two's at fault my dear

Its really great to have real friends by your side , friends who wont leave you for "unforseen circumstances". 'Been in a rather bad mood recently , sorry if I have dao you or something and if you know me well you'll be wise to leave me alone when i am fuming unless you are one of those really tolearant non gossipy people which there arent any around me this instant. Im not stupid my darlings ;

Anyway, had class assembly programme on wednesday and it was great! The PowerRangers video was wunderfulll! & the MD people were fab too(: We were different from the other class & i guess that was great!:D

Its flag day tomorrow, somehow i can remember what happened during last year flag day; it all boils down to a $5 note which somehow never got into my tin. So , I'll be at SIMEI again ! Come and support me by *tongtongtongtong my tin okay! (:
It's about S-E-V-E-N more days to zonecomp! AHHHH, so fast right! Hope we would be ready like really ready for it! GOGOGO NC! ♥

& Im really glad that my hcl results are improving! LIKE FINALLY! I have been getting C,C,C and more C for the past two years & i finally got my first B&A this year! -sounds so pathetic. Haha


Seem to be listening to westlife songs these few days , i think they are great! LIKE REALLY FAB ^^

One more day
I dont want it to be the second time when I go by empty handed
I dont want to break my promise
ah, whatever

TOYS

everyone loves toys . regardless of our age, we play with toys. i mean, who dont like toys? toys are such fun , you can do anything you want with them. play with them when you want to , throw it aside after you had enough of it , bring it out of the dusty old drawer after you miss it. yet , it wouldnt feel a single thing, so why not? you need not worry about whether it feels hurt anot , it has no mind of it own. it has to follow whoever who has bought it, it has no choice. its like a puppet; oh , puppets are toys to. its worse than a dog maybe. yes it is

I HATE MSN CAUSE ITS LAGGING LIKE SHIT & I DONT HAVE A SINGLE CLUE TO WHY! D:<

Anyway , weekends are great! :D

Caught Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles w GinaGermaineSiegMinle at TM with the intention to wtach MR BEANS HOLIDAY! But we were such kukuporks ; when we saw how long it was at TM , we rushed over to century and found out that it was fully booked all the way to 9.30 PM ! So qianbian right, so we rushed all the way back to TM and found out that it was longer that ever , we also realised that if we had actually waited , we would have got MRBEANSHOLIDAY tickets already! >:(
TMNT was not bad actually , just that it gave Minle&Gina a major headache ; so much that gina was not able to walk properly (HAHA!) &I felt like vomiting after the show , ate too much!





SOMETHING FUNNY: There was this guy who mistook GERMAINE LEE for his girlfriend & went ahead to put his arms around her and called her HONEY! AHA :D

So , went out w mummysiruimay(cousin) to bugis to SHOPSHOPSHOP TODAY! I LOVE SHOPPING! Bought a hell lot of things man; Mum was in a great mood 'cause she like allowed us to try on whatever we wanted! ^^

Ah, SIRUI is nagging me to get off the com now and I shall ! -IRRITATING SISTER! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

It's funny how you think you really know yourself
Like you would never lose yourself to someone else
And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me
Silly silly me
I should have never listened to a word you said
But I was always giving in to promises
I never should have gone for
I should never long for you no matter how hard it gets
And I want this to be over
I so want this to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

If you had only told me how you really felt
I could have put my feelings into someone else
But I was busy thinkin' I was where I was supposed to be
Silly silly me
But there was something 'bout you that I couldn't resist
Can't put my finger on it but whatever it is
I never should have stood for it
I know you're no good for me
And that's the way it is

And I want it to be over
I so want it to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

I tell myself
Get over you
It's over right
Right thing to do
And just when I thought I was done
You pull me in for another run
I can't take this
I won't take this
I can't do this
I Won't do it
Even if I know in the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

MR BEAN HOLIDAY is out! AHHH, I need to find a date for MRBEAN!:D
i never used to have a problem
Anyway , the day is coming! O_O
So, shouldishouldishouldi??!

Aha , so many things happened yesterday & i go like really confused again.
Grr
& I am starting to think again , goshhh
I suck man .

Note to self:
TRY TRY TRY TO GET ONE OUT OF IT!

ICE CREAM DATE! ♥

IceCreamDate on sunday ; lovelovelove!:D
It was FABBBBBULOUS! one of the best days i ever had.

MeloveICD(:

The only people who were early ^^

When all was here, we headed to suntec carrefour for ............ FREE SAMPLES!
Hehheh , we are aunties to be .There was this super fierce looking autntie but we still kope her mushrooms anyway!So we managed to get mushroom soup , pizza , bread , mushroom &more , can't really remember the rest already(hah!)
Next was SUSHI! I am like not this crazy fan of sushi like the rest but i still enjoyed it , i ate my first non-tuna sushi! LOL & we were so auntie that we had to kope their water too(:

NextStop



LAOLAOMIAN(:



On the way to bugis


NeoPrints







Swensens♥



IWANT! :D


In all, It was a GREATTT DAY w GREAT FRIENDS!


ICD IS LOVEEEE



To my Dearest Gina ;

Hello love! Another year have passed since your 14 birthday and youre 15 now!
I know this is my second time dedicating a post & i hope you wont mind (>:P)
In this short 365 days so much have happened!
We became SQ3 , NC2& eventually NC1 We became much closer , we had quarrels
& recently something had drew a wedge between us & me is glad that all is over now ^^
All I wanna tell you is that;
Gina , no matter what happens you can count on me to be there for you & that you will always be me greatgreat ginanananana friend!
Lovelove(:

NC is improving ^^
We all can see that hard work is being put in ,
we are all currently trying out best now.
Morale is definately getting muchmuchmuch higher!
lovelove NC(:

sighs
I feel so lost & confused now
i know i always tell you to not to apologise
&maybe there is no need for an apology in this case
but, i still wanna say sorry.
It's already too late i know,
i should have never brought it up &left you alone
& wait for you to settle things out again
but then again , youre always like that leaving me out of your thoughts,
making me feel so insecure,
making me feel like such a useless gf.
This time it's real I can sense it & there's no turning back,
but , in the back of my mind still remains a tiny spark of hope.
I still , do you?

GirlFriend - Avril Lavigne

&& this song is dedicated to MEGANSIM♥

Staying at home is B-O-R-I-N-G !

& I am back to neopets



It's so cute right! :D

Okay, this is kind of random but yea , i am really bored at home & SIRUI refuses to go out! GRRRR & everyone else seems to be busy .

Okay, my eyes are hurting me real bad due to prolonged exposure to the computer. Gosh , there's nothing else I can do. I have no mood for homework .

Can't wait for ice-cream date on sunday! :D
lovelove(:

I guess this time it's real . No regrets i'll say .
It was beautiful & i would like to remember it this way .
Takecare dearfriend.
ilu



Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

so much for promises

Met wanlingdebraseemuivenecia at west plaza & they were busy buying CHOCOLATE ! Headed to my house for ELit Proj. Proceeded to watch HuanZhuGeGe first thou , we were commenting about how fake the whole thing was , haha! &it was lunch &back to elit proj.

After all the boring stuff was done , we tried to make a chocolate fondue but failed w the powder but suceeded w the original chocolate bar! :D YUMYUM & it was GREAT with the mashmellows so much that debra regained her love for mashmellows . HAHAHA .

Then it was mahjong session , i paired up w BCKING & we were ownage man! We won like three out of five! MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHA , & I CAN SEE THROUGH DEBRAPEH'S TILES!

mahjong master :D

Anyway , i am really glad that you are on your way already! AHA, wish me good luck man (;

Daryl is a noob at Blogskins! HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA :D

OMZG , zcomp is postponed to 7APRIL! I dont know if this is something good or bad but it is definately a godsent from up above to me. We would be more prepared & have much more time to prepare & to piaaaaaaaaaaaa all the way now!
LIKE IM GIVING THANKS A ZILLLION TIMES RIGHT NOW ! :D
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!
hope&prays hard that we would really buck up with the extra fourteen days given!

HOLIDAYS ARE HEREREREEEE! Nothing happy about that thou , it's trainings trainings trainings! BUT STILL TRAININGS ARE GOOD ^^ . LOLS . My point is ; IM BUSY! Teachers are stuffing us with endless homeworks & projects ! Maybe that's because our class performance was really bad . HAHA .
CHEONG had to come and talk to us about her swimming progress :/
Anyway , my L1R5 was reallyreallyreally bad :( But it's one of the better one's in my class already , imagine man . No one in our class got a single digit! THATS LIKE SAD RIGHT :(

IM CRAVING FOR AN ICE CREAM CAKE !!! I WANT TO EAT ICE CREAM SOOOO BAD & I DONT KNOW WHY > LOLS

This is such a crappy post

Cheer up D ! Youre not irritating & the whole world dont hate you okay! (: I think youre like this great guy so stop looking down on yourself just because of H . TELL YOURSELF YOURE GREAT CAUSE YOU ARE !
Takecare friend! :D

& I think that it's so cool that we're similar in so many ways! Haha . Thanks for being there for me & thanks to me for being there for you! I think I am prepared now , at least i hope so . I hope I dont have to be prepared , but still .... AHH
Anyway , I KNOW YOUR SECRET! HEH HEH gougoushouzhi eh(:
lovelove♥

I hate this , i hate every single one of it . youre not doing anything to help either
It's so sickening so irritating so fustrating
Hello I HATE YOU Just go away BYEBYEEEEEEEEE (not refering to a person)

___________ is tommorow! -shrieks!
WHAT IF IT TURNS OUT TO BE A FAILURE :(
It seems sooooo not right!

My back&chest just suck big time , they are failing me badbadbad D:<
& out of all times it gotta be now! GRRRRR
Not with zcomp coming & all .


Hates

sighs

I miss you :(

We used to be able to tell each other everything, but we seemed are so distant now .
I am not going to say that we've changed , but that our point of view have changed.
What we're thinking now is like the total opposite of one another .
We're on two different sides too .
It's like you dont get what I am saying anymore & I dont understand what you're doing

Of course I still do wish we could be like last time , if only that is possible .

xoxo

SWEATY & SANDY

Hello all . IM HOME!
It doesnt feel good to be home though , they are currently taking the HCL test now & im here typing all this shit .

AHHH , I feel so stupid!
WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY AM I SO STUPID D:<
I didnt want to come home! There are like sooooo many things I have to do.
GRRR

IM FEELING SO SWEATY & SANDY EVEN AFTER THREE FRIGGING HOURS!
There's sand all over my bed now . EWWWWWWWWW
I am going to be sleeping on a sandy bed , Hah!

Anw,
thanks to my many girlfriends in 3D (:





&BF is in sickbay :(
tc love<3

Imma Bitch

G
I am sorry if me&wanling have hurt you in any way . I really am . But I still dont regret saying what I've did . The point of me writing this is just to explain to you why we said that.
It is not make you feel guilty or to make you sad or to make you cry ; it's to give you a warning call.
It's to tell you if you still continue to do what you're doing & do not hold back then a BIG HooHaa is coming your way .
I am very sure that you do not like being lead on especially in areas where affairs of the heart is concern & I am very sure that you know the pain of being hurt by someone you like .
But have you stop to think for a moment that what you're doing to him is what someone have done to you before? Dont you think it's pretty ironic? Yes , It was his birthday . You didnt want to spoil his mood but why not do it differently like asking someone else along so that he would not get the wrong idea about you!
I really dont want to make things worse already , I have enough troubles of my own . If you think it's your own matter & that we should not interfere , fine . We wont .

J
I think you are a bitch & yes I still think you are . I have never forgiven you .Please dont be so naive to think that I dont know what you are doing out there . I am not as stupid as you think I am . I know you are blaming me for everything and I know you are pissed with me 'cause I took what you want & that you are under me now . & I know you think I "command" you too much but like wtf? Am I suppose to ask you what am I suppose to do ? Is that what you did when you were in my position? HELL NO RIGHT? So why are you saying such idoitic stuff?

M
Can you stop being this HUGE EGO guy ?! I feel like slapping you 1000000000 time right now ! WHEN CAN YOU EVER WAKE UP! You're like saying " Yes , I will change Yes I will "
But where the hell are you right now ? Your ego is as BIG as ever! if not even worse! I dare say that you have NO respect for me at all . You're always saying how two faced people are but think about yourself man , WHAT ARE YOU! ALWAYS TALKING BAD ABOUT PEOPLE LIKE IT'S NOBODY'S SHIT .
& I dont care if you blame me for not going on saturday . It's not that I dont want to , I was FORCED to go to some stupid thing that I dont want to! & I almost cried knowing that I am blamed for something which I was forced to!

It really is a wonder on what things have became , I used to be sooooooo close to these 12 people . But they are like strangers now . I would never choose to confide in you guys anymore . I would not even choose to go out w you guys anymore 'cause through this three years , you guys have proven me that we are nothing but a bunch of people who only knows how to use our mouths .

& That sucks .

All I want to do is cope myself in a room & let my heart out.

Revival post 1

AHHHH ,
Back to revive this old dead blog.
AHAHAHA .

Omg , I feel so stupid , 'cause this blog is like lifeless ,

Anyway , I went out w THE LIMS - Clare&Venecia .
& It was a hell lot of fun mostly due to all that gossiping! HAHA
Clare lost her phone thou :(
AHHH, dont worry girl . you'll still have all of his pictures .

& It was GAMBLING throughout the night at home .
My luck was BAD! IT WAS SOO BAD! T
So bad that everyone won at least twenty dollars plus & I got a pathetic 6! :(
But who cares man ? IT WAS FUN!
ME LOVE FUN :D
There was like a wide range of age at the table with pearl being the youngest (6)
& the daddies the oldest ( 50s )

& My backside is very numb already after sitting on the chair for what seem like hours.
I AM SO BORED!
I AM TOO LAZY TO STUDY > i hate school !!#@$!
I HATE STUDYING ,

Ugh , There's like nothing else I can do.
Back to studying

Lol