEKENDS ARE ENDING HAHAHA.

Anyway don't be sad anymore! You'll always have me whoooo! <3

MUACKS MUACKS HAHAHA think of ECECEC!

Give me a clue please?

I have totally no idea

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What is happening???

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There is econ's test tmr and bio on friday! I'm doomed!!! Like seriously.

I've not done a single tutorial/assignment nor have i listen in lectures or tutorials

WHATS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Michelle lee's "talk" today had me going . . . . . . . for a few minutes and all that drive disappeared after that ): I don't know why but it's so hard to get me going this whole year. I feel so unmotivated and lazy. ):

Well, at least match today was awesome. It was dammmm tense you could feel it man. Cannot imagine us out there next year.


9 more minutes and I'm going to econs all the way!!!!!!!! YES I MUST I MUST I MUST!

My day or rather night was really great and you made it even better (:

Hi bitchy I miss you hahaha
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WHAT AM I DOING HERE I SHOULD HAVE BEEN STUDYING SINCE 8! IT'S 9.49!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
STUPID DILLION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

VE

WHOOOOOOO I'M A HAPPY GIRL!

:D:D:D




AND MY DADDY IS BACK FROM CHINA!

Secretly. . . . .

Are you happier?
I have no idea.

Am I?
No answer to that either.

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I'm really stuggling to stay afloat in MJ. It just sucks when all my close friends are elsewhere and there is no one here I can always count on to.

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Wanling: Lets go the ANAL(Endner) there HAHAHAHAHA


Bk was out today with his botak head! Had dinner with him and bitch and went last minute shopping for mother's day!

Sorry man Abraham, next time next time like two weeks later when you come out of hell camp! :D

&Cheer up Gina! Miss you! (:


Hmm I don't know what else to say.


I have a sad life.





Why am I still waiting for a call thats never coming. Fick me. I'm so useless.

HA HA HA

If only.

Sometimes I wish there would be a script to my life.
Then I would be able to know my next step.

I wouldn't be having all these headaches and feeling clueless as to what I should do.

I've always wanted a happy ending to this, I'm praying hard it will be.

I miss you.

&Good luck.






: Pardon me if I sound damm sian recently or for the next few days

FICKS AND FACKS

I'm lazy to post all 111 pictures so I'm going to just leave this nine here haha.
Not happy FICK off.

HAHAHA You won't get it la inside joke between fick and fack.

Thanks FackBitch for IceCreamTherapy today! (:
Really very GanXie for everything recently, HUGS.
I will be strong and I won't let this affect me so , fick it la HAHAHA.
Dont let your fack kohengchee piss you off also they are all fackkots.

Lubbex u very much ♥





Sad,hurt,angry.

Insulted? Yes

Out of all ways you had to do it through sms. I thought you knew better, thought you were more than that. Anyway it's over now. Maybe it's for the better.

I'll miss my movie buddy, $2 off my tickets, ranting listener, punching bag, manutd hater . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . and my support

But I know I have to learn to start being independent and I will, starting from right now. I will be decisive and not easily swayed anymore.

The past was awesome so many great memories and our friendship is so precious to me I really hope we'll still be good friends after this blows over.

Love you. still.





LOOKING OUT FOR AN EYECANDY AND WAITING FOR RONALDO TO REALISE I'M THE GIRL OF HIS DREAMS HA HA HA :D
I'm so excited for 8 May! Boonkai is booking out YAY! and this friday too, hopefully Abraham gets to pass his pullups and I get to see his botak hair!
Long weekend coming soon again! :D








I'll come out stronger

F U

I really need you right now



Maybe my problems seem minor compared to others maybe it's nothing to you but it means alot to me to affect me this way, even if you don't agree can't you just pretend you do? Or even just listen without giving stupid comments.

Fuck off.

You've changed.
I don't know you anymore. You're like a stranger to me now. And I did try to make the effort at the start but I got so tired of listening to your sian replies and you not trying and blaming me. Have you listened to yourself recently?

Fuck change

I dont know why but I feel like we're just drifting apart, maybe it's cause we're both in different schools maybe we talk so often we run out of things to say maybe you have other more important things in your life maybe ughhhhhhhhhh to hell with all the maybes they are all true I need to stop deluding myself. Each time my phone rings and I see your number I actually feel happier but every time I hang up I just feel myself sinking deeper I even cry

Is it my fault? Again?



I'm so tired.
I try not to be grumpy but sometimes I just can't help it all thats I've been suppressing inside of me is just coming out and who cares. People still go on with their daily lives. Nobody bothers to ask or to care

I'm so full of hatred and anger and moodswings I might as well be a fifty year old woman going on menopause.




Two weeks ago.... "I'm so happy!"

What happened to that?

Thank god for her ♥

Girl who is most likely to get swine flu HAHA

HAPPY SEVENTEEN CHOOWANLING!

Hope you had a fabulouuuuuuus pink bimbotic birthday! & your present and card and box omg they are all pink I wanted to die hahaha. Even this post is pink!

In a blink of an eye and it's your bitchday again! Cut bangs night trip to sentosa besties 408 4D prelims olevels work@cartel thailand trip results tjmj and now!

I'm really glad that our friendship is able to survive despite us being in different schools, you're still the person I turn to and I want you to know I'll always be here for you kay! Don't be sad anymore we can go on more ice cream eating sprees! It's super damaging to the weighing machine but who cares we too skinny already it doesn't matter ^^ I can show you my mugshot again hahaha shit it's really damm ugly.

Thanks for being there man and there is no need to be afraid to be frank with me, I'm macho man I can take it like a MAN whoooo.

Lubbex u forever

Love, bitchy hitch