twenty plus more days to o levels and still no adrenaline rush


Hmm, recently there was
BESTIES after prelims
4D outing to sentosa! :D
Sieg birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHESIEWMIN SAGGYBOOBS HAHAHA!

Spent yesterday with 408 yesterday after so loooooooooooong! Wanted to celebrate Sieg and Wanying's birthday at settlers cafe but after the loooooong and retarded bus ride, we realised that IT HAS CLOSE DOWN!!!!!!!*^$*!&@!&$@

SO QIAN BIAN RIGHT!!!!

Nvm, then we had steamboat at parkway and scoopzzzz icecream!:D YAY I LOVE ICECREAMMMMM MAKES ME HAPPY!!! I desperately need some ice cream right now!!!!

Went to Germ's house and "surprised" the two girls with cake and STUPID CAKE FIGHT! SCREW YOU KEITH FOR HAVING LOUSY AIM !!!! we caught di yi gui jie or something like that. Can't really remember the tittle already. Even though it was not super scary but I still scream , a lot. That's the fun of horror movies right? All the stupid screaming Haha. AND WATCHING SCARY MOVIES WITH WL IS HORRIBLE CAUSE SHE DON'T GIVE ME A SENSE OF SECURITY AT ALL SHE MAKES ME SCREAM AT EVERYTHING AND HER LYING ON HER LAP MAKES ME SWEAT EWW.

unofficial pillow fight later in the night was horrible); I lost terribly): ): ):

Still had fun anyway! I felt so at ease, it's as if they were family! Missed that warm fuzzy feeling that I had months ago(:


Anyway last post already before I try to get my gear going for o levels!!!!!! I REALLY NEED ICECREAM


Okiezxzx I'm going to study (?) Not.






We are suppose to get closer aint it?
Are we?

Mid Autumn Festival

Today was spent watching 90210 which was good ;D

Then went over to my cousin house at CLEMENTI for dinner and alot of funny stuff happened hahaha.

Hmm, Today is Mid Autumn festival. Kind of a boring festival. Didn't eat mooncakes, not that I like eating it but yeh, didn't manage to carry a lanturn this year nor did i make any tiney weeny fires nor play with fire crackers, I didn't even look at the moon! ):

I still remember the past few years when we like my family friends would meet up every year and play while the adults were doing their usual stuff. It was so much fun! I like agonising over which lanturn I want and screaming at all the stupid frogs croaking in the grass running around with them and making fires and just having fun (:

Miss those days ): Haven't met up for quite some time!


Anyway, talking to some old SUCKER friend today cheered me up! HAHAH HOPE YOU SEE THIS SUCKER!!!!!!!! AND I'll CONTINUE TALKING IN CIRCLES OR TRIANGLES OR SQUARES ANOTHER DAY! HAHAHA




Happy lantern/mooncake/mid autumn festival!!!!!! LOVE <3!(:

Stay close, don't go

I'm so disgusted with myself

I was so ______ that I went to eat a dinner meant for two when I was feeling full!

Okay, watched phobia this afternoon which was scary . . . not? Maybe that's cause my eyes were covered like ninety percent of the time HAHA yes I'm very dan xiao. Please please please don't let my have any nightmares tonight please thanks will love you plenty haha! Their eyes always get to me, freaky.

PRAYS THAT I MEET JOEJONAS IN MY DREAMS, AGAIN. YES I DREAMT OF HIM LAST NIGHT AND WE HELD HANDS cAUSE HE WAS MY BOYFRIEND HAHA I WANT TO CONTINUE THAT DREAM OMG ;D

Okay, I'm turning in early Goodnight! :D

Last post before I'm officially go on a hiatus! ;D

Anyway went to airport Bk to study with some 4J people plus minle yesterday which was super unproductive and I feel guilty cause I was the unproductive one hahaha! From doing biology/math we talked about bellybuttons and stupid jokes and crap ahh so funny miss SJ people!

Then went for Gina's church event at JURONG WEST!!! The ride there was omg freaking long service was okay. But something happened and aaahhhhhhhh so unexpected. I know you're happy 'cause you think I'm starting to feel something but no I don't want you to misunderstand okay. I cried cause I don't know why but when you started praying for me I felt so touched idk either Hahaha. must be me releasing all my mixed feelings or emotions or whatever. The moment words started coming out of your mouth I had some flashbacks about us and I don't know i felt so blessed to have you as my friend and that you are trying so hard despite my reluctance and negativeness about this whole thing. Don't take me wrong okay, I still feel the same way I do but aiya this feeling is so complicated I don't think I can ever pen it down anyway hahhaha. Enough about that.

OH AND I LEARN SOMETHING NEW TODAY! ;D HOW TO ATTRACT PEOPLE!
FIRST YOU TWIRL YOU HAIR if it doesnt work, YOU FLUTTER YOUR EYELASH if it doesnt work again YOU LICK YOUR LIPS if it all don't work DO IT ALL TOGETHER AHHHHHHHHHH TRY IT TRY IT HAHAHAHAHAHA CONFIRM WILL WORK ONE AND KANGNING PLUS SIEWMIN HAS TO CUTE BANGS HEEEHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Went to some coffeeshop to eat and headed home for the worst mrt ride everrrr! BOONLAY ALL THE WAY TO PASIR RIS IT'S LIKE WALAU EHHHHHHH!

THANKGOD I HAD MY DADDY WHO WAS WILLING TO COME AND FETCH ME OR I HAD TO WALK ALL THE WAY HOME AT TWELVE PLUS EVEN THOUGH ITS NOT QI YUE ALR BUT I WOULD STILL BE SCARED OUT OF MY WITS CAUSE SOMEONE SAID HE FELT SOMETHING THE OTHER TIME SUCKERRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Okay end of my last post yay! I really really need to buck up man. I have yet to start on chemistry and human geog and both papers are on MONDAY!

I HATE MAGGIE MEE

Dancing in the moonlight

Went out today like FINALLY AFTER DONT KNOW HOW LONG! Caught Wall-e which is a MUST WATCH! I like wall-e! He is so cute! Unlike some act cute beng hahaha.

Then walk around and round saw kok keng who again, must be eating too much laksa again HAHA.

Then decided to eat at astons for dinner and some smart beng decided to stop at kembagan and walk to some busstop and we ended up walking all the way to bedok!!!!!! AHHH MY POOR LEGS! STILL ACHING!!!!!

Oh and when we finally reach the place, we ate laksa instead HAHA

Then went somewhere to look at pretty shiny stuff (:




fine, I was talking about you so what it doesn't matter now I'm okay already haha! AND must find light ah find light! Oh yes I don't think my daddy bought our story! LOL


GOODNIGHT ALL HUILING IS A HAPPY GIRL TONIGHT
-ERASE ALL NEGATIVE STUFF! HUGS MYSELF




AHMA PLEASE GET WELL SOON< LOVEYOU :)

FOR MY VERY UGLY NO ACTUALLY VERY PRETTY GIRL CHOOWANLING
IM GIVING YOU ALL OF MY HUGS! SEE IM YOURS! LOL. ANYWAY RAINBOW OR SUN COMES AFTER THE RAIN AND AFTER YOUR FLOODING IS OVER DON'T EMO ANYMORE OKAY! RMB TO SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE! I'M ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU I EVEN ACT RETARDED ON THE CAM FOR YOU ALREADY WHAT ELSE CANT I DO HAHA! I DONT CARE EVEN IF IT'S TOO CHEESY YOU STILL HAVE TO ACCEPT MY CHEESE FRIES YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN LA HOR HEHE. AND PIG'S HEARTS ARE NOT WORTHLESS THEY ARE PRICELESS LOVE YOU <3!;d


(:

Studied at the library in the morning and THANKS FELICIA FOR OFFERING TO SHARE YOUR TABLE WITH ME (: -Ignoring Germaine lee

HAHA

Was not that productive but at least I managed to finish biology yay! I need to catch up with the Sj people feel like -I've been thrown out of the lorry- hahaha Mr poh's favourite line.

Anyway then met clare and had lunch at ri ben cun. It's was so filling omg i think i've gained one kg already hahaha oh and did i mention i lost weight again? ;D must be all that stress from studying!

Spent one hour gorging down all the food and the next sitting down digesting all our sushi to shit and just catching up with each other. Talked about . . .. . . endless stuff (:

I feel happy recently like how I realise that I actually have alot of people I can talk to around me(: It's like despite not talking for so long we still can sit down have a meal and fire away like best buds ;D Ahhhhhh I like the feeling, maybe I'll start talking to my primary school buddies! I secretly do miss them hahahah!

Anyway, I don't know why but I'm not looking forward to it anymore ): Must be all that waiting that got to me ):



And I'm sorry to you okay ): I didn't really realise how you feel about 'em ):
NEXT TIME will be better, really I promise you (:



OKAY TIME TO BATHE THEN IT'S PICTIONARY WITH YQ THE SLAVE HAHAHA HE IS SO DUMB HI I HOPE YOU SEE THIS! OWN YOU IN PICTIONARY LATER HAHA

-ah sighzxz im emonemoxzxxz again >;(

where are you

you

you

u

u

.

.

.

.

.

I don't know what is it that I do, I can't seem to stop upsetting the people around me

and that sucks

i'm trying im really trying

so why do i feel that you're drifting further and further away from me?

Hello, let me know if you hear me
Hello, if you want to be near, let me know
And I'll never let you go

Hey love,
When you ask what I feel, I say love
When you ask how I know, I say trust

And if that's not enough'

It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

Don't ask why,
Let's just feel what we feel, 'cause sometimes,
It's the secret that keeps it alive

But if you need a reason why'

It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you?
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true with every little thing you do

It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way

;D