Monday, April 27, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Little things
I need braces!!! Where is my dentist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Shiatz I look very bad.....
Got this from Sheena
"On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
This was the scene of ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water, we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me frombehind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn t help doing so.
I moved Dew's hand aside and said, You go to select some furniture,O.K.? I ve got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew’s body. This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, whatwill you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes. Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I ve got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly.
She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I m serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one months time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.
I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn t looked at this intimate woman carefully for along time. I found she was not young any more. There were some finewrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.
I didn t tell Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.
She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All mydresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart.Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it s time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t notice that our life was lack of such intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won t divorce. I'm serious.
She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office. When I passed the flower shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, " I'll carry you out every morning until we are old."
Value the little details in a relationship.
Awwwwwwwwwwwwww (:
Anyway I feel so much better now and I hope YOU do too. Even though we don't really talk often but somehow i can still tell you more. YOU can always talk to me if you feel like it! I'M HERE whooooooooooooooo. {:
Studied with bitchy today at usual place saw so many people!!!!!! BK came after a very very very long time then met up with Gina and had dinner at some place ? LOL dont know the name but the food not bad eh!!!! Just that the bubble tea freaking ex cheat money only. Ate at frolick after that and went flea market!!!!! SPENT THRITY DOLLARS! it's not alot la but..... WHAT HAPPENED TO SAVING MONEY????!
Anyway Gina is starting school tmr! So excited for you hope you have fun! :D
& I saw YONGQIANG TODAY! :D
This was the scene of ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water, we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me frombehind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn t help doing so.
I moved Dew's hand aside and said, You go to select some furniture,O.K.? I ve got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew’s body. This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, whatwill you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes. Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I ve got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly.
She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I m serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one months time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.
I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn t looked at this intimate woman carefully for along time. I found she was not young any more. There were some finewrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.
I didn t tell Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.
She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All mydresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart.Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it s time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t notice that our life was lack of such intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won t divorce. I'm serious.
She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office. When I passed the flower shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, " I'll carry you out every morning until we are old."
Value the little details in a relationship.
Awwwwwwwwwwwwww (:
Anyway I feel so much better now and I hope YOU do too. Even though we don't really talk often but somehow i can still tell you more. YOU can always talk to me if you feel like it! I'M HERE whooooooooooooooo. {:
Studied with bitchy today at usual place saw so many people!!!!!! BK came after a very very very long time then met up with Gina and had dinner at some place ? LOL dont know the name but the food not bad eh!!!! Just that the bubble tea freaking ex cheat money only. Ate at frolick after that and went flea market!!!!! SPENT THRITY DOLLARS! it's not alot la but..... WHAT HAPPENED TO SAVING MONEY????!
Anyway Gina is starting school tmr! So excited for you hope you have fun! :D
& I saw YONGQIANG TODAY! :D
Friday, April 17, 2009
HAHAHAHA WILL NEVER HAPPEN
I'm trying to find things to entertain myself with like..............
Looking at my insanely long piggybank and realising its actually empty
Reading blogs and not being able to see my name anymore
I wish you would magically appear at my doorstep
I had so much to say but I just dont know what to say now
I really hate all of this right now
I'm trying to find things to entertain myself with like..............
Looking at my insanely long piggybank and realising its actually empty
Reading blogs and not being able to see my name anymore
I wish you would magically appear at my doorstep
I had so much to say but I just dont know what to say now
I really hate all of this right now
Thursday, April 16, 2009
MY BABY IS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KJGnZud-TCo
Whooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Are you really not going to call me?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is a dont feel like replying sms day. Ignored everyone's msg :/
BITCHY DONT BE PESSIMISTIC BE A HAPPY BITCH!
Anyway Im quite excited to go back to AH tmr! It's the big H again. But this time it's not my H it's their turn. Time is seriously passing by damm fast. Whoosh and it has been a year since We handovered. Soon Gina will start school and Bk will go army and bitchy birthday and genting and midyears and promos and the start of 2010 and then it's a levels.
How will things be like then?
Who wants to study on saturday with MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE????! Quick study date me out!!! hahaha.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KJGnZud-TCo
Whooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Are you really not going to call me?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is a dont feel like replying sms day. Ignored everyone's msg :/
BITCHY DONT BE PESSIMISTIC BE A HAPPY BITCH!
Anyway Im quite excited to go back to AH tmr! It's the big H again. But this time it's not my H it's their turn. Time is seriously passing by damm fast. Whoosh and it has been a year since We handovered. Soon Gina will start school and Bk will go army and bitchy birthday and genting and midyears and promos and the start of 2010 and then it's a levels.
How will things be like then?
Who wants to study on saturday with MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE????! Quick study date me out!!! hahaha.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Handsome suit is good :D
Me like!
I know I'm going to regret not going offline now to do my work cause this week is hectic ); Blames it all on chem test and PW (I REALLY HATE PW)
But I'm still online hoooha
When was the last time we spend quality time together? It feels forever since we last really talked. I hate jc it's taking up all my time!
I miss miss you, alot );
Me like!
I know I'm going to regret not going offline now to do my work cause this week is hectic ); Blames it all on chem test and PW (I REALLY HATE PW)
But I'm still online hoooha
When was the last time we spend quality time together? It feels forever since we last really talked. I hate jc it's taking up all my time!
I miss miss you, alot );
Monday, April 13, 2009
I don't know what to say here whoooooooooooooo.
Just that I hate seeing kokkiong everywhere
I see him with guitar boy
I see him with KJ
I see him in school
I SEE HIM EVERWHERE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
stop JOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm making no sense haha
Went out with Kj to watch 2fast2furious4!!! Why does everyone give me THE face when I say I watched 2f2f4!!!! anyway it was a good time first time at tamp1!!!!!!!! It looks good for a while. Went Gina's church on sunday morning then studied with bitch for . . . . . . . half an hour? HAHA headed to tamp1 and realise it was oooooookay only. Went for Nat's birthday party. Went school today was worst day of my life haha. Went Tamp1 AGAIN with edmund & YM. But decided to eat at pizza hut instead and played taide all the way!!!!!!!!! WHOO ME GOT LUCK. OWN THE GUYS
this is so boring I'm going to go study I'm such a bore.........................................
cAnnT wAiiiT tUu c sIeG oN wEdx!
Gina, hope your engineering camp will be better! luv you!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wanling, don't so angryyyy anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! luv you tooo
Megan, I missssss youuuuuuuuuuuu!
408, im seeing you on fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
Ijbf i missssssss yyou toooooooooooooooo
muacks every one body
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
[/edited] Omg I'm so touched. My mum was like "HUILING!!!!!!!!!!" & when I went out to see who was it, I see JunCheng and Minle at my doorstep with NTUC plastic bags which with apples and a sweet note! Awwwwww, I'm really very touched I dk what to say but thanks so much!!!!!!!!!! It was so unexpected!!!! {: & did I mention IJBF came by too? That really made my day, just spending abit of time together! <3! What a lovely day, I'm so happy now the fact that I have to study for bio(AGAIN) and redo PW(AGAIN) doesn't affect me at all!
Just a simple word is enough to brighten my day (:
It's really annoying how some things are just beyond my control.
I'm really trying very hard to do the best I can
On a lighter note, I really hope I get into cheerleading! I need something to look forward to every morning! &Movie marathon on thursday! Cherie is going TP omg so tempting!!!
P.S Quickly end school! <3
Just a simple word is enough to brighten my day (:It's really annoying how some things are just beyond my control.
I'm really trying very hard to do the best I can
On a lighter note, I really hope I get into cheerleading! I need something to look forward to every morning! &Movie marathon on thursday! Cherie is going TP omg so tempting!!!
P.S Quickly end school! <3
Monday, April 06, 2009
ZoneCom 09
Started the day by waking up at 4am to go for qingming with my eyes halfclosed. I was literally dragging myself to the car. Had breakfast and went home for a two hour nap before going HQ.
I
NEED
SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hq seriously needs to attend time management lessons.
Went off to Starbucks to study with Bitch and Jo and Jo left for Church and laughed at bitch for dropping whipped cream all over shortly after I got my retribution for laughing at her when i spilt my javachip into my shirt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was freaking cold and that stupid bitch couldn't stop laughing and took forever to take a piece of tissue!!!!!!! I ended up with shit stains on my white shirt for the rest of the day ):
Continued studying and slacking and eating and talking and went back for results and dinner!
"Tortured" Chelsea boy! NO ONE IS TO WEAR CHELSEA WITH AHSJABMUFC PRESIDENTS AND V.PRESIDENTS AROUND!
Had dinner with yummy yoghurt! and crazy times around the fountain
"I'm going to see you tmr!!!"
You can't help but to think of the good old days back in AHS at times like this.
Sorry if I sound so dead, I feel dead ):
Thursday, April 02, 2009
I know I'm going to regret not trying for house comm but then again it's better this way right? I'll need all the time I have to study and catch up, I really suck at all this shit now. I'll have more time to spend with my family and friends!
I'm going to try and make my life as happy as possible! No more sad grumpy grouchiness. I'm going to find my motivation for school! I'm going to meet datelines and stop procrasinating!
I finished studying for econs one hour ahead of plan! :D
FOCUS
FOCUS
FOCUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!
anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL THE FOOLS BORN ON APRIL FOOLS
AND VINSON ONG WHO IS THE STUPIDEST FOOL EVER
&TO IJBF AS WELL! LOVE YOU! HOPE YOU LIKE MY OCC MAN EVEN THOUGH I KNOW IT SUCKS HAHAA AND MY MINTYOREO AS WELL! <3!
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
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