Forever will be

Im happy

and I think Im mad


My mood is changing so fast I cant catch up with it. Every single little thing affects me in some way. Just a simple gesture or word can make or break my day.

I'm sad that things are going backwards but I'm contented cause we still talk and even thou things are looking bleak with .... things are starting to look surprisingly good on the other end! (: This has got to be one of my best holidays ever. I miss people but I have others to make up for it . and well, thats better then nothing right?
I don't want to be the little jealous girl anymore):
Caught twilight which was . . . . . . . . . . . okay. Its expected right? Even thou it wasn't really good and all, I still have this weird urge to catch it again haha. It feels like I wasn't really watching it the first time and I have absolutely no idea why :S

I want to watch BOLT too! AND I WILL GET SOMEONE TO WATCH IT WITH ME! (YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE!!!)Plus wildchild which I think is going out very very very soon and there is the day the earth stood still and idk alr.

I'm still looking forward to Christmas with 408! I'll be working on Christmas eve! So exciting heard that it would be a very F day HAHAHA CAN'T WAIT!

Kabasheesh i've run out of things to say again.

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You don't need to feel bad you know. I may not be able to be mad and crazy in front of you nor can I make you laugh and vice versa. But you'll still be the nicest friend I've had, you were there in ways you never knew and you don't need to.