Maybe that's the best of me

I'm sorry I screwed up , now I'm stuck not knowing what to do

You know it's true when I say I'm jealous, you just don't know how much.
I hate that she calls you her best friend
I hate it when you choose them over me

Why must things come to such an end?
Just a few months back all these worries seems so far, what happened?


All I want is for us to be like what we used to be, happy.
Is that too much to ask for?



i miss you, i really do
But I can't help thinking, maybe you are better off without me
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Happy cny

Bad

I've been feeling so horrible this week and every night I look forward to your call to cheer me up, to let me whine, but all I hear is your tired voice and cries of sleep. I know it's not your fault and I ought to understand but I can't help but to whine still. Maybe I'm really tired as well?
it's just a really bad week
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WANTED TO POST BUT I LOSE THE MOOD TO, with all due credit to my burnt back and you

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Do you even notice?
PLEASE LET IT BE SUNNY TMR! ;D

I know I made the right decision this time round and I'm happy (: I know I can always count on you to be there for me! ^^


On the other hand,



I feel so distant from everyone now ): and I'm trying to close up this big gap between us and it's not easy at all, I feel so tired initiating conversations/outings. So not looking forward to the next few months. . . . . . .

Will you all still talk to me? Or even remember me? ):



cheeebongsssssssssssssssssssssssssss

TELL ME WHAT I WANT TO HEAR

I WANT TO GO WWW
I WANT TO GO SENTOSA
I WANT TO GO CHINATOWN
I WANT TO GO LITTLE INDIA
I WANT TO GO BUNGEE JUMPING
I WANT TO GO SWIMMING
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING
I WANT TO GO NIGHT CYCLING
I WANT TO GO LOOK AT STARS
I WANT TO GET MY CHEONGSAM
I WANT TO GET MY CNY CLOTHES
I WANT TO WATCH MOVIES
I WANT TO EAT NICE FOOD
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disappointed but I'm okay
Sorry to W G M F for having to put up with me and thanks for all your hugs (:
Thanks for all who wished and called sorry if I didnt get back to you wasn't in the mood and I kind of forget who i didn't reply alr hahaha
Shit you hj
Now, JC or Poly?

Was so deadset on going to JC but after class chalet, Poly looks so damm tempting! NO SCHOOL TILL APRIL! the thought of school in three weeks is ):

Nvm shall wait for daddy to come back first

Three hours and thirty seven minutes more.

At times like this I just feel like letting go







But I just can't do it.

I'm so selfish
I need to shoot myself in the head

Heineken High Cartel Gang!

Now Im jobless

2009!

Hi it's a new year but I don't feel any different lol I'm such a wet blanket ): BUT IM HAPPY CAUSE I HAVE NO SCHOOL TMR YAY!

But

I'll still be in school anyway ):

AND I JUST GOT PANGSEHED FOR DOTA , AGAIN!!!!!!!!! STABSSSSSSSS DOTAAAAAAAA! I know I know, what happen to the I'm going to master dota shit it's goneeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Dota is boring or maybe that is only cause I don't get the game but whatever DOTA IS BORING haha.

I can't believe D says that dota is better then girls omg makes me want to learn to play dota but my second new found interest in dota would probably wear off in a few days again zzzz.

Ohya IM BACK FROM BANGKOK SAFE AND SOUND I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THERE WAS ANOTHER RIOT LOL!

and from this trip I realised that I'm not the only one who snores . . . . . . someone else does too! But I'm not going to mention her name and use it for future blackmail purposes! ^^ Bkk trip was different with pig and black around but not bad la quite fun! I still cannot accept the fact that they think sirui is cute -.=

anyway I'm bored of blogging alr hahaha nighty night night everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S RESULTS ARE COMING OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT ): NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ME DONT WANT ):