Grumpy mood these days
I don't know why but I can't seem to not raise my voice
I feel so tired like my energy is being sucked away by some invisible force. This morning was one of my worst moments. Everything that I've bottled up inside was boom! unleashed today! I hate listening to all the angry voices in the morning ):
I just need more sleep zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Nvm, teriyaki chicken tmr! :D Can't wait yay!
Anyway 2.4 yesterday was horrible and I stopped again, AGAIN ): I have lousy yi zhi li ): ): I MUST HAVE GOOD DETERMINATION YES I SHALL RUN THREE TIMES A WEEK AND SWIM ONCE A MONTH. It seems very little but at least it's a start? :D MUST MOTIVATE ME TO EXERCISE OKAY AND NOT TO OVEREAT! I've decided to get rid of all my stupid silly never seem to work diets cause I end up eating more and gaining weight instead!!!! I MUST BE HEALTHY AND HAVE A BALANCED DIET AND REGULAR EXERCISE YES I FEEL SO EXCITED JUST THINKING ABOUT IT AND I MUST START SAVING MONEY! Sounds kind of pathetic I'm sixteen yet I have yet to save any form of money hahahaha. I don't know where all my money goes to!
Hmm prelims is in 20+ days but I still don't feel the adrenaline rush like I should ): Is that good or bad? I think I'm doomed I'm getting so lazy! Must stop getting distracted!! BUT I JUST BOUGHT TWILIGHT! I'm very lag I know hahaha it's the peer pressure book ah! -INSIDE JOKE :D- I shall not talk on the phone so often! I shall stop watching tv! I shall stop sleeping after I watch tv! i shall stop going out so often! Yay to my "new" life! :D
Anyway, I know some people don't feel the same way I do. But I'm starting to like the class more and more. We have more gatherings now!! Even if it is with like a bunch of random people and gets really awkward sometimes but it is still nice! (: At least we are starting to "break out of our own comfort zone" and like stop residing in our own shells hahaha doesn't sound correct but nevermind, have the meaning there can already.
Okay since the stupid pig is sleeping I shall do MATH MATH MATH MATH! it's funny how math used to be one of my strongest subject but it's my weakest now!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Saturday, July 19, 2008
I DONT KNOW
Back to blogger.
I'll prolly go back to lj or xanga soon.
Life has been hectic. I HATE EXAMS AND MY LOUSY RESULTS .I've been neglecting my studies so much yet I still don't feel the need to study! Not planning to study for next week tests. I'm so sick of facing the books everyday and all the constant nagging la de da ladeda. Sometimes I really wish I could just shut people up ):
haihhhhhhhhzxzxzxzxzxzx
It's so sad when you see people wheeze by and go. Thinking about my life is depressing like really depressing. Makes me feel like a failure at times.
I'm sorry that you girls had to feel like a sidekick and I was really affected when I heard that. I don't know what is it that made you think that way but I've never regarded you as one. Maybe it's my actions or words I really don't know. It's so hard to talk to people at times i rather not talk at all and just listen , so much easier ain't it?
I see us drifting apart. Maybe it's my fault la for saying those words resulting in stupid tension between us to the extent that seeing you makes me rigid talking to you feels awkward like I have to be super duper conscious about every single thing I do. I don't even talk to the people I used to talk to anymore.
I feel so mean to you and you and you ); I don't want to but . . . . no excuses I guess
MY LIFE IS TAKING A TURN for the worst or better? I DONT KNOW! D:
I MUST BE OPTIMISTIC!
I like talking to my bestfriend more these days! (: He makes me happy! At least there is the one happy thing in my life!
Okay, more happy stuff!
JANE'S BIRTHDAY!
Decided to go in the end like finally after thinking for so long!( IM SUPER INDECISIVE JUST ASK REUBEN OR FANGYING HAHA ) Bought this damm cute watermelon cake! SO CUTE LA THE BURGER ONE RESERVED FOR SOMEONE ELSE ALR AH! Then went to eighteen chefs and then Jane came and we snag happy birthday and eat and talk! (: Then went over to the playground to . . . . . talk? hahaha just sat around in a circle and play games and take pictures and busy taking care of babies too!
omg guess what I kind of forget what I've been up to for the past few days! Hahahah that's all I can remember actually ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I'm such a loser ahhhh
oh wait!
there was MAGICBOX! It was very very nice actually! But I was so tired that I fell asleep at the climax!!!!! and my contacts were so irritating I just removed them during the show. So I was like this girl squinting her eyes desperately trying to figure out what's happening! & MAVIS IS JEALOUS OF ME HEH HEH CAUSE SOMEONE REMEMBERS ME HEH HEH EVEN MORE! :D Cabbed down to whitesands with mavis and met with BF( I MUST BE INSANE ) and went home.
NCOMP too! It was weird going in sjtee and shorts and slippers and making noise like nobody business. Must get use to becoming a senior! it's quite fun actually :D
Hmm so results were okay actually.
Dinner was as usual just that this year i got FRIED RICE! >:( I remember for the past three years when I would chiong for the horfun! Played Captain Toilet Roll when I really embarrassed myself but nevermind it's all in the past put it behind me man! At the end of the day I was so itchy ah I nearly died from all the itchiness! AHH AND I WAS TOUCHED THAT BF CAME DOWN TO WALK ME HOME :D EVEN THOU I SUSPECTED YOU WERE ON THE WAY I WAS STILL SURPRISED AND TOUCHED LA HOR :D
Okay I can't really remember anything else alr!
BYEBYE TIL THEN ;D
I'll prolly go back to lj or xanga soon.
Life has been hectic. I HATE EXAMS AND MY LOUSY RESULTS .I've been neglecting my studies so much yet I still don't feel the need to study! Not planning to study for next week tests. I'm so sick of facing the books everyday and all the constant nagging la de da ladeda. Sometimes I really wish I could just shut people up ):
haihhhhhhhhzxzxzxzxzxzx
It's so sad when you see people wheeze by and go. Thinking about my life is depressing like really depressing. Makes me feel like a failure at times.
I'm sorry that you girls had to feel like a sidekick and I was really affected when I heard that. I don't know what is it that made you think that way but I've never regarded you as one. Maybe it's my actions or words I really don't know. It's so hard to talk to people at times i rather not talk at all and just listen , so much easier ain't it?
I see us drifting apart. Maybe it's my fault la for saying those words resulting in stupid tension between us to the extent that seeing you makes me rigid talking to you feels awkward like I have to be super duper conscious about every single thing I do. I don't even talk to the people I used to talk to anymore.
I feel so mean to you and you and you ); I don't want to but . . . . no excuses I guess
MY LIFE IS TAKING A TURN for the worst or better? I DONT KNOW! D:
I MUST BE OPTIMISTIC!
I like talking to my bestfriend more these days! (: He makes me happy! At least there is the one happy thing in my life!
Okay, more happy stuff!
JANE'S BIRTHDAY!
Decided to go in the end like finally after thinking for so long!( IM SUPER INDECISIVE JUST ASK REUBEN OR FANGYING HAHA ) Bought this damm cute watermelon cake! SO CUTE LA THE BURGER ONE RESERVED FOR SOMEONE ELSE ALR AH! Then went to eighteen chefs and then Jane came and we snag happy birthday and eat and talk! (: Then went over to the playground to . . . . . talk? hahaha just sat around in a circle and play games and take pictures and busy taking care of babies too!
omg guess what I kind of forget what I've been up to for the past few days! Hahahah that's all I can remember actually ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I'm such a loser ahhhh
oh wait!
there was MAGICBOX! It was very very nice actually! But I was so tired that I fell asleep at the climax!!!!! and my contacts were so irritating I just removed them during the show. So I was like this girl squinting her eyes desperately trying to figure out what's happening! & MAVIS IS JEALOUS OF ME HEH HEH CAUSE SOMEONE REMEMBERS ME HEH HEH EVEN MORE! :D Cabbed down to whitesands with mavis and met with BF( I MUST BE INSANE ) and went home.
NCOMP too! It was weird going in sjtee and shorts and slippers and making noise like nobody business. Must get use to becoming a senior! it's quite fun actually :D
Hmm so results were okay actually.
Dinner was as usual just that this year i got FRIED RICE! >:( I remember for the past three years when I would chiong for the horfun! Played Captain Toilet Roll when I really embarrassed myself but nevermind it's all in the past put it behind me man! At the end of the day I was so itchy ah I nearly died from all the itchiness! AHH AND I WAS TOUCHED THAT BF CAME DOWN TO WALK ME HOME :D EVEN THOU I SUSPECTED YOU WERE ON THE WAY I WAS STILL SURPRISED AND TOUCHED LA HOR :D
Okay I can't really remember anything else alr!
BYEBYE TIL THEN ;D
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