Maybe my problems seem minor compared to others maybe it's nothing to you but it means alot to me to affect me this way, even if you don't agree can't you just pretend you do? Or even just listen without giving stupid comments.
Fuck off.
You've changed.
I don't know you anymore. You're like a stranger to me now. And I did try to make the effort at the start but I got so tired of listening to your sian replies and you not trying and blaming me. Have you listened to yourself recently?
Fuck change
I dont know why but I feel like we're just drifting apart, maybe it's cause we're both in different schools maybe we talk so often we run out of things to say maybe you have other more important things in your life maybe ughhhhhhhhhh to hell with all the maybes they are all true I need to stop deluding myself. Each time my phone rings and I see your number I actually feel happier but every time I hang up I just feel myself sinking deeper I even cry
Is it my fault? Again?
I'm so tired.
I try not to be grumpy but sometimes I just can't help it all thats I've been suppressing inside of me is just coming out and who cares. People still go on with their daily lives. Nobody bothers to ask or to care
I'm so full of hatred and anger and moodswings I might as well be a fifty year old woman going on menopause.
Two weeks ago.... "I'm so happy!"
What happened to that?
Thank god for her ♥
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