BORING DAY HOME

I feel so bored maybe I should have rushed back to go instead of thinking I would not be stuck at home!

And I'm rather lazy to update about farewell/prom

There is work tmr!! :D And there is a happy face cause I'm starting to like my work more and more! :D The people are all very nice and easy to get along with!!! Not to forget I have my lovely witch there! I might even make breakfast for her tmr! HAHA SEE IF I CAN GET UP FIRST.


Havent see all the others for a long long long time. It feels like a very long time at least. Can't wait for PB on wednesday! and hopefully hopefully MIND CAFE ON TUESDAY! It's ladies night!!!! AND AND AND NIGHT CYCLING WITH IDK WHO. STILL FINDING SOMEONE I WANT TO CYCLE EVERYWHERE!!! HAHA

darn you I'm still bored

Some things never change
You're still so cold
Yet some things do
Best friends no more):

I NEED A CAMERA ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVEN A 5MP PHONE WOULD BE GOOD!
I PROMISE I WOULD TAKE EXTRA SPECIAL CARE!

SCREW MY STUPID CAMERA! CAN'T UPLOAD ANYTHING! >:(

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?
WHY AM I GETTING UPSET OVER SUCH TRIVAL STUFF?
IM SUPPOSED TO BE LOOKING FORWARD TO PROM TO THAILAND TO CHRISTMAS TO NEXT TO EVERYTHING AND NOW ALL IM LOOKING FORWARD TO IS . . . . . . . . . . . . . SLEEPING AT HOME, ALONE

Hanging by a thread

There are times when your animal insticts takes over your mind and you start to blurt out things without thinking or even send things without thinking so please ignore that message I don't know what came over me must be the zebra inside haha but ya ignore that stupid message and pretend you never read it okay! (:

I've thought about it alot and that one word today made me realise plenty that yeah it's true somehow. Just that I've been telling myself otherwise cause I didn't want to lose my pillar of support. I wanted to do everything I can to hold on to what's pulling me up I was afraid that you would be gone like the rest and I would fall back down again and thats selfish of me. I'm sorry and if given the chance again I would do everything I can to change things to the way they are but it's not possible somehow. Sheesh im doing it again but anyway I'm still thankful that we can still be friends ^^ Keep that picture haha!

SWEET SIXTEEN

I can't believe the day passed just like that
MY SWEET SIXTEEN IS OVER!
It might not have been the best birthday ever but it was great still (:

Thanks to everyone who remembered and wished! ;D Even the two girls whoo sang me a birthday song on the phone! ;) There were a few surprises and it's nice to know you guys still care! Haha

Special thanks to KOK BOONKAI WANLING GINA MEGAN for my nice nice sweet sixteen!
More details when I get pictures! So many to upload hahaha!

Not forgetting my FAMILY! ;D
Sorry to mummy for my outburst today! ): I felt so bad .
Was having a lousy mood the whole day actually but it got so much better towards the end cause I HAD MY ICECREAM HAHA
ICECREAM IS HUILING'S REMEDY TO ANYTHING EXCEPT FOR LOSING WEIGHT! ;D

Okieeeee night night people!
I must conserve my energy to chiong dota so that I CAN WIN SOMEONE AND GET MY $10000 BAG!
YOU BETTER STOP LAUGHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, HAPPY 16 TO ME! :D

CAFE CARTEL

First day at work was . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Tiring confusing embarrassing painful!

Some stupid bitch told me to wear pumps and i ended up with two new blisters to the collection on my leg! I nearly fall cause I wore pumps! Can you imagine if I did actually fall? OMG I can just die la and it was in the kitchen somemore!!!

Now my hands smells of chilli ketchup sause plus leftover food ewwwwwwwwwww!

But the people there were all very nice and friendly except for few who looked cold and scary the rest were all fascinated with me or my name actually. Their response when they know my name were all the same!

BUT HOW CAN THEY SEPERATE ME AND WITCH! OUR SHIFTS ARE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT! SAY BYEBYE TO SHOPPING AFTER WORK ):

♥FOUR MORE DAYS

I shouldn't have read that, cause it sent my mind in a whirl I started thinking and I had to resort to going out to distract myself.

But it was great distraction by the way had a fun time walking, looking at dresses and suits for other people instead of yourself!

Now I'm starting to have doubts about my dress):

I don't know why but whenever I think about eyecandy I feel happy! Maybe that's what eyecandies are for eh? It's never going to happen but somehow there is this (: feeling that automatically brightens up your day! Sheesh, I'm being so silly again!









You know if I never went down that night, would you still be with me? Would you have realised my birthday was on wednesday and still organise that match on that day? Would you have stick with me just to make me happy and end when 19 is over?

I have so many questions, so many "what ifs" so many "I wish". But it's a fact that it's over so get over it, nothing's ever going to change. It's the same as the last.

Recently I start getting closer to more people but somehow that fear is still in there, cause I know it would all happen again, that's just me! I'm used to it, GET OVER IT AND KEEP MOVING FORWARD AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!



Boo Huiling you are such a loser!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Okay I'm a happy girl! (:
-bet Gina'a going to call me a sucker hahah!

♥FIVE MORE DAYS

See the witch at the top?

Today is a happy happy happy day! :D

Went to orchard with my mum and walked and walked and walked and I FINALLY GOT MY PROM DRESS! OKAY PROM DRESSES HAHAHAH I couldn't make up my mind so I got both instead shit I'm such a spoilt bratzxzxzxz ( WANLING ) and my mind is still thinking about that shinyzebra print dress in guess! I wanted it so badly but I couldn't get three! ): but it's so prettttttttty! ): Nvm it'll be hanging in my closet soon ;) I'm going to work hard to buy it!

AND GUESS WHAT? I TRIMMED MY EYEBROWS TODAY!!!! My eyebrows must be in a really bad condition cause the person took 36 minutes to get it done I was practically dozing off la hahaha! Surprisingly, it didn't hurt at all except for a few at the left eye but the rest was like.......... nothing! It still ended up looking not very nice cause i have thin short eyebrows ): my neighbour eyebrows look so pretty! ): It's so itchy I can't stop scratching!

I'm still happy anyway! I can start shopping for all my accessories already! ;D I even know what I want to do with my hair! FINALLY - NEED TO STOP THINKING ABOTU ZEBRA DRESS- HAHA

Can't wait to see wanling gina megan they had their eyebrows trimmed too!

Oh yes there is something called the eye lash serum something like that you just need to appy and after a few weeks your eyelash would be longer and thicker! Omg so cool right and there is also eyelash extension! I didn't know la! I can't wait to go thailand and put all my extensionSSS. Haha

Hmm, I shall spend some quality time with myself tmr! I'm going to finish watching gossip girls and ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni and BREAKING DAWNNNNNNNNN!

Sometimes I miss having someone around.

Have been thinking about it alot.

and after four years,

I finally realise that I don't need to rely on anyone and that I can be independent and rely on myself instead! I don't need anyone to make me secure cause usually I end up feeling even more insecure instead haha. I can feel secure and confident on my own! I can exist on my own just fine! I can be happy being alone! (:

I am a lousy friend, I don't really know what to maintain my friendships as such I don't have many friends, in fact there are only three whom I trust and can relate to. But I'm satisfied cause I know they would be there forever and that is better than being surrounded by hundreds of "friends" instead.

A person turned to me and asked

"How many friends have you?"

Well, 10 or 20 friends have I,
I named off just a few...

He rose quite slow with effort

And sadly shook his head

"A lucky guy you are

To have so many friends," he said

But think of what you're saying

There is so much you do not know

A friend is just not someone

To whom you say "Hello"

A friends a tender shoulder

On which to softly cry

A well to pour your troubles down

And raise your spirits high

A friend is a hand to pull you up

From darkness and despair...

When all your other "so called" friends

Have helped to put you there

A true friend is an ally

Who can't be moved or bought

A voice to keep your name alive

When others have forgot

But most of all a friend is a heart

A strong and sturdy wall

For from the hearts of friends

There comes the greatest love of all..

So think of what I've spoken

For every word is true

And answer once again my friend

How many friends have you?

OMG LOOK AT THIS PICTURE HAHA

Well at least I hope you still are ,

♥SIX MORE DAYS

Omg look at my uneven eyes!!!!!!!

GINA'S SEXY LIPPPPPPPS! ;D

Yay I love this picture everyone looks happy and mad lol!

END OF O'LEVELSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

YAY IM HAPPY BUT ACTUALLY I DON'T FEEL ANY DIFFERENT MAYBE THAT IS CAUSE I AM TOO SLACK ALR HAHA BUT NVM O LEVELS ARE OVER AND IM HAPPY! ;D

NOW IT'S ALL WORK WORK WORK AND FAREWELL AND PROM AND BANGKOK WHOPPIEDOO!

ANYWAY AFTER O'S WENT HOME AND WATCH GOSSIP GIRLS OMG FINALLY!!!!! LOVEEEEE IT! AND THEN MET GINA AT CARTEL FOR LUNCH! AND WENT TO MY HOUSE FOR WII PLUS MOVIE MARATHON BUT WE MANAGE TO COMPLETE ONLY ONE MOVIE - 4BIA AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!! I WATCH 4BIA LIKE 3 TIMES ALR! MAYBE I SHOULD WATCH IT A 4TH TIME HAHAH!

GINA WAS HAVING A FUN TIME TRASHING MY COUSIN AT BOXING UNTIL MEGAN TRASHED HER! OMG MEGAN SIM LEH MEGMEG PAMERS! ♥

Do "u know what"

HAHAHAHHA STILL CANNOT STOP LAUGHING!

HAD A GREAT TIME LA ;D ESP WHEN WANLING EXPOSED HER PINNED UP FRINGE AND YES WE ACTUALLY SAW IT HAHHAHA

OKAY IM GOING TO GO OFFLINE NOW ALR AND ENJOY THE REST OF MY LAST DAY OF O LEVELS!

Don't worry, I told you I'll be fine and I will (:

♥

HAPPYMEAL :D

Hi I'm so pretty *twist

I'm so excited I'm going to work at cartel on the 17!!! :D Come in and eat and give us huge tips okay! :D Me and WLWITCH are going to be so rich we're going on a MAJOR shopping spreeeeeeee!

Anyway met up with the squad yesterday for a supposed study session we ended up roaming around airport t3, bought a cake and celebrated JC birthday! HAPPY SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY JUNCHENG!!!! ;D And Germ and Sieg got their sexy really pretty birthday presents!!! I DONT CARE YOUR MUST WEAR IT HAHAHAHA

After that we all headed to my house and watched 4BIA. Wlwitch and germ reaction was the ultimate even my mum said they were crazy girls ahahah! and I learned how to play goldfish!!

Someonetellmewhattodoandyougivemeasignanythingevenifitsbadijustneedtoknow

itsaffectingmemoretheneveriratheryoutellmestraightthentodothiswholeminibreakthing

iamtryingicallyouitextyouitrytomeetupwithyoubutyourejecteditallormaybeimreadingthe

wrongsignalsandmaybeyoureallyarehappierwithoutmearoundidontknowjuystasignplease.

KEITH IS THE FREAKIEST MAN HE KNOWS WHATS IN OUR CARDS JUST BY CONCENTRATING OMG FREAK MUCH HAHA

omg this picture is so long ago? Hahaha

Went out with the bitch for job interviews!!!!!! It was freaking tiring but we managed to get our jobs yay!!!!! But still crossing my fingers for fullerton! :D It was a cheap city trip today!

Papers have all been whatever really praying hard that everything will turn out alright in the end!

AND BANGKOK TRIP IS CONFRIMED!!! OMG SO EXCITED!









Okay I ran out of things to say I have a boring life!
Oh yes visit http://www.clotheshangers.blogspot.com/! Angela's and Huiyi's blogshop! ;D

I think of you when I need someone to talk to then I remember and I put down my phone and I'm alone again. I don't know how much longer I can keep this up. I can't lose everything.
I'm very tired ); I miss you I hate this I'm scared ):