MYES ARE SO DEPRESSING THE THOUGHT OF 4 Us IS .............................


NEVER FELT SO UNPREPARED FOR EXAMS BEFORE!!!

I NEED TO WORK HARDER OMG ):


AND I NEED TO BE MORE GIRLY HAHA.


IM TRYING...................

I LIKE TONIGHT'S DINNER.

I DK WHY BUT I LIKE IT WHEN MY FRIENDS KNOW EACH OTHER AND THEY GET ALONG WELL

IT'S A NICE FEELING {:

4304.) i don't know how to feel

AH I JUST CANT SEEM TO START!!!!!!!!!!!




AND I JUST REALISED, I HAVEN'T SEEN 408 ONCE AT ALL THIS WHOLE HOLIDAY ):

IS IT JUST THIS HOLIDAY OR ARE WE GOING TO BE LIKE THAT FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES.


OLD IS ALWAYS BETTER




OMG YOU ARE SO DENSE.


CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO THIS AFTER I HEARD IT ON J ITOUCH.


AND THIS THANKS TO BITCHY




DONT YOU THINK YOU ARE SLOWLY DISAPPEARING FROM MY LIFE?
IS THAT GOOD OR BAD?






& I DK IF IT'S ABOUT ME BUT SOMEHOW I FEEL IT IS.
I'M SORRY I KNOW IM NOT REALLY A VERY GOOD FRIEND BUT IM TRYING TO BE CAUSE YOU ARE LIKE MY BESTEST FRIEND ALR.
):

AFTER FABIAN'S STYLING

IT'S ACTUALLY QUITE NICE

AFTER MY HANDS TOUCHED IT
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TADA!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

ESMONDTANCHOONKIAT

"HAIR CRAMP HAIR CRAMP!" NERD LEH HE HAHAHA VAINPOT KEPT UNTYING MY TWO CUTE TAILS LOL

EDMUNDYEO

SUPER HIGH FOREHEAD HAHA

& ME ):

THE TWO SUCKERS WHO ENJOYED THE MOST DESTROYING MY HAIR

OKAY IM BACK TO ECONS {:

Hi im running a fever whoohooooo.
No school plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

Okay mild fever but still fever whatt hahaha


and omg i hate my braces i have 4 ulcers now or is it 5? )::::::::::::::
AND ITS ON THE TONGUE BLOODY HELL. MAYBE ITS A SIGN FOR ME TO STOP EATING CAUSE IM STILL EATING DESPITE MY METALMOUTH ZZ

The past few days have been fun :D

But then again when it fun means I didnt get any mugging done at all :O.

Went suppose "MUGGING" with FMC on monday tuesday and yesterday.

Monday was my braces day! :D
Studied for a while in the morning then cabbed to park mall. I HAVE PINK BRACES NOW. But it's surprinsingly not pain again but it's ugly and I look weird in it plus I speak braces language now according to fabian ):.

Went back to find them after that and after a few rounds of laughing and crapping went bowling with fabian edmund esmond! SIAN MIAN DONT HAVE PICTURES OF THE SCORE. FABIAN WAS DAMM IMBA THE FIRST TIME (Y) LOL!!!!!!! Played one more round then zao home alr.

Supposed to come on tuesday but ended up at justin house instead, WORST DECISION EVER!!! His house was damm nice so much that all I feel like doing is sleeping :/. Everyone played pool except for me who was busy reading breaking dawn hahaha or maybe I just dont want to laokui hahaha! Then went for simpang for lunch and back to his house for house of the dead. Studied after that which was very productive when everyone is not distracted!! Hahaha. Weiting was about to go on a mental breakdown I swear hahha.

Wednesday, went school for chem consultation for about 5 minutes lol. I just kept quiet the whole time sia hahha. Then went justin house again. Wiied for quite some time then I actually sat down to mug. It could have been so productive if not for waxing hair session! AHHHHHHHHHH. DAMMMMM FUNNY!!!!!!! COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING SIA. Waiting for pictures, fabian hurry!!!! HAHAH.



NOW I NEED TO DO HARDCORE MUGGING :D PRAY FOR ME PLZ HAHA.

TOODLES :D

Hi pretty :D

Hi I'm so bored.

I should probably start mugging after this, YUP I SHALL :D Have been slacking for two days :O and I'm left with what? A week????!!!!! AHHHHHH how can time pass by so fast!!!! Prays hard that school holidays will be extended by a week, I really really need that extra one week!!

Anyway, studied with GINA at just acia (AGAIN) yesterday and booneh came over later. Watch Night at the museum with booneh and it was damm cute! :D I like dumdum! Hahaha. Arcaded and frolicked then went home, had curfew ): Aww man I hate curfews!!!!

Tried to mug at night and it failed, miserably, ended up dozing off about 3 times before I finally decided to sleep and stupid edmund woke me up!!!! >>>>{

Went for SINGMA thing today which was boring cause I don't really care about what's going on ha ha ha. Then went KFC with KN and XQ and BITCH for a gossip session :D Wahhh, I seriously love gossip sessions man we should have more of that!!!! :D

T1ed with bitch and now I'm home and about to mug yay! :D

Canceled everything LOL

This is bloody irritating I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I REALLY HATE THIS.

I need to get away from it all before it really starts to affect me like mad cow!!!!!!!

This is so unhealthy

Gah.

Anyway anyone wants to follow me for dental tmr?! {:{:{:{: I'll love you forever.

LOL.

REGRETS

Thailand'09

Hi I miss us ):

Besties dinner on 12 june! :D

Haven't seen megan and gina for a long long long time! Had a nice time talking at coffeebean {:



Guess what?!

I'm missing 4 teeth now!!! Okay la I went for extraction and now i have four holes in my mouth O_O It was surprisingly not bad actually And the nurse said I was BRAVE :D HAHAHA.That really helped alot actually considering the fact that I'm really really really afraid of needles.

Then went to meet bitch for Ghost of the Girlfriend's past. That stupid bitch couldn't stop laughing!!! Nvm I managed to freak her out with my teeth anyway! HAHAH. Speaking of my teeth, they are damm big holy cow. I didnt know they were so long and I kept thinking of the holes in my gum after that LOL.

Went cartel after that and I only got a drink cause I COULDNT EAT ): SAD ME.


Anyway I'm moving tmr! Or friday! Not really sure when. But I'm quite excited for sleepover! :D

Hi BOONEH Mizzzz youuuu! Hahaha Haven't really talk to you for a long time!!!


And I realise I'm horrible at keeping in touch with people. The only one so far is only bitch. The rest are all :/.

What's wrong with me ):
Why am I so lazy and afraid.





If I have a chance to start all over how different would things be? But I would never get that chance would I?


Talking last night made me realise that it's going to be hard or impossible for things to go back to the way they were. I dk why but it affected me so much I couldnt stop crying. Fell asleep after that.

):









Shit, I'm so hungry. But I'm scared to eat

ITS NOT MY FAULT IF MY BABY LEAVES MANUTD!
I WILL STILL SUPPORT HIM ANYWAY :D.

GO AWAY IF YOU WANT TO INSULT HIM BOO YOU.

I FEEL STRESSED FOR SO MANY UNNECESARY REASONS, PUSHING ALL THOSE AWAY.

YOU REALLY CANT TELL HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU??!


KAYKAY


IM EXCITED FOR BESTIES TMR. VERY LONG NEVER SEE GINA AND MEGAN ALR! :D

& THERE IS PW TMR. DOING SURVEYS. IF YOU ARE FREE COME DOWN TO TAMPINES!!! :D



HMM. I REALLY MISS YOU LIKE JUST TALKING TO YOU BUT OHWELL WHAT CAN I DO RIGHT? I HATE HAVING TO BOTTLE THINGS UP ): .




SUCH A WEIRD DISJOINTED POST HAHA.


AND IM MOVING ^^

I NEED TO STOP BOTTLING UP EVERYTHING






TALK HUILING TALK !!!



































SLAPS MYSELF.

HI ME AND MY BLOG, MY BLOG AND ME.

ITS JUST YOU AND ME. WITH ONE INTRUDER. LAZY INTRUDER SO IT DOESNT MATTER

HAHAHAHA

We all feel the same way. Isn't that good? At least we're on the same wavelength. But look at where we are now? On opposite ends, barely getting each other. Is that what we really want? For things to end up that way?

It's on the first half of the year and yet things have turn out this way. Its no use blaming people cause we're all at fault. We have been stupidly avoiding each other thinking things will tide over just like they usually do but this is different. This is the one exception. Time is running out, it's either act or lose it. So why don't we just take one step, no matter how minor and salvage a friendship that means so much to us all?

Is it really that hard to take the first step? What's holding you back? Work? School? You know that's all crap.

Just think about it, it's your friendship that you're playing with here.

JUST DO IT.




& I realy love the both of you.

CANCEL IT ALL AWAY ERASE ALL NEGATIVITY. HAHA


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BYE SINGAPORE!!!!!!

Am so excited to be going away and taking a break from all the lifesucking forces that originates from school!

Borrowed this book from the library and hopefully I get to finish it on the bus trip! It has been forever since I last read!!!!!

Yay yay yay I'm so exicted I can't stop grinning :D

and before I leave,



HAPPY BIRTHDAY YENI TIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's so cool that we have so much fate (MORE THAN YOUR YYR KAY HAHA) being in the same AG CG CCA ! Back in ahs I never thought we would be talking like how we are now and vice versa la hor so it's kind of amazing that we can get to be such good friends!! :D
Lubbex lubbex from the pretty girl!
Muacks!
HAHAHAHA.

I know this is damm early but I wont be in school on monday! ): Hope you'll like my present when I see you on wednesday! :D




Okie that's alllllll. See yall when I'm back loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

DONT MISS ME :D HAHA

Guilty

):


Why must things get so complicated ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You make me so uneasy its hard for me to even look at you.














Gah. cast all these negative thoughts aside.

Had FMC dinner in the end with weiting, xinyi, edmund, fabian, jackson, justin, shawn, kenneth. They stupidly decided to go to pastamania for some reason.
LOL nvm I forgive them HAHAH

Can't wait for next FMC outing! :D YENI AND ESMOND BETTER COME LOL.





Shit my mind just went blank.
It's a sign for me to get off the com and start studying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!