♥FOUR MORE DAYS

I shouldn't have read that, cause it sent my mind in a whirl I started thinking and I had to resort to going out to distract myself.

But it was great distraction by the way had a fun time walking, looking at dresses and suits for other people instead of yourself!

Now I'm starting to have doubts about my dress):

I don't know why but whenever I think about eyecandy I feel happy! Maybe that's what eyecandies are for eh? It's never going to happen but somehow there is this (: feeling that automatically brightens up your day! Sheesh, I'm being so silly again!









You know if I never went down that night, would you still be with me? Would you have realised my birthday was on wednesday and still organise that match on that day? Would you have stick with me just to make me happy and end when 19 is over?

I have so many questions, so many "what ifs" so many "I wish". But it's a fact that it's over so get over it, nothing's ever going to change. It's the same as the last.

Recently I start getting closer to more people but somehow that fear is still in there, cause I know it would all happen again, that's just me! I'm used to it, GET OVER IT AND KEEP MOVING FORWARD AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!



Boo Huiling you are such a loser!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Okay I'm a happy girl! (:
-bet Gina'a going to call me a sucker hahah!