Somehow I don't know what to say again. again
It felt so weird ,
here
there
him
her
you
they

bet you didn't know
& still won't know

Merry christmas!

Time out ,
I need some alone time

C a n t w a i t f o r k o r e a !

Listen to me this once,

Hello so now I'm back to blogger? I don't really know actually it all depends on my mood I guess, sometimes I feel like going to lj and sometimes back to blogger. And to J I know you're reading this! So stop it!!!!!!! & johanna too! I don't know why I'm typing this down cause I know you guys probably won't care and continue reading. Lol.
I don't know what I'm feeling these days. it's driving me crazy and making me confuse ): Just a sudden bolt of sadness I suppose? I just really miss the old times I guess, I'm forever thinking about the past about my hibye friends. When those hibye friends really mean the world to me and now they seem so distant. It has even come to such an extant whereby I actually hate them for who they have become and for leaving me just like that. Aiya, why am I always rambling on about such stuff. I'm sure it irritates you, trust me I'm not only talking about weihua. Oh oh! The courage to finally type out his name! Hahaha. It has been what, N I N E months! Wow, that's damm fast isnt it? To you maybe but nevertheless, it's going to be a full 365 days soon! I mean I don't care about what you think now after what you've said. You really ought to look at yourself, and yeah word of advise? Don't make a promise you know you can never fufill. Yet, I ought to thank you for those short lived but nevertheless happy memories haha. I don't really care if she sees this or any of hercummy friends or even you or even those mindless gossips out there I mean it's my blog if you're so unhappy with what I'm writing, hey you have two choice, one you can go on straight to my face and tell me about it or two you can just never come my blog again.
Ahhhh, it feels great to rant everything I've been bottling up inside for so long even though I know I'll probably regret every single word that I've typed and just type out another sobsorry post again. It's a never ending cycle you see? Haha, but for now, that's it.

Byebye and goodnight! (:

I feel like a total loser

I feel like I don't have any friends, as untrue as it seems. I can't find someone I can really click with , someone I don't mind telling everything to, someone I can relate too.

I don't know it's like I always end up as the extra one somehow, be it in class or in stjohns.

Sometimes, it's like I'm always taken for granted. But whatever.

It's just a year more and I'm gone.