I don't want to , but

6611.) The best thing you can ever do for me when I'm down is say "Tell me what's wrong". It's hard for me to do, but keep asking. Because I really want to tell you, I just need you to ask.

Really bad week?

Guess so. Hope it's the worst. I can't imagine anything more :/

I can't stop saying how much I hate JC life like seriously.

Thank god for 3Q1 (ARE WE REALLY CALLING OURSELVES THAT?? HAHAH!) and floorball trainings. Damm tiring but takes my mind off things. The rest are just :/.

I am honestly damm disapointed in you i guess. So much that I dk what to say.

I never thought things would ever turn out this way, I always thought that we would be tight forever.

On the other hand. . . . . ........... Oh mian, i really think I need to stop or I'll just be digging my own grave. I'm really confused as to what I feel what I want . ....... . ....









On a much brighter note,

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN MEGANSIM! <3! :D MUACKSSSSSSSSSS

I seriously dk what to say now. Like seriously, what do you expect me to say?


Freak outttttttttttt.






Hate this.



I have self control yay! But not in eating nooooooooooooooooooo ):

I want to have fun again!!!!!

Even though I'm slacking my ass off for the past few weeks, it's not really fun. In fact it's boring ttm! zzzzzzz.

Anyway today was awesome even though I argued with everyone in my family. LOL. Went furniture hunting from morning till night and I bought my bed yay! Should have got the bling bling one, but oh wellll. Mine is still pretty right? RIGHT :D

And shit me I'm so fat now, everytime I look at my wobbly thighs I tell myself I need to stop pigging out and then I forget all about it after five minutes -.-

PT TMRRRRRRRRR = LOSING WEIGHT. But should I go? I sprained my back during the match and the sinseh ask me to rest and refrain from exercise ):
But. .............but.....................

AIYA, leave that to tmr. better quickly finish my EOM . SCREW PWWWWWWWW

Promos soon. very soon.

I'm still not studying.
):


I look at my phone, read your msg and close my phone.
I dk why but I felt relieved when I did that, maybe that means I don't need to feel guilty anymore.
Sometimes I even wonder if I even need to feel guilty
:/

I'm just being retarded for no apparent reason.


I'm such a crybaby these days.
I cry at everything,
HUILING YOU ARE SUCH A SUCKER!!!!!!!!!


Anyway, yesterday was nice. Watched Hangover with yeni mavis emilyn(EMILYHAHA) eliz rachel. Then went mavis house which was food paradise!!!! ALL OF THEM SHOULD FEEL GUILTY FOR SUCCEEDING IN THEIR ATTEMPTS TO TEMPT ME TO EAT!
):
Sorry to her dog thou, it had to be on a leash cause of me
):):
hahahah! I seriously need to get over my fear of dogs,especially since I WANT ONE NEXT TIME.Had loads of fun playing guitar hero even though i seriously suck ttm and mariokart with emilyn too!! In all it was a nice day with the fb girls! (: