Is it really for the best?
Or we will jusy end up like the rest?

); I'm sorry
























me needs ice cream.
what am i doing here tmr is bio!!!! Study huiling study!!!!!

imu); I hate feeling like this.

I must admit I was disappointed.
I was looking forward to it for, I was so excited.

But then you know what? I got over it already, it's not your fault and you don't have to feel bad at all, really. I was just being a brat kicking up such a big fuss for nothing.

But still I can't help but to wonder where will we be at this time next year..




P.S You make me happy in ways you never knew (;

It has been so long but somehow when I think back about you I feel so insecure, I have this weird feeling inside of me, it's no longer longing nor is it hate it's just this weird rummy snoozling feeling, I have no idea what.

But when I look at you, everything seems so trival now
and I'm happy (:

I'm going to study 9 to 9

I can do it, yes I can

I'm happy with where I am right now ;D

I'm contented, I love my bestfriend my girlfriends, I'm talking more and getting closer to people I never really get to know.

but still,

I miss certain people like you and you and another you, too many you(s) already! ): I'm going to ask you out for study date and don't reject okay!



I'm afraid of the upcoming o levels, My prelim results might not be the best but I'm pretty pleased with what I have, and because of that I'm getting complacent thinking that somehow o levels would be easy too just like. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . PSLE. I know it sounds really dumb but i can't help but to feel that way! HOW HOW HOW? ):

What if, my o level results turn out to be really bad?






All the stupid what ifs !