He tells me that I'm beautiful, What about you?

It's the holidays , hiphiphorray! Guess there's just too much time & it makes me think , think of my life. On how much I've achieved or rather NOT achieved , on what a loser I've been , on how I was a failure.

I feel like I dont belong , like I dont belong anywhere . Be it in my old class, new class, stjohn or whatever , I just dont feel like I belong. Social Outkast I guess , maybe Im just that weirdo that dont really belong. &it hurts all the more when one knows. No one appreciates being an outcast, ihateyou. There's so much to say , so much that I want to blurt out , but I cant. It's all piling up inside me , I finally came to realise that I have nothing. No one to go to when Im happy , no one to go to when i need a shoulder. Im alone. All by myself. Fasinating isnt it ?
This isnt just about a guy ,No, stop thinking that you all know me when actually no one does. No one cares. No one bothers.



My sun may never rise the way it did with you,
And he may never kiss me the way that you'd do
But at least he makes me feel like a part of his life
At least he doesn't make me cry
I know I can call him mine

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears instead.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I'm away, would you still think of me,
And wish that you could call me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..




TODAY:

With

&Bought

In between we were,
At the counter we were,





& That sums up the end of today! :D

Satisfaction comes from doing things people think you cant do ,
Im going to do it right yes, god damm right! :D :D :D

I Miss You ,
But still I wish you all the best my love.

Byeeeeeeeeee(:

♥ Save water , shower with your girlfriend

PHOTOS!
JB!


Ms Hafizah & 3D's first ever class photo!
















JB on tuesday & it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. There was fun on the bus at least! :D Went to some fishfarm & pineapple museum & there was the SEAFOOD feast for lunch! Even thought the lunch was UGH! for me, but everyone seems to be enjoying it. Ate only TOFU&VEG (as usual) ^^

Others







There was the filming, career fair & HP ASSESMENTSSSS .

I think short hair is making me look fat . But who cares ? It's growing! YAY YAY YAY! :D

Okay, so my L1R5 is 15 , not exactly what I expected but I guess I should be contented with what I have & work harder for my EOYS! After all , I know I've put in effort and I guess thats what really matters isnt it?!

Holidays are coming! & Im going to do meaningfuuuuul stuff! :D Like watcing SPONGEBOB ON ICE! & There is POC & BLADES OF GLORY & SO MANY MORE! & SHOPPPPPPPINGGGGGGGGGGG! & Not to forget , SJAB ANNUAL CAMPPPPP! AHHH, What fun right! I HOLIDAYS! HOHOHO



TAKE CARE OF YOUR BACK L! You're a big fat ugly smelly Hippo!

Off Center yesterday with Megan&Wenxin. The show was great & the actors were fab!!! (THUMBS UP AGAIN :D) With the only downfall being the seats , it was so uncomfortable esp having to sit still for an hourandfifty minutes! Had dinner with Megan, Clare & Daryl later on at MACS after an hours of aimless walking Haha. PS Megan is poor!

& My internet connection is being such a bitch by going on and off. UGH

Cause I need you
Like the dragonflies' wings need the wind
Like the orphan needs home once again
Like heaven needs more to come in

I try &try &try to let go of you , but you just keep running back. Everytime I am one step closer to my goal , you pull me two steps back . Is it really the end of everything ? Nevermind about a relationship but even the end of our friendship? How could you just let go of everything .so fast? How could you just walk away and never turn back without a single glance & why is it that you are able to look at me as if i am someone stranger to you.

I just feel so alone . No friends , No nothing.


I still love you jerk.

♥ I'm a beautiful Girl

Caught 200 pounds beauty with Vinson Clare Daryl yesterday. ( THUMBS UP :DD) It's worth the watch!

BOREDERM KILLS




WONDERFUL WORLD OF MICKEY♥





We had Mini Olympics today which was kind of _______. People who did not participate had literally nothing to do luh! So it was like from 8 to 1 people were just walking around doing their own stuff rather than watch the whole event thing????

Anyway, I HAVE SHORT HAIR NOW! I finally got my hair cut after like soooooooooooooooooo long! & it's a big change , for me that is. LOL. It feels so much lighter and cooler considering that I have more that half of my hair chopped off my head :/ AHA

Some Pig video MsKhoo showed us sometime ago.


TO L;Cheer up okay! She'd going to be just fine yeh(: