Grumpy mood these days

I don't know why but I can't seem to not raise my voice

I feel so tired like my energy is being sucked away by some invisible force. This morning was one of my worst moments. Everything that I've bottled up inside was boom! unleashed today! I hate listening to all the angry voices in the morning ):

I just need more sleep zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


Nvm, teriyaki chicken tmr! :D Can't wait yay!


Anyway 2.4 yesterday was horrible and I stopped again, AGAIN ): I have lousy yi zhi li ): ): I MUST HAVE GOOD DETERMINATION YES I SHALL RUN THREE TIMES A WEEK AND SWIM ONCE A MONTH. It seems very little but at least it's a start? :D MUST MOTIVATE ME TO EXERCISE OKAY AND NOT TO OVEREAT! I've decided to get rid of all my stupid silly never seem to work diets cause I end up eating more and gaining weight instead!!!! I MUST BE HEALTHY AND HAVE A BALANCED DIET AND REGULAR EXERCISE YES I FEEL SO EXCITED JUST THINKING ABOUT IT AND I MUST START SAVING MONEY! Sounds kind of pathetic I'm sixteen yet I have yet to save any form of money hahahaha. I don't know where all my money goes to!

Hmm prelims is in 20+ days but I still don't feel the adrenaline rush like I should ): Is that good or bad? I think I'm doomed I'm getting so lazy! Must stop getting distracted!! BUT I JUST BOUGHT TWILIGHT! I'm very lag I know hahaha it's the peer pressure book ah! -INSIDE JOKE :D- I shall not talk on the phone so often! I shall stop watching tv! I shall stop sleeping after I watch tv! i shall stop going out so often! Yay to my "new" life! :D

Anyway, I know some people don't feel the same way I do. But I'm starting to like the class more and more. We have more gatherings now!! Even if it is with like a bunch of random people and gets really awkward sometimes but it is still nice! (: At least we are starting to "break out of our own comfort zone" and like stop residing in our own shells hahaha doesn't sound correct but nevermind, have the meaning there can already.

Okay since the stupid pig is sleeping I shall do MATH MATH MATH MATH! it's funny how math used to be one of my strongest subject but it's my weakest now!